Shen Luyan now feels that maybe he is really crazy.
What seemed like a scene of tenderness in the past was now very precious in his eyes.
It was not that Shen Luyan didn't know that Jiang Zhi had been waiting for the day when the contract expired, so he did not hesitate to end the relationship with him, put an end to it, and part ways.
Children can indeed cause confusion between a couple.
It's the thread that's wrapped around it.
It's a bloodline that can't be let go.
It is an earthly bond that cannot be completely severed no matter how hard we try.
Shen Luyan didn't want to use children to trap a marriage that he didn't want to end. He just felt that after having children, she wouldn't think about how to leave him every day.
At least... at least when I have this idea, there will be a moment of hesitation.
Shen Luyan felt that he no longer disliked noisy creatures like children so much, and the crying had become tolerable.
He thought a lot, and suddenly felt that it was not like that idiot Shen Jiran had never done smart things.
Get married and have children after graduation.
The family is harmonious and happy.
Shen Luyan came back to his senses and gently rested his fingertips on the side of the woman's ear.
She slept soundly, and the soft sunlight brought away most of her sleepiness. Her eyebrows relaxed, and she must have had a good dream.
Shen Luyan silently hugged her tightly, and his arm around her was subconsciously harder than before. She was really thin, and she weighed nothing in his arms. He couldn't help but kiss the side of her face again.
Maybe once you have a child, things will get better.
This relationship, which has been torn apart for a long time, may be able to slowly heal.
Shen Luyan had to admit that he was despicable and shameless. More than a year ago, he was worried about getting entangled with her in the future and refused to give any room for change or negotiation, so he insisted on having her undergo an operation and abort the child.
More than a year later, he was trying to leave something behind with his children for the sake of his precarious marriage.
Will she be willing after hearing this? Shen Luyan can almost imagine Jiang Zhi's expression when she heard this sentence. She might sneer and call him crazy.
Just go crazy.
He has already gone crazy.
When Jiang Zhi woke up, he found that he was trapped in someone's arms.
The man who was supposed to be working in the office climbed onto her bed at some point and hugged her tightly from behind. The hands on her waist were so heavy that he could hardly push her away.
Jiang Zhi took two deep breaths and said, "Shen Luyan."
The voice was very soft, and the man behind him didn't respond.
Jiang Zhi pushed his arm hard, "Don't pretend to be dead."
The breath that swept across the back of his neck made his skin feel hot.
Shen Luyan's chin rubbed the crook of her neck, and his voice sounded as lazy as if he had just woken up, "What's wrong?"
Jiang Zhi pushed him away several times to no avail. He stared at the ceiling with his big eyes, "Your hand is heavy on my waist. Can you please take it away? It's very uncomfortable."
Shen Luyan rejected her request, "I don't feel comfortable taking it away."
Jiang Zhi was furious. She really didn't know what the young master was being pretentious about. She resisted the urge to roll her eyes and asked, "Why are you feeling uncomfortable?"
Shen Luyan intensified and tightened the grip around her waist. The force was so strong that it seemed like he was going to crush her before he stopped. "I feel uncomfortable."
Jiang Zhi was speechless for a moment, then endured it and said, "I want to get up."
After a few minutes, he probably had enough of hugging her and finally let go.
Jiang Zhi couldn't wait to get up. As soon as she sat up, the world was spinning in front of her eyes, and she was pushed back into the pillow and quilt again. The man's palm protected the back of her head, and his other hand gently pinched her chin.
The temperature in the lounge rose rapidly.
His kiss was fierce.
Jiang Zhi's lips were almost broken, and the opened teeth and the base of her tongue were numb.
His hand gradually moved to her lower back and stayed on that delicate skin for a long time. Maybe he felt her trembling, so he patted her comfortingly and stopped messing around.
The woman was kissed until she was panting, her face was flushed, and her beautiful eyes were flushed.
Jiang Zhi took advantage of him, pushed him away, and quickly got out of bed.
Shen Luyan followed her calmly, and she stopped, "I'm going to the bathroom, do you want to follow me?"
"I'll wait for you outside. Let's go out to eat tonight."
"I shouldn't have come to see you this afternoon." Jiang Zhi couldn't help but muttered in a low voice.
The voice was very soft, I thought he couldn't hear it.
Little did he know that every word fell into his ears.
Shen Luyan said lazily: "It's too late to regret."
Jiang Zhi went into the bathroom without looking back and looked in the mirror. His face was red, his mouth was red, and his clothes were a bit messy. Anyone with a discerning eye could tell what the two of them were doing in there.
Jiang Zhi washed his face, straightened his clothes a little, and felt that he didn't look out of the ordinary, so he walked out.
Her head was still a little dizzy, and she even had nightmares during her short sleep in the afternoon.
She actually dreamed that Shen Luyan wanted to have a child with her.
It immediately frightened her awake.
Maybe she has been paranoid these days, which is why she had such a ridiculous dream.
Jiang Zhi came out of the lounge. Shen Luyan had already put on his tie. A black suit suited him best. He was thin, tall, distant and distant.
"Let's go have dinner."
"What to eat?"
“Western food.”
Jiang Zhi discovered that Shen Luyan was less and less fond of using a driver. Eight times out of ten times, when she took a car, he drove himself.
The restaurant Shen Luyan booked is on the top floor. The terrace on the 53rd floor can almost take in the night view of the entire city.
The environment is beautiful, but the price is very expensive.
Coincidentally, Jiang Zhi saw Song Yunlan here, whom she had not seen for a long time. The two had not seen each other since Song Yunlan kindly reminded her of those words in her ear last time.
Beicheng says it's not big, it's not small.
The man holding Song Yunlan's arm was still the same man from last time, smiling brightly and radiantly.
She and her companions sat on the other side by the window and did not notice Jiang Zhi's gaze.
Jiang Zhi quickly averted her eyes. She thought Song Yunlan looked much better now than when she was dumped by Shen Luyan.
She was crying and crying at that time, as if she was in need of him.
"Who are you looking at?"
"No one."
"What to eat?"
Jiang Zhi took the menu from Shen Luyan and casually ordered a steak.
The lights in the restaurant are very dim, and the candlesticks and aromatherapy on the dining table make the atmosphere extremely ambiguous.
Shen Luyan cut the steak in front of him and pushed it in front of her. Jiang Zhi whispered thank you to him.
She has never been very good with knives and forks, and she doesn't like cutting steaks.
While eating, Jiang Zhi thought absentmindedly that such a romantic place was actually not suitable for her and Shen Luyan.
Piano music played slowly, and suddenly there was some movement on the other side of the restaurant.
Jiang Zhi followed the sound and looked over. It turned out that someone was proposing.
The man knelt down on one knee, took out the ring he had treasured for a long time from his pocket, and handed it to his lover, "Will you marry me?"
There were tears in the woman's eyes. After a moment, she took the ring and nodded, "I do."
Jiang Zhi looked at the lovers hugging and kissing each other, and suddenly felt envious for some reason.
It's probably the feeling of, ah, it turns out that being loved is like this.
She turned back, picked up the cup in front of her and took a sip of juice. She thought of the wedding ring that had fallen into the sea and was missing, and of the new ring that Shen Luyan put on her finger while she was sleeping.
Even if they are exactly the same.
But it's not the same as before.
She put the ring away and put it in a drawer to sleep.
Jiang Zhi could tell that Shen Luyan was actually a little angry when he opened the drawer a few times and saw the ring lying quietly in the box.