Shen Luyan closed the news page with an expressionless face, but the photo just now seemed to be burned into his mind, lingering on it, even if he wanted to forget it.
He turned off his cell phone, turned around and went back to his room, keeping the afterglow of the evening away from the window sill.
The man casually threw his cell phone on the bedside, feeling tired that was difficult to express in words.
Shen Luyan has always been the one who strategizes.
In the past two days, nothing has been right.
I feel a little distracted while working in the company.
He was sitting on the bedside, the light was not very bright, and the documents signed during the divorce were placed on the bedside table. He had not looked at them carefully during the day, but now he was free.
Scan over each word one by one.
My already swollen eyes seemed to hurt even more.
Shen Luyan's thumb holding the paper turned white. He locked the document in the drawer and simply ignored it.
When I first met her, I never imagined that I would be where I am today.
The originally planned separation should end everything in a dignified manner.
In fact, he is not as calm as he appears.
Emotions are like drinking water, one knows whether it is hot or cold.
Shen Luyan thought seriously, if he hadn't shot his uncle, would she have left so decisively? Maybe not.
But if time could go back, Shen Luyan felt that he would still fire that shot.
The door rang three times, and the servant of the old house stood outside the door, knocked carefully, and invited him to come downstairs for dinner.
Shen Luyan hummed in a low voice through the door.
Then he got up and went to the bathroom.
The face reflected in the glass mirror was thin and pale, with dense red bloodshot eyes, as if he had not slept well.
He washed his face with cold water, and then applied a towel to his eyes to make himself look the same as usual.
Afterwards, Shen Luyan slowly went downstairs.
Father Shen rarely had any official duties tonight and was at home. Hearing his wife talk about his son's divorce, he felt a little unhappy.
The marriage was concluded in a hurry at first, and now it is divorced in a hurry.
It's like child's play.
Not serious at all.
After dinner, Father Shen called his son into the study. His son had not worried him much since he was a child, but he did not handle it well emotionally.
The father and son were silent for a long time.
"Your mother and I never asked you to marry anyone. You didn't like that girl from Fengjia before, so we didn't force you to marry her. Marriage is your own choice. Ordinarily, you should marry the person you like. No. It will end up like this."
"Your mother has always been worried about your emotional affairs. What you did has greatly disappointed us."
Shen Luyan listened quietly, and after a while, he said, "I have no feelings anymore, what can I do?"
Father Shen said: "Love will one day turn into family love."
"What about you? Are you and my mother like this now?"
"No." Father Shen looked at him: "I still love your mother very much."
Father Shen has been very busy with work these years and rarely has time to spend with his wife. Most of the time, her wife accommodates him and accompanies him on business trips. He went on to say: "Your mother and I have never treated you badly. Sometimes I I'm proud of your indifference. My son really shouldn't be impulsive, but your indifference shouldn't be shown in front of your wife."
It was rare for him to talk to him so much tonight, "I have heard about your scandals outside before, but I never took them seriously or believed them, but now I have begun to doubt whether you are really here." There is another home outside."
Shen Luyan denied it quickly: "No."
Of course, Father Shen hoped that he would not betray his trust. A person's moral level is the most important. He went on to talk about the focus of tonight's conversation: "If you get a divorce, you will get divorced, but neither your mother nor I can accept it." Jiang Suining entered our house."
"You have finished repaying the kindness of saving my life after all these years."
"If you are divorced because of her, I can tell you now that if you want to get married in the future, you should take the initiative to get out of the Shen family."
Father Shen has not said such serious words for many years.
Shen Luyan looked at his father: "She and I will not get married."
Father Shen reluctantly believed what he said, "You can go out. I have finished what I need to say."
Shen Luyan was not in a hurry to leave. He stood in the study with his face downcast and seemed a little confused. He asked: "Dad, why do you love my mother?"
It seems that he has long lost the ability to love someone very much.
So much so that I'm a little confused now.
Is it possessiveness or love?
How deep is love?
"There's no reason why you can't treat emotional matters like those math problems you used to have in school and use equations to solve them. There will only be no solution."
Shen Luyan lowered his head, swallowed his throat, and held back what he wanted to say.
After coming out of the study, Shen Luyan went to the balcony to smoke. There was no need to quit smoking now.
He thought that he should slowly let go of Jiang Zhi just like when he let go of Jiang Suining.
It's just a relationship that ended in vain.
People will not die without love.
After Shen Luyan moved back to his old house, the previous villa remained empty.
Jiang Zhi never went back, and he also never went back again.
I couldn't hide the news of my divorce even if I wanted to.
Rumors spread all over the sky, and there are various rumors on the Internet, but most of them assume that Shen Luyan couldn't stand his flirtatious wife in the first place, so he divorced her and asked someone to leave the house.
When the photos of the CEO's wife and the man from the Sheng family went viral, in the final analysis, they still cared about it. After the calm, there was a storm.
Gu Tingxuan was also very well-informed. His circle was only so large, and Shen Lvyan was always the target of people's attention. He knew everything as soon as he came and went.
He turned around and asked, "Are we really divorced?"
Shen Luyan didn't shy away from it either: "Well, we're divorced."
Gu Tingxuan thought again of the photo he saw in the entertainment section two days ago, "What is the relationship between her and that lawyer now?"
Shen Luyan's face turned cold, and the steel pen in his hand pierced the table. He smiled and said, "I don't know, but maybe he will invite me to a wedding banquet in the future."
Gu Tingxuan was somewhat surprised when he heard what he said. He quickly returned to his usual carefree manner, "What about you? Just let it go?"
Shen Luyan asked back, "What if? If we continue to stalk her, we should kneel down and cry and beg her not to leave."
Gu Tingxuan was silent. This was not something Shen Luyan would do.
Kneeling is impossible.
Tears are impossible.
It is even more impossible to pray.
Shen Luyan pursed his lips straight, the corners of his lips were slightly sharp, and his eyes were cold and emotionless: "What can't you let go of? You can let it go after a long time, three years, five years, eight years, ten years, you can never let it go. I may never forget it in my lifetime."
When he said this, he didn't know whether he was talking to Gu Tingxuan or to himself.
Gu Tingxuan didn't say anything unnecessary. After a few seconds, he asked: "Do you want to have a drink together tonight?"
Shen Luyan thought for a while and said casually: "Okay."
Gu Tingxuan reserved a seat in advance.
The manager of the club carefully entertained tonight's distinguished guests.
Gu Ting announced several young stars who had just debuted. They had good figures and good looks.
Young, beautiful, and very good at getting things done.
Be obedient and obedient.
The two little girls took the initiative to sit next to Shen Luyan when they came up. The smell of perfume on their bodies was not strong, but Shen Luyan still didn't like the smell of it. He was actually a quiet person.
After sitting there for a while, I felt it was boring. After thinking about it, I didn’t want to go back so early.
The two little stars took the initiative to pour wine for Mr. Shen, hoping that they would fly up the branches and become phoenixes tonight.
The man beside them looked indifferent and did not let them leave, but he did not pay much attention to them. He drank one cup after another nonchalantly, but drank a lot.
I was a little drunk by the end.
My mind seems to be still awake, but not that clear.
It is said that the best way to get out of a relationship is to enter the next relationship. Shen Luyan felt that he should be as free and easy as her, seamlessly connected, and just turn around and find another one.
It doesn't matter if it's just a show or a casual romance.
It's all a new beginning after all.
Maybe because he drank too much, Shen Luyan felt that the box was too noisy, so he stood up and said, "I'm going home first."
After saying that, without waiting for anyone else's reaction, he picked up his suit jacket on the sofa and left with a quick stride.
The driver was waiting outside. Shen Luyan got in the car, closed his eyes and rested for a moment, then subconsciously said: "Go back to Tangyuan."
The driver was stunned. Mr. Shen had not returned to the previous villa for so many days. Why did he suddenly want to go back tonight?
He didn't dare to speak out if he had questions in his mind, and quietly sent the person back to the villa.
The housekeeper was shocked. During this period, no one came to live in this villa.
He called and asked, and the husband said that the house was given to Miss Jiang and she could handle it as she pleased.
Ms. Jiang’s phone number has never been able to get through.
Shen Luyan got out of the car. He seemed to have sobered up a bit after enjoying the wind, but he didn't seem to be completely sober. He stepped on his leather shoes and entered the living room, "Is the young lady back?"
The housekeeper didn't know how to answer.
Shen Luyan rubbed his eyebrows and said, "I'll go up and take a look."
He seemed to have forgotten what happened before. When he walked to the bathroom, he suddenly remembered that she had completely broken up with him.
Shen Luyan took a bath, changed his clothes, and still smelled faintly of alcohol, and his mind was groggy.
This room has long been cleaned up.
He couldn't even smell some familiar scents.
Shen Luyan was a little angry. The sheets and quilts were newly put on, and the unfamiliar smell made him feel a little nauseous. He subconsciously walked into the cloakroom and opened the closet. There was nothing inside.
His irritability was about to burst through his throat.
The cute little desk lamp is missing.
The ornaments on the desk that were incompatible with the bedroom decoration were also gone.
She was nowhere to be seen in the entire master bedroom.
At this moment, Shen Luyan seemed to suddenly wake up from his anxiety.
He forced himself to calm down, then went downstairs with an expressionless face, and called the driver in a cold voice, "Take me back to my old house."