Shen Luyan described his involuntary need to come to see her as a habit that was difficult to change and it took him time to adapt.
Habits are indeed terrible.
It often takes a long time to feel the pain after losing something.
Always in some insignificant details.
For example, when Shen Luyan was half asleep and half awake, he would occasionally stretch out his arms to catch the non-existent person on his pillow. After work, he would still tend to drive in the wrong direction, towards the villa in Tangyuan. He would always make a habit of it before going to bed at night. Pour a glass of milk.
The labor pains came belatedly.
Force him to adapt gradually.
Shen Luyan looked at the two disappearing figures. He sat in the car and chewed a cigarette. The thin smoke blurred the man's vision. His eyes were covered with red bloodshot eyes after staying up all night, and his eye sockets were a little swollen. pain.
It was so sour that I felt like I was about to shed tears.
Shen Luyan calmly smoked the entire cigarette. After the divorce, quitting smoking became meaningless. She could not have any more children from him.
Recalling that he tried to use his children to keep her some time ago, it became extremely ridiculous.
Shen Luyan sat in the car for a long time and didn't see her coming downstairs until noon.
Wearing loose home clothes, he was yawning and seemed very sleepy.
Her hair fell loosely behind her, making her face look small and her eyelids were bleary, as if she hadn't slept enough.
It looks soft and easy to get close to.
Shen Luyan subconsciously opened the car door and acted faster than his mind. When she found him, he was already standing in front of her.
The man was wearing a black coat, and there seemed to be a bit of coldness all over his body. His eyebrows were as sharp as razor blades. His complexion was a little pale, and he stood in front of her as if nothing had happened.
Not far away, you can smell the tobacco smell that has not completely dissipated.
Jiang Zhi wanted to pretend that she couldn't see anything, and she was not a god. Well, she admitted that when she saw Shen Luyan, she still couldn't calm down.
Giving love is a long process.
It still takes a long time to get out.
When she went to the left, he followed her to the left, as if he was deliberately blocking her way.
After a few times, Jiang Zhi's good temper no longer had the patience to deal with it. She stopped and raised her face without asking him what he wanted to do.
She would just repeat the same trick, "Are you here to beg me?"
She thought that Shen Luyan would be the same as the previous two days. When she heard such words, she would just think that she was being sentimental, and then left with a cold face without looking back.
Unexpectedly, Shen Luyan looked at her seriously: "Is it useful to beg you?"
Jiang Zhi didn't have time to waste time with him. He had to go to the supermarket to buy some food. He suddenly wanted to eat a spicy hot pot tonight and his mouth was watering just thinking about it.
After becoming pregnant, my appetite did change.
I always want to eat food with stronger taste.
Jiang Zhi's mind was filled with hot pot at the moment, and she was even hungrier. She was even more impatient with the man in front of her who blocked her way.
"Get out of the way first."
"You don't have to stay away from each other until you get divorced. Where are you going? Together."
"you are annoying."
"It's not annoying."
Shen Luyan followed her to the supermarket. She bought groceries very quickly and picked out finished products that had already been processed.
The shopping cart is full.
Shen Luyan stood beside her, and calmed down very well, and did not talk to her again. However, he was born with a strong sense of presence, and people in the supermarket kept looking at him frequently.
Having an outstanding face will indeed attract more attention.
Jiang Zhi was afraid that something would happen again, so she looked at him calmly: "Can you stay away from me?"
Shen Luyan's originally pleasant face gradually turned cold.
She was not like this to Sheng Xizhou just now.
She was able to forgive Sheng Xizhou for all the trouble he had left in her adolescence, so why couldn't she be nice to him?
It's too unfair.
"cannot."
"You also know that the news media are very difficult to deal with now. You also hope that they will not disturb your private life. Similarly, I don't want to be disturbed." Fortunately, Jiang Zhi now habitually wears a mask when going out, which is slightly You can cover up a few things without being too blatant, otherwise you will definitely be recognized by others if you stand with Shen Luyan.
Pregnant women have bad tempers, and Jiang Zhi cannot control those bad emotions.
"I really don't want my name and yours to be involved anymore, and I don't want to be asked whether we have reconciled."
"I'm just like you, eager to have clear boundaries."
Jiang Zhi said the cruelest words in the gentlest tone.
Shen Luyan stared at her face for a few seconds, his lips pursed straight. He seemed to be enduring it very hard, maybe the second before he exploded.
But I seem to have endured it.
He took two steps back to the side as a compromise.
Jiang Zhi pushed the shopping cart to pay for the order, and Shen Luyan followed her out of the supermarket and to the corridor.
He didn't seem to want to endure it any longer. He grabbed her wrist and tightened it very tightly. He pushed her against the wall and said, "First, take my mobile phone number off the blacklist."
Jiang Zhi obviously refused.
After such a long time, Shen Luyan finally smelled the familiar scent of her body again, which seemed to have a hint of citrus sweetness. He was like a patient who drank poison to quench his thirst.
I couldn't help but want to get closer to her.
It seemed that he saw her reluctance.
Shen Luyan exhausted his last bit of patience: "Otherwise, you won't even think about going upstairs."
Jiang Zhi closed his eyes and said, "Shen Luyan, we are divorced."
Shen Luyan seemed to have figured it out, and the suppression during this period was of no use.
Well, it seems that he has trouble forgetting her and adapting to life without her. Maybe it's a habit, maybe it takes time.
but now.
He will do whatever he wants to do.
Shen Luyan had had enough of soft knives from her, and he no longer cared about being stabbed a few more times. Anyway, each stab was harder than the last.
I just don't want to stay on her blacklist anymore.
I feel particularly unhappy when I think about it.
It was impossible for him to call her every day. After this difficult adjustment period, he would no longer need everything from her.
“Can’t we contact our exes?”
"You can come to me again if you need me, I'm always here for you."
