The more Jiang Zhi thought about it, the more upset he became. After thinking for so long, he still couldn't think of a perfect solution.
After a simple breakfast, Jiang Zhi went back to the hospital to get medicine.
Li He didn't mind it and drove with her.
There was a queue at the window to get the medicine, and within a few minutes her name was in line. The doctor read the medicine list, checked the information, and handed her two boxes of medicine packed in plastic bags.
Jiang Zhi said thank you, turned around and saw a man he hadn't seen for a long time.
Shen Luyan's insomnia has not improved for a long time. Melatonin is of no use to him. He still can't sleep all night long. Even if he does fall asleep, he will soon be awakened by nightmares.
In the past few weeks, I couldn't even guarantee five hours of sleep a day.
Sleep quality is not high either.
Sometimes awake.
Shen Luyan woke up in the middle of the night. The bedroom was pitch dark. There were no longer the two small desk lamps that were always on for her. The black curtains almost blocked out the moonlight outside the window and could not penetrate at all.
His whole body seemed to be in darkness.
It's hard to fall asleep anymore.
Shen Luyan still dreams about her sometimes. He is not a person who dreams often.
After the divorce, I was so tortured by these dreams that I couldn't distinguish reality.
The dream represents the youthful period of wanton publicity.
Summer when the cicadas chirp endlessly.
When I returned to the factory where no light could be seen, I could hear the girl crying out of fear.
As soon as the scene changed, he seemed to finally remember that the girl in school uniform had stood shyly in front of him and talked to him softly: "Hello, my name is Jiang Zhi."
He hurried past.
There was a large group of people behind him.
The teenagers seemed to be running as if they were walking, bumping into her shoulders, and the books in her hands were scattered on the floor.
Jiang Suining stood under the teaching building and couldn't wait any longer. He waved to him: "Hurry up."
The memory is clear and confused.
Shen Luyan could never fall asleep again every time he was awakened.
Not having a good sleep made my temper irritable.
Shen Luyan had no choice but to see a doctor, who prescribed some sleep aids.
Meeting her here was truly unexpected.
Shen Luyan talked to her casually like he would a normal friend: "Are you sick?"
Jiang Zhi hid the medicine behind his back and nodded stiffly: "I have a little cold."
Li He had just gone to park the car and no one was there, otherwise Jiang Zhi would undoubtedly have been subjected to his cynicism again.
Shen Luyan also held the newly prescribed medicine in his hand, but even though he had not had a good rest recently, he seemed to be meticulous and not falling behind at all.
Just as Jiang Zhi was about to leave, a shrill scream suddenly came from the hospital lobby.
"I stabbed someone! Run!"
"Ahhh!"
The accident happened suddenly. A middle-aged man who seemed to have lost his mind held a dagger in his hand and stabbed everyone he saw.
The man was already running in their direction.
Shen Luyan subconsciously grabbed her wrist and pulled her behind him.
The middle-aged man had already regarded them as targets, raised his dagger high, and Shen Luyan kicked the middle-aged man in the chest.
He has practiced fighting and pays great attention to fitness, so his strength is naturally very different from that of ordinary people.
The middle-aged man fell to the ground with his limbs upward and was restrained by the police who arrived quickly.
Shen Luyan frowned and looked back at her: "You're not scared, are you?"
Jiang Zhi shook his head: "No."
It's just that when I was dragged behind him just now, my foot was twisted.
She broke away her hand and said, "Thank you just now, I'm leaving first."
Shen Luyan's movements were faster than his brain, and he followed her with long strides, "Go home or go back to the studio, I'll drive you there."
Jiang Zhi declined without hesitation: "No need."
Shen Luyan pursed his lips and was somewhat used to being pushed away by her again and again.
He felt that he was making a fool of himself.
I can't help but want to be mean.
"It's not easy to take a taxi right now."
"I have friends here with me."
"who?"
Jiang Zhi didn't say anything and didn't plan to tell him.
It was rare for Shen Luyan to meet her once, and he was a little reluctant to let her go.
If he didn't take the initiative to contact her, there would be no news about her at all.
I am still a friend on WeChat, but she rarely posts to Moments anymore, and it is not visible to her.
Even Gu Tingxuan can see her movements, but he is not qualified.
On the day when the contract for Hailing's project was signed, she did not come. It was another employee of her studio who came to sign.
Shen Luyan was sitting in the conference room, calmly facing the puzzling looks of others. He also knew that it was strange for him to sign such an insignificant small contract.
But Shen couldn't control it.
In fact, his expectations were disappointed, she did not come.
Shen Luyan forcibly grabbed her wrist. She was unprepared and her wrist hurt a bit. The two boxes of medicine in the transparent plastic bag also fell to the ground. She was a little annoyed: "What are you doing?!"
"I said I'd give you a ride."
"I also said I didn't need it, my friend drove the car."
"Male or female?"
"Do you care?"
"Men, tell him to get out."
Jiang Zhi was really speechless.
Shen Luyan also knew that she was angry, so he bent down to help her pick up the medicine on the ground, but she snatched it away without seeing a word clearly. She seemed to be even more angry, and her eyes were red, "Can you Stop bothering me?!"
Shen Luyan had never been so angry and yelled at by Jiang Zhi several times.
He always relies on her good temper, thinking that she will always be gentle and gentle.
Shen Luyan's hand was thrown away by her, and the back of his hand turned red. It hurt a little, but it was far less than the looming pain in his heart.
He pursed his lips and said, "I heard it."
He said shamelessly: "But I don't really want to change it now."
Jiang Zhi gradually calmed down. He almost took away the two boxes of medicine just now. If he could see the words on them clearly, it would almost be like revealing the truth.
He is a very sharp-eyed person.
So she just lost control for a moment.
Jiang Zhi's eyes were sore, and she had become sentimental after becoming pregnant. She still felt uncomfortable when seeing Shen Luyan, but she didn't know what kind of discomfort it was.
I just habitually think of the sadness of being abandoned, let go, and let down.
When Li He said he wanted to start a family with her just now, she didn't feel any excitement at all, and she didn't feel any joy at all.
She even thought of Shen Luyan.
Thinking of the days when I just got married to him.
I also thought about the reports on the news these days.
It's so uncomfortable.
Falling in love with him is painful.
I don’t want to love him anymore, it still hurts so much.
Jiang Zhi raised her eyelashes, her eyes were dark, and there was a touch of sadness in her bright eyes. She said without emotion: "You have a new partner. Isn't it bad to be entangled with your ex-wife like this?"
"Who said I have..."
"There are reports in the news, everywhere, no one needs to say anything. Why do you still plan to let other little girls follow you with no name or status?"
Shen Luyan remembered that he was aware of the news reports.
Even the default attitude.
He wanted to deliberately let her see it, letting her know that he could still live a cool life without her, and that his life would not change in any way.
But now she mentioned it to herself.
He didn't even feel the satisfaction of achieving his goal, and instead felt a little regretful.
