Mrs. Shen immediately stopped talking. She really didn't expect such a change.
But it is within reason.
After the divorce, everyone is free.
No one can control anyone.
Mrs. Shen didn't even know what to say. Could it be that these two children were so unfateful?
Shen Luyan swallowed his throat, swallowing it all with the sourness of blood in his throat, and said, "Mom, it's too late."
He recognized his own heart, but it was too late.
I was finally willing to bow my head and admit that I fell in love with someone I had definitely despised before. It was too late.
Shen Luyan seemed to have just figured out that all the hurtful words and many harsh words he had used in the past were just a poor way for him to try to find his sense of existence from her.
Even if it hurt her, at least at that moment, her eyes were hers.
He hurt her so many times and was mean with his words, but it was just because she didn't have him in her heart at all.
he is the one--
A morbid way of dealing with love without giving up.
Hurt others and hurt yourself.
Mrs. Shen looked at his already red eyes and swallowed her words of complaint as soon as they reached her lips. After holding on for a long time, she couldn't hold back, "You brought all this on yourself. Who can you blame?"
Mrs. Shen also felt helpless when she talked about this. Children from other families would fight for love because their family members blocked it, or their family background did not allow them to agree, or something else.
She and her husband never cared about their son's love life and would marry whomever they liked. How come they still couldn't get a good result?
"I really like that child A-Zhi from the bottom of my heart. Now that she...has come out, is pregnant and will get married soon, she has already lived a new life, so don't bother her anymore. It's good for both you and her. good."
"You had so many opportunities to talk to her before, but you chose not to."
"Time is not always on your side."
"If you miss it, you miss it."
"You always say you won't regret it. Don't regret it this time. Even if you regret it, don't let her bear your regret."
Although these words are not pleasant to hear, Mrs. Shen still wants to say them.
To get to this point, no one really forced him.
It was because he couldn't see his own heart clearly and didn't want to admit that he just fell in love with someone he didn't like.
He is already an adult.
Mature and rational.
You have gained so much in this life, and you should also bear the loss.
Shen Luyan could not refute a single word from his mother. Even now, Mrs. Shen did not hide it from him. "I felt pity for A Zhi's lost child, so I gave it to her quietly in the cemetery... In short, if you want to see it, there is You can go and have a look when you have time.”
"Don't tell A-Zhi about this, I'm afraid she will be sad if she thinks about it."
Shen Luyan's heart felt wet and cold. He clenched his fingers and said, "Yeah."
He thought that he would not go to the cemetery to see it, but that was what he insisted on doing in the first place.
But within two days, Shen Luyan went to the address his mother had given him. The tombstone was small and had no name.
Shen Luyan stood in front of the tombstone for a while. To be honest, he didn't feel anything at all. He just felt that the atmosphere here was too depressing.
He didn't stay long, and after a while, he left the cemetery silently.
Shen Luyan walked out of the cemetery, and a memory from long ago suddenly came to mind. She awkwardly pushed him away from the ward, and cried loudly in the ward through a door.
Afraid that he would hear it.
She was afraid that he would see that she didn't care even though she said it, but she was actually very sad in her heart.
Shen Luyan raised the corners of his mouth and smiled sarcastically. Apart from remuneration, he really hadn't done many good things to her.
Even so.
He still wanted to shamelessly win her back, even if he used unsavory methods again.