It's not because I was attracted to Jiang Suining the way I was, with the same kindness I felt when we first depended on each other.
Just like her.
Not mixed with any impurities.
Maybe it was discovered too late.
It has already hurt people completely, and it is really ridiculous to say this. Love that comes late by accident is still love.
Jiang Zhi was in a trance when he heard him say these words with his own ears.
Shen Luyan said he liked her.
It was like a sour and sour rain fell in her heart. The torrential and muddy rain had long ago extinguished the once passionate love.
Even now that she heard what she had longed for most, it didn't feel particularly touching.
Instead, I couldn't help but doubt his motives.
What's his purpose?
But she has nothing left to exploit.
And if Shen Luyan wanted to take advantage of her again, or force her to do something she didn't want to do, there was no need to compromise and say that he liked her.
He had many other means, and he had used them all on her.
Jiang Zhi slowly frowned, his light eyes full of vigilance, as if he became even more defensive because of the words he said.
"I heard it, what next?" Jiang Zhi's attitude was much more indifferent than Shen Luyan expected. She was not even touched at all, "You have finished saying what you want to say, can you leave now? "
She asked in a very polite tone.
I don't want to offend him at all.
This distant and polite attitude seemed to have no mood swings at all.
There is neither joy nor disgust.
If a person does not even have hatred, he will not even have love.
Shen Luyan took a deep breath. His pale complexion made his expression not so good-looking. The man's dark eyes were fixed on her, as if he was trying hard to find out the details that she still cared about.
but none.
Nothing at all.
Some are just silent without any ripples.
She doesn't care about his love at all.
She doesn't care who he likes.
It turns out that it is so uncomfortable to be ignored by someone. If Shen Luyan didn't notice Jiang Zhi's thoughts about him a long time ago, it would be a lie.
Feelings are hard to hide.
No matter how cautious a person is, others will notice something unknowingly.
Shen Luyan tacitly pretended that he could not see the little thoughts she accidentally revealed, and deliberately reminded her of her cautious gestures of kindness time and time again.
When it was his turn, he would rather have her mock him with harsh words than be completely ignored.
"No." Shen Luyan straightened the corners of his lips and uttered two harsh words.
He didn't come to ask for forgiveness.
He knew she would never forgive him.
So what her mother said about being groveling was of no use to her.
Why do useless things?
Before the divorce, Shen Luyan felt that he could let go of all his unhappiness and tried to win her heart and love.
But she was unmoved.
She refused to love him anymore.
The only person he can keep by his means is hers.
Shen Luyan said: "Your father's case will go to trial soon."
He knew what the consequences would be if he said these words, and he also knew that using coercion and inducement would only make her hate him more and more.
Jiang Zhi's eyelids trembled, and her original indifference was filled with hatred due to his words. The surprise in her eyes seemed to be that she couldn't believe what she heard.
He would never bring up her father's affairs so kindly.
"What do you want to say?" After she finished speaking, Jiang Zhi realized that her voice was trembling. She straightened her pale lips and said, "You can just say it."
Shen Luyan looked at her face that was getting pale and felt uncomfortable, but he couldn't think of any other way besides threatening her.
If he could retain her, there would be no divorce.
He didn't want to waste time trying something that had already failed once.
He no longer wanted to see her get so close to Lin Jiaran anymore. Jealousy was about to swallow up his calmness. He didn't know what he would do if he lost control.
Maybe anything can be done.
He was originally an undisciplined thug.
Shen Luyan took two steps forward. His innate sense of oppression would always scare others unless he was deliberately restrained. He said, "I don't have anything else I want."
The man's dark eyes were deep and calm. He looked at her, and then said: "I just want you to come back to me."
back to those days.
Even when we were first married.
It doesn't matter either.
As long as she stays by his side, it's enough.
The feeling of loss is not unpleasant. Shen Luyan thought that he could accept the reality calmly, but this was not the case.
He didn't do it.
He failed.
Like a gear that has lost control.
Turning around without a clue.
He gradually lost himself in the unwillingness day after day.
Jiang Zhi wanted to laugh but couldn't. She asked him, "Have you not tortured me enough?"
Shen Luyan was silent for a moment. He still felt that the choice he made was not a mistake.
"As I said, I understand that you give up on me time and time again, but you really hurt me every time you give up on me. You give up my rights, and I also have the right not to love you."
"That's fair."
"You want me to come back to you, but I can't."
"If you insist on forcing me, be prepared to collect the body for me."
Jiang Zhi was not threatening Shen Luyan with death, but she really felt that if she continued to stay by his side, she would die sooner or later.
Like a plant that has lost sunlight and moisture.
No life left.
"Your love is driving me to death, and I have nothing to say."
Shen Luyan looked at her. He knew that she had suffered from depression before, but he didn't dare to push her too hard.
But he wasn't willing to give in either.
"I'll be here all the time."
When Jiang Zhi heard this, she didn't even feel good about it. She couldn't care less about his legs.
Shen Luyan's eyes glanced at her belly again, each time becoming more and more annoying.
His mind is not open enough to accept that someone else's child will slowly expand her belly.
Jiang Zhi subconsciously protected his stomach and took two steps back.
Perhaps sensing hostility, the child in her belly kicked her lightly.
