The emotion and desire in Shen Luyan's eyes instantly turned cold.
He slowly pulled out his body and withdrew.
The overwhelming sense of oppression behind Jiang Zhi also disappeared. She didn't mean anything else when she said this, she was just calmly stating a fact.
In this transaction, there was a huge disparity in status between her and him.
Shen Luyan is the one who occupies the dominant position. He starts the transaction first, and he makes all the rules. He has the final say on everything.
What she thinks doesn't matter at all.
Why should Shen Luyan worry about her having a baby anymore? Never again.
Just like what he said last time, it was her body that was the fault in the end, and she would not have trouble with herself.
Jiang Zhi blinked, "Shen Luyan, do you want to continue?"
If she doesn't continue, she will go to sleep.
She was really sleepy.
After a long time, she heard Shen Luyan's voice, a cold and restrained voice with a hint of indifference, "No."
Jiang Zhi hummed softly, hugged the quilt tightly, slowly closed his eyes and said a good word.
She turned her back to him, thinking she would fall asleep soon.
But the consciousness is wandering between wakefulness and blur.
Sometimes she thought about the past, and sometimes she thought about the future.
The half-month period when I was kidnapped was actually very difficult.
The kidnapper had a bad temper and a violent personality. He would get angry at every little thing and beat and kick her and him.
At first she could only cry and did not dare to make a sound.
If you disturb the man, he will be treated more roughly.
Shen Luyan couldn't protect himself at that time, but he already took good care of her. He helped her block several punches and deliberately spoke to provoke the man to save her.
She and him were like little animals keeping each other warm, huddled together pitifully. She thought several times that they would not survive and die in that abandoned factory.
The boy was always calm and said he would not die.
Jiang Zhi once had an emotional breakdown, cried until she hiccupped, and said she missed her mother.
The young man was annoyed by her crying, so he asked her what her name was and where her home was.
Jiang Zhi said that he was from Nancheng and had no home.
After she cried, she almost vented her emotions. She wiped her crying face with her wrist, feeling a little embarrassed. When she raised her head, she remembered that he was blindfolded and couldn't see her crying ugly face.
But even if he is blindfolded, he still looks good.
She blurted out: "You are so good-looking."
The young man said calmly: "Oh."
Jiang Zhi wanted to touch his face, but her hands were tied up and she couldn't even do this simple action. She was very shy: "I kind of like you."
To this day, when thinking about this incident, Jiang Zhi is not sure whether Shen Luyan heard her whispering her love when she was young.
The moonlight was thick and the bedroom was quiet.
Jiang Zhi felt like she woke up from a dream. She slowly opened her eyes. The pillow was empty and no one was there. She reached out and touched the sheets beside her. There was no warmth. He should have left long ago.
She sat up slowly, feeling a little thirsty.
I got up and went to find myself a glass of water.
With the water cup in the room, Jiang Zhi pushed open the bedroom door, and the wind from the living room balcony passed through the room. The balcony of the hotel suite had an excellent view, almost overlooking the entire Nancheng.
Jiang Zhi's thumbs were green and green, and he gently held the water glass and looked quietly at the man standing on the balcony smoking. The white smoke was like the cold fog in the early morning, with a hint of coldness.
His back was thin, and he didn't know how long he had been on the balcony.
You can tell from his back that he is not in a good mood.
Jiang Zhi felt that he was not like this tonight, at least not as unhappy as he is now. Did something happen again?
However, Jiang Zhi didn't care much anymore. She couldn't control Shen Luyan's happiness and anger.
His emotions would only fluctuate for Jiang Suining.
Jiang Zhi drank half a glass of water and returned to the bedroom.
Not long after she got into bed and was about to go back to sleep, her hands and wrists were clenched together and tied to the head of the bed. She opened her eyes in panic and breathed a sigh of relief when she saw the man in front of her clearly.
The smell of cigarette smoke on Shen Luyan's body was very strong, but she didn't even open her mouth to ask what was wrong.
He had already kissed her hard, and his wrists were tied with a tie and pinned to the bedside. She had almost no power to fight back.
Shen Luyan was still angry, but she really didn't like him taking out his anger on others on her.
She seems very cheap.
It seemed like it was just for him to vent.
Jiang Zhi's face turned red and he was panting, "Shen Luyan, what are you doing?!"
Shen Luyan stopped and stared into her eyes. She was panting heavily, "Tomorrow, can I buy condoms tomorrow?"
After hearing these words, Shen Luyan's face seemed to be even darker. He pinched her face effortlessly, half forcing her to raise her head, and sneered coldly: "Didn't you just say that the chance of pregnancy is too high? ?Then what are you afraid of?"
Jiang Zhi looked extremely pale, "There are always surprises."
Shen Luyan was indeed very angry just now. Her words hurt her, but he just felt uncomfortable and couldn't listen to her.
She would rather hurt herself just to disappoint him.
Shen Luyan looked at her coldly, "Are you still afraid of accidents?"
"Scared."
There have been too many accidents in her life.
Now, she just wants everything to be peaceful.
Shen Luyan said indifferently: "Then let's wait until something unexpected happens."
After he said that, he kissed me again.
In the end, Jiang Zhi was the one who surrendered first. Her body was weak and she leaned in his arms. Her hair was a little wet, her skin was red, and her limbs were weak.
She silently endured the force of the man's collision. She almost bit the tip of her teeth several times. She comforted herself by saying that it didn't matter. She was in the safe period and would be fine.
But there were still tears in the corners of her eyes. She didn't want this kind of intimate relationship.
There is no emotion, just pure venting.
Jiang Zhi closed his eyes, and a drop of water quietly slipped down the end of his eyes.
She thought that her love for Shen Luyan was about to lose some points.
At noon the next day, I woke up with backache.
Jiang Zhi still felt very tired after sleeping for ten hours. She planned to go out and buy medicine for herself.
The experience of going to the hospital for surgery was something she didn't want to do again.
Before Jiang Zhi went out, Shen Luyan returned to the hotel.
He was holding a transparent plastic bag in his hand, which contained the medicine he had just taken from his friend, "Here you go."
Jiang Zhi said nothing but said nothing.
Shen Luyan poured the water for her, and then said: "Find the medicine prepared by a friend. You should not vomit after taking it."
Jiang Zhi whispered: "Thank you."
Shen Luyan had already finished the meeting this morning and saw that she was sleeping soundly so he didn't wake her up.
"Take me around Nancheng tomorrow."
"OK."
"Is there somewhere you want to go?"
Jiang Zhi hesitated for two seconds and then said, "Yes."
She wanted to go back to her grandmother's yard in Hexiang to have a look.