After all these years, Jiang Zhi still stubbornly remembers this sentence.
The promises made when we were young are enough to be remembered for a lifetime.
At that time, Jiang Zhi helped him block the whip. It was so painful that she didn't dare to cry. Tears flowed silently all over her face. She was still a bit delicate at that age. She gritted her teeth to keep from crying, and she only dared to sniff secretly. .
He was blindfolded and his hearing was sharper.
Half-dead, leaning against the darkness in the corner with a very pale face, he asked her, "Are you crying?"
She wiped away her tears and hurriedly denied, "No."
The young man chuckled: "I heard it."
She was a little embarrassed, so she said nothing.
After a while, the boy's voice sounded again in the silent night.
"I will protect you when you get out."
His breath floated in the dim light, and his low and hoarse voice seemed to disturb a pool of spring.
She answered him a little childishly: "I'm afraid you'll lie to me. If we hook up, it's the puppy who's cheating."
He smiled and said in a hoarse voice, "Okay."
Jiang Zhi sometimes feels that she shouldn't live in the past. Everyone is moving forward, but she is the only one who keeps looking back.
But she couldn't control herself.
She only had a brief moment of love from him when she was young.
Jiang Zhi was still buried in his neck, her wet and cool tears falling silently. She cried until she was in tears, but there was no sound at all.
The girl's long hair spread like ink on her back, making her face even more delicate. She spoke with a crying tone, and her moist eyes looked extremely aggrieved: "Why don't you mean what you say? Why did you lie to me?"
A trace of anger flashed in Shen Luyan's eyes, he didn't like to be treated as someone else by her.
He also didn't expect that his secretary had quite a lot of people hidden in his heart.
One after another, endless people.
Shen Luyan raised her face, which looked a little weak. Her pitiful eyes were like those of an abandoned kitten, which was lifeless. He held her chin and stared into her moist black eyes, " You see clearly who I am."
Jiang Zhi's eyes were a little distracted, groggy, but soft and deceptive. Tears fell one by one. It was quite pitiful that her beautiful and beautiful face had such an innocent and charming attitude. She held his hand like a life-saving straw. Hands, the memory in my mind has long been confused, and the face in front of me is blurry.
A moment later he was that flamboyant and carefree young man.
After a while, it was Mr. Shen who negotiated terms with her and was unreasonable.
"I've been waiting for you for a long time. Why didn't you come to me? You said you wouldn't lie to me." Jiang Zhi started to speak incoherently. She didn't know what she was talking about. A few bottles of red wine were enough to make people confused. , her tears couldn't stop no matter what.
Shen Luyan patiently wiped her over and over again, his fingertips resting on her red and moist cheeks, and he looked at her face quietly.
Jiang Zhi gradually stopped crying. It had been a long time since she had seen him so well.
She almost thought she had gone back a long time ago. He gently touched her face with his hand. Because he couldn't see anything, he deliberately joked with her, saying that she must not be good-looking.
She thinks she is beautiful. Since she was a child, many people have praised her for her good looks.
She looked into his eyes and asked without thinking: "Are you happy?"
The man didn't answer her.
She said to herself: "My life is not good at all."
She sniffed, "They all bully me and don't like me."
Shen Luyan knew that she was looking at someone else through him, and it felt uncomfortable to be treated as a substitute. He raised his hand and calmly helped her straighten the loose hair on her temples, "You are disobedient again."
He doesn't like this.
Watching her fall in love with other men.
Cut out your softest parts and show them to others.
Shen Luyan held her waist, fearing that she would fall off his lap, and tightly wrapped his arms around her waist, biting her lips heavily in retaliation, and tasted the sweet blood as he wished, pretending He sighed: "Why don't I always have a long memory?"
Always doing things that make him unhappy.
Jiang Zhi was wearing his suit jacket. Although there was air conditioning in the car, she still felt a little cold. She clutched his sleeves tightly, "Can you take me away?"
Shen Luyan looked calm on the surface. He opened her thumbs one by one, stared into hers with cold eyes, "Jiang Zhi, I am Shen Luyan."
Not the one she wanted to talk to.
He had never seen her so drunk before, and he didn't expect her to look like this after drinking too much.
Jiang Zhi nodded, "Yes, I know."
She lowered her face and muttered: "I know you are Shen Luyan."
His surname is Shen.
He is seventeen years old this year.
The chaotic memory was brought back to that summer of war and chaos.
Jiang Zhi's distracted eyes gradually became brighter. The wind blowing in from the glass window probably made her regain consciousness a little. She said, "I seem to be making my life worse and worse."
She thought of everything she had lost.
Family, friends, love and dignity.
Others are always better off.
Her life was not like this.
There is no hope at all.
At the end is a dark winter.
The car has been parked in the hotel's underground garage.
Shen Luyan asked the driver to leave. He looked at the unconscious woman huddled in the car, tear-stained and pitiful.
Jiang Zhi still regards him as someone she can talk to, a young man who is willing to listen to what she has to say.
"My father doesn't want us anymore."
"My grandparents are gone too."
"Mom is still in the hospital."
She hugged herself tighter and tighter, and her voice became lower and lower, "I only have my mother."
Shen Luyan didn't say anything. He thought everyone had something that made them feel painful. He shouldn't have had any emotional fluctuations about her matter, but the pain in his heart made him unable to ignore it with peace of mind.
Maybe he just doesn't like hearing the meaningless negativity.
Don't like to be thought of as someone else.
Jiang Zhi squeezed his fingers hard, and she seemed to suddenly remember something very important, "I still have a child."
Shen Luyan's face darkened.
Jiang Zhi put his hand on his belly, "I want to give birth, but he doesn't want to."
She endured the astringency in her throat and looked at him with watery eyes without blinking. She burst into tears without any self-esteem and said with a choked sob: "He's not like you. He doesn't like me. The doctor said I I may never have children again."
Her emotions had been suppressed for too long.
Human emotional threshold has reached its limit.
She had never said these inner thoughts to anyone else.
If it weren't for the excessive alcohol, Shen Luyan wouldn't have heard this tonight.
Shen Luyan felt that he had been deprived of a lot of breath, his chest was becoming more and more suffocated, and the sharp and long stinging pains stabbed into the softest part of his heart one after another.
He thought a little coldly why he should feel guilty.
