Ji Die's family didn't have much money. After she passed the Beijing Film Academy Examination, her parents accompanied her all the way from the small town to the imperial capital.
I live in a community ten kilometers away from Jingying.
The house in the town has been sold, and Ji's father has found a school here that is willing to take him. Ji's mother is collecting some local vegetables from the other side of the town. The two of them are busy every day.
Ji Die has been sensible since she was a child and has been studying hard.
The year I was admitted to Beijing Film Academy, the high school set off firecrackers for a long time.
Because her father Ji was strict, she developed a cowardly character.
She does not have more than twenty yuan per day, which is the standard given by her parents.
But one contraceptive pill costs about this much, plus a lunch and a round-trip bus ride, and the money to buy contraceptive pills is simply not enough.
Now Ji Die returned home and saw the lights on at home, and slowly walked in.
Ji's mother was still busy in the kitchen. The house was only about 30 square meters, separated by two rooms of a few square meters. The rest was the living room, kitchen, and a small toilet that was only big enough to turn around.
"Mom, can you give me thirty yuan?"
She stood by the kitchen and made this request carefully.
Ji's mother was stirring the potatoes in the frying pan. When she heard this, she frowned.
"What are you doing with the money again? Didn't you already give me twenty yuan this morning? Do you know that the daughter of the family above us is also in college and only carries ten yuan with her every day? I heard that now
The university canteens are very cheap, and you can eat all you want for just ten yuan.”
"Xiaodie, you also need to understand your parents' difficulties. Don't compare yourself with others all day long. Our family doesn't have this condition. If you want to compare, just learn from them. In order to send you to school, for the sake of our family of three
When I come to the Imperial Capital, my homestead and house are all sold, all for your sake, so you have to be more obedient."
Ji Die stood, feeling a pain somewhere, and was ridiculed by her mother to the point where she couldn't lift her and ran to him.
"I...I need it now, and I will work to pay back the money later."
He Lun did not allow her to work at all, and if she was found out, her graduation qualifications would be revoked.
All her scripts were taken away by He Lun, and every one of them was favored by investors. Three of the most popular works in the past few years were written by her, but she didn't get a penny of dividends.
Thinking of what happened to him, tears began to fall.
When Ji's mother saw her crying, she became impatient and put down the spatula in her hand.
"Cry, cry, cry, why is studying so hard? Is it as hard as me to farm? I have to walk around the small town and the imperial capital every day. I am so dizzy that I don't dare to buy medicine. Your father's salary is also low. Now you ask for it.
Thirty, will it be fifty or a hundred from now on?"
"Mom, I will really pay you back..."
Mother Ji turned around and continued to stir-fry potatoes, "Your dad won't get home for another hour. You first memorize the things I asked you to memorize recently, write an article and read it, and then I will give you the money."
Ji Die wiped her tears, slowly sat down in the living room, and put a few books on the table.
Ji’s mother asked her to memorize the texts on the university tree. In fact, college books no longer need to be memorized this way, but Ji’s mother had never been to college and insisted on letting her memorize them one by one.
Ji Die would sometimes reason with her, telling her that classes at university are different from high school. There are no teachers asking students to memorize texts, and even the classrooms are not fixed.
But Ji's mother didn't believe it and only used the theories she knew to control her daughter.
After talking a lot, Ji Die knew her stubbornness and really memorized Ke Wen.
After writing another thousand words of reflections, Ji's mother handed over thirty yuan to her.
Ji Die hurried downstairs and went to a pharmacy not far away to buy a contraceptive pill.
Because people in the community like to gossip, she was worried that the staff here would recognize her, so she wore a hat when she went there and kept her head down the whole time when she was buying.
She looks very thin, which is caused by long-term malnutrition.
The staff looked at her a few more times and saw that she was still a student, so they advised her: "If something happens to you, remember to tell your family."
Ji Die took the medicine and ran away to a deserted place and swallowed the medicine.
She wanted to vomit, but she didn't dare to vomit because she was worried that she would spit out the medicine too.
After resting for a while, she went upstairs. Through the door, she heard Ji's mother complaining to Ji's father.
"Xiaodie is becoming more and more disobedient now. She asked me for thirty dollars just now. When she was in high school, she had no money. Now she spends fifty dollars a day and doesn't know what to do outside.
Have you contacted her teacher? Is this child a bad learner because she is comparing herself to others at school?"