At the hospital, Fu Xuan has been having the same nightmare over and over again.
In the dream, the man crawling on her body looked at her with a sneer, and the words he spoke were like a magic sound ringing in her ears.
"Are you from the Fu family? I've seen you before. You are really thin and tender. Little sister, you have to pay the price for running around here."
This was a real scene at that time. Fu Xuan just ran out of the utility room and met this man.
Unexpectedly, the other party knew that she was from the Fu family.
She thought she would be safe hiding among the hostages, but actually a kidnapper knew her identity.
She turned pale with fright, and at that moment she even had evil thoughts in her mind.
People are despicable when faced with life and death. She hoped that Sheng Mian would suddenly appear, deal with this man, and save her from misery.
However, the fact is that Sheng Mian is not here.
The man's gun was already aimed at her chest, and he would pull the trigger without hesitation.
The huge desire to live suddenly surged up, and she remembered how Sheng Mian had seduced another man just now, so she knelt down.
Fu Xuan, who was so aloof, had never experienced such a humiliating feeling.
If someone had told her before that she would do such a thing to survive, she would never believe it.
At that time, her understanding of the world was all from textbooks, but when the real and cruel side of the world was revealed in front of her, she found that she was no different from the kind of villain who was greedy for life and afraid of death.
She is afraid of pain and death, but she wants to live.
So she took off her clothes one by one in front of the man.
As expected, the man stopped pulling the trigger and watched her strip naked with interest.
He was so excited that he put several tables together without hesitation and demanded her fiercely.
Fu Xuan kept crying, but the more she cried, the more excited the man became.
Fu Xuan cried not only because of pain, but also because of shame. How could she be willing to do such a thing in order to survive?
It's really dirty.
She was unwilling to face herself like this, and the darkness of human nature broke out at this moment.
When Fu Yancheng rushed in, Fu Xuan was confused for a moment. She was afraid that her cousin, whom she had always respected, would look down on her means of survival, so she found a perfect excuse for herself in an instant.
It was all Sheng Mian's fault. If Sheng Mian hadn't pulled her out of the hostage pile, she wouldn't have been noticed by the kidnappers.
If Sheng Mian was willing to take her with him, she would not lose her precious first time.
It's all because of sleep.
And she is just a victim, just a clean victim.
With this excuse, she felt that she could still live in an upright manner, so she hated Shengmian.
Even in her dream, Fu Xuan hated Sheng Mian and complained repeatedly.
"I hate you."
"Sheng Mian, I hate you, it's because of you that I am like this."
"I don't want to live anymore, I want to die."
But the fact is that Fu Xuan wants to live more than anyone else.
The people guarding her bedside were Fu Qiuya and Bai Qiu.
Fu Qiuya had long known that this matter was related to Sheng Mian, but Bai Qiu had just arrived, so she hurriedly asked.
"What's going on? What does this matter have to do with Sheng Mian?"
"We'll have to wait until Xiaoxuan wakes up to find out."
Fu Xuan woke up early the next morning.
When she saw Fu Qiuya, her eyes immediately turned red.
"aunt."
Fu Qiuya helped the person up and hugged him slowly, "Xiaoxuan, what's going on? You keep calling Shengmian's name in your dream. Is this related to Shengmian?"
Fu Xuan's eyelashes trembled, but she had to continue to tell this lie, and she had to make Sheng Mian feel guilty.
As long as she is the perfect victim, no one can accuse her.
Fu Xuan herself was a little surprised, how could she become like this.
But people who have not experienced that scene are not qualified to accuse her.
Human nature is selfish.
Besides, who asked Sheng Mian to abandon her at that time?