"You may not have experienced the taste of love until now, do you know? Do you know that when Nan Chen is with me, he will cook for me with his own hands, and will also arrive at me as soon as I am sick. The gentlest thing he once said was, Xingchen, I hope you will be happy forever..."
"I was a kid, did Nanchen say he loved you? He used to say that he often said to me, but I always disliked him for being naive..."
Xia Shi listened silently, recalling the days he had been with Lu Nanchen for the past three years.
He has never been to the kitchen once...
When he was sick, he never had a word of concern.
As for love, he never said it.
Xia Shi looked at her calmly: "Have you finished speaking?"
Ruan Xingchen was stunned.
I don’t know if it’s because Xia Shi is too calm or because her eyes are too clear, as if she has insight into people’s hearts.
Until Xia Shi left, she couldn't come back to her senses.
For some reason, at this moment, Ruan Xingchen seemed to be back to the poor orphan who wanted to receive relief from the Xia family.
Behind her eldest daughter of the Xia family, she is always a jumping clown.
......
How could Xia Shi be indifferent to what Ruan Xingchen said?
She chased the man she had liked for twelve years, and it turned out that she had once been passionate and loved other people like a child.
The pain began to occur in my ears again. When Xia Shi raised his hand to remove the hearing aid, he found that blood was falling on it.
Use habitually to wipe the blood off the top and put the hearing aid aside.
Can't sleep...
Open your phone in summer and click on WeChat.
But I saw one by one, and another, her circle of friends.
When I clicked on it, I saw that it was all photos that Ruan Xingchen posted that were only visible to her.
The first photo was a photo of Ruan Xingchen and Lu Nanchen in college. The two stood together, and Lu Nanchen's eyebrows and eyes were so gentle.
The second picture is the chat record of the two. Lu Nanchen said intimately, Xiaochen, happy birthday, I will make you the happiest person in this world.
The third picture is the back of Lu Nanchen and Ruan Xingchen walking hand in hand on the beach...
The fourth, fifth, sixth, and even more, countless photos made Xia Shi breathless...
She didn't dare to look down any further and quickly turned off her phone.
At this moment, she suddenly felt that it was time to give up.
That day, Xia Shi wrote this sentence in his private diary.
——I could have endured darkness, but only if I had never seen the light.
The next day, she used to prepare breakfast.
But until six o'clock passed and before Lu Nanchen came back, Xia Shi realized that he had forgotten that he had said that he would not come back for breakfast in the future.
I thought Lu Nanchen would not come back, so she sat alone on the sofa and fell asleep lightly.
"Didn't you say you don't need to prepare breakfast for me?"
An impatient voice sounded.
Xia Shi was awakened and opened his eyes and saw Lu Nanchen walking impatiently.
She subconsciously apologized: "I'm sorry, I forgot."
I forgot again, I'm sorry again...
Lu Nan Chen looked back at her, his eyes were particularly cold.
The clothes she wore today were light gray and simple as usual.
It seemed as if I had no money and had been abused by her.
"Why haven't you forgotten to come back? Why haven't you forgotten that I married you and didn't forget myself?"
"Is it because I can't bear to let go? I can't bear to let go of the Lu family's money! I can't bear to let go of my money-making machine Lu Nanchen!"
His words were like a knife, piercing Xia Shi's heart.
Xia Shi lowered his eyes: "Nan Chen, I never thought of asking for your money."
What she cared about was Lu Nanchen.
Lu Nan smiled, and his smile was full of mockery.
"Then your mother went to the company this morning to ask me to give you a child. What's going on?"
Xia Shi was confused.
She looked at Lu Nanchen's black eyes full of chill, and then she realized that he was not angry with last night.
Lu Nanchen didn't talk nonsense to her either.
"Xia Shi, if you want to stay in the Lu family, and if you want the Xia family to fail, let your mother be more at peace."
He finished speaking in a hurry, went to the study to get things, changed into clothes and left.
......
Before the summer time, I will look for my mother.
Xia’s mother came to the door herself, changed her indifference, and grabbed Xia Shi’s hand and said gently:
"I was a child, go and ask Nanchen to give you a child, right? Even if it is through medical means."
Medical means!
Xia Shi stared at her in a daze and listened to her continue talking.
"Ruan Xingchen has told his mother that Nan Chen has never touched you in the past three years."
This may crush the camel's last straw.
There has never been a feeling of empathy in this world, only their own interests.
Xia Shi didn't understand why Lu Nanchen told Ruan Xingchen about this.
Maybe he really loves her...
Thinking of this, she suddenly felt relieved.
"Mom. Let go."
Xia’s mother was stunned and frowned: “What did you say?”
"I'm tired, I want to divorce Lu Nanchen..."
"Bang!"
Before he could finish his words, Xia's mother slapped Xia Shi's face hard.
Her image of a loving mother disappeared, pointing to Xia Shi word by word:
"What qualifications do you have to say divorce? After divorced the Lu family, who do you think you are an unhealthy and second-married woman, can you marry?!"
"How come I have such a useless daughter like you! You don't look like me at all! You wouldn't have brought you back if I had known!"
It seems like it is numb in summer.
Since childhood, Xia’s mother has not liked her.
Xia’s mother is a well-known dancer.
But the daughter Xia Shi gave birth to was born weak, which was the knot in her heart in this life.
Therefore, she cruelly gave Xia Shi completely to the nanny to take care of her. She didn't let Xia Shi return to Xia's house until she was a student.
In the past, Xia Shi heard from the teacher that no mother would despise her children.
So she tried to make herself excellent and please her mother as much as possible.
Even if she is weak, she ranks among the top in dance, music, calligraphy, painting, language and other aspects.
But it was not until now that she realized that no matter how good she did, she was not the good daughter in her mind for Xia’s mother.
Just as Xia’s mother said, she is an insane person.
What is not healthy is not just the body, but also family affection and love...
After Xia’s mother left.
After Xia Shi covered the bright red palm prints on his face with foundation, he took a bus to the law firm alone.
Inside the office.
Jiang Mingche, the legal officer of Xia’s father, took the authorization letter she handed over. After reading it, he looked at her, but he didn’t understand.
"Do you really want to give Lu Nanchen all the inheritance that Mr. Xia secretly left to you? You should know that he is not short of such a little money."
Xia Shi nodded.
"I know, but I owe him this, I have to pay it back."
Three years ago, Xia's father died unexpectedly.
He had already made three wills before his death. He knew that Xia's mother did not love this daughter, so he asked Lawyer Jiang to tell Xia Shi privately the last will.
The last will states that if you feel unhappy after three years of marriage in Xiashi, or if you want to have your own career and don’t rely on others, you can use it.