Usually, she could hear subtle sounds even without hearing aids.
Xia Shi groped and got up, took the medicine from the bedside table, and put it in his mouth, which was bitter and astringent.
Yesterday, I left the Daiqin Villa where I lived for three years.
She went home first.
However, when I first arrived at the door of my house, I heard the conversation between my mother and younger brother Xia Mu.
"Why did I give birth to such a useless daughter? It's been three years since Lu Nanchen has never touched her!"
"She is still not even a complete woman, and she still wants to get a divorce."
When Xia’s mother said angry, she was like a sharp knife stabbing into Xia Shi’s heart.
She didn't understand what a complete woman is in her mother's eyes?
Is it being favored by your husband? Or is it raising children?
My younger brother, Natsuki's words were even more harsh:
"Sister is not like our Xia family. I heard from people outside that Lu Nanchen's first love has returned. Even if she doesn't divorce, she will be kicked out."
"Since that's the case, we might as well plan for the future. Hasn't Mr. Li's wife died recently? Although my sister has hearing problems, she is more than enough to match him, an old man in her 80s..."
Recalling what he heard, Xia Shi's eyes were empty.
She tried not to think about this.
I took my phone and found an unread text message.
Instinctively, I thought it was sent by Lu Nanchen, but when I opened it, I found that the note was Lawyer Jiang.
Jiang Mingche wrote:
"I had handed over the transfer agreement to Lu Nanchen at a young age, but his attitude was not good. In the future, you should consider yourself more."
Xia Shi typed to reply to him:
"Please, I will."
Send text messages.
Xia Shi lost his mind.
She thought that it would be not that she was so noble that she could return her only assets to Lu Nanchen.
But she doesn't want to owe Lu Nanchen too much...
It’s a pity that she couldn’t afford so much assets she had when she agreed to before marriage. Maybe she would be charged with cheating in her life.
I didn't eat anything for two days and didn't feel hungry in summer.
But it's just that it's too quiet, so quiet.
She brought a hearing aid and took medicine, but why can't she hear anything?
I was afraid that Lu Nanchen would call and he would not hear it when he agreed to apply for the divorce time.
Xia Shi took a taxi to a nearby hospital to check it out.
The doctor gave her a basic examination and found that her ear canal was still thirsty.
On that day, she was given a recovery treatment, and Xia Shi's hearing barely turned.
"What's going on? How long have you been sick?"
Xia Shi told the truth: "I was weak when I was born."
The doctor looked at the girl in her early twenties in surprise. She was still in her early twenties. When she came in, she could not tell that she was suffering from the disease.
He felt a pity: "Girl, to be honest, if your illness continues like this, you may really be deaf."
"It's useless to bring hearing aids in the future."
The hope in Xia Shi's eyes disappeared, and his throat seemed to be stuck in a ball of cotton, which was impossible to go up and down.
She didn't speak for a long time.
The doctor looked at the door again: "Did you come alone? Where are your family and friends?"
family?
Xia Shi thought of Xia’s mother who disliked her, and then she remembered her husband Lu Nanchen, who wanted to marry her younger brother who was half-body, and who had been disgusted with her for more than three years.
Finally, her memory remained in her father's reluctant expression when he left.
"Dad is reluctant to leave...If Dad leaves, what will happen if my family is young..."
She understood the reason why her father was soaked in a car accident that he was filled with various medical instruments, and he was in great pain, but he couldn't bear to leave.
It turned out that it was because after he left, he had no family anymore...
Xia Shi resisted the bitterness of dry throat and finally told the doctor: "He has passed away."
......
When I walked out of the hospital, it started to drizzle outside again.
Taozhou, this year's rain seems to be more frequent than in previous years.
At the entrance of the hospital, pedestrians were in a hurry, in groups of three or three, alone in Xia Shi.
She walked into the rain and didn't know where to go.
Thinking that she might never hear it again, she bought a ticket to leave the city and came to the countryside to take care of her nanny Yunma's house.
When we arrived, it was already nine o'clock in the evening.
Xia Shi stood in front of an old brick house and was reluctant to come forward to knock on the door. Over the years, in order to take good care of Lu Nanchen, she always had a hurry to see Yun's mother.
When she was hesitating whether to knock on the door, the door was pulled open from the inside and the warm light shone over.
When Yun Ma saw Xia Shi, her kind face was filled with surprises.
"Hour......"
Looking at Yun Ma's kind smile, Xia Shi's nose felt sore and he reached out to hug her: "Yun Ma..."
Due to physical reasons, Yun Ma has never been married and has never had her own children.
For Xia Shi, she is even more close than her biological mother.
Yun Ma seemed to feel her pain and sadness and patted her shoulder gently.
"What happened to my childhood?"
Summer time rarely shows a fragile side.
The last time I saw her like this was because of Xia’s father’s death.
Xia Shi shook his head: "It's nothing, I just miss you, I really miss you..."
Seeing that she was unwilling to say it, Yun's mother did not ask.
"I miss you as well."
Yun's mother saw Xia Shi's whole body was wet, and pulled her into the house and asked her to take a hot shower first.
That night.
Xia Shi snuggled in Yun Ma's arms, as if she was back when she was a child.
Yun's mother hugged her and realized that she was terrible thin and had almost no flesh on her body.
Her hands were placed on Xia Shi's skinny back, unable to stop trembling, forcing herself to calm down.
"I was a child, how are Nan Chen treats you well now?" she asked carefully.
When Xia Shi heard Lu Nanchen's name, his throat hurt. He instinctively wanted to deceive Yun's mother again and said that Lu Nanchen was very good...
But she understood that Yun Ma was not stupid.
Since she has decided to leave, she doesn't want to deceive herself anymore, nor does she want to deceive the person who loves herself anymore.
"The person he likes is back, and I'm going to let him free and divorce him."
Yun Ma was stunned and couldn't believe it.
Xia Shi once told her more than once that she wanted to grow old together with Lu Nanchen.
Seeing that Yun's mother did not reply, Xia Shi hugged her tightly and murmured:
"Mom Yun, can I be the same as you?"
Never get married.
Always lonely.
As Lu Nanchen said, he died of old age alone.
If you can choose to be loved, who will choose to be lonely forever?
Yun Ma felt very distressed when she listened to Xia Shi's words.
"Silly girl, don't talk nonsense."
"Your life is so long. Even if you leave Lu Nanchen, there will be others who love you and love you."
Xia Shi nodded in a quiet voice, and the buzzing sound in his ear canal covered Yun Ma's comfort.
After rushing to one direction for more than ten years, she knows more than anyone else how hard it is to love someone.
Now how can I match myself like this? Others like it.
Tears passed through the corners of my eyes and soaked the bedding.
the next day.
Xia Shi opened his eyes in a daze, wondering why he was here.