Half an hour later, he slowly stood up and opened the door to the room.
When the light from outside leaked in, he took a step back, as if he was frightened by the light.
He Zhou made a mocking sound again, but Fu Xingzhou ignored him.
He went downstairs and saw Sheng Mian still lying on the sofa.
She didn't sleep, she just stared at the ceiling with her eyes open.
Fu Xingzhou endured his physical discomfort, put the infusion bottle and infusion needle into the trash can, packed the trash and threw it outside.
When he came back, his back was covered in cold sweat.
He walked to the kitchen, took out the millet skillfully, and started making porridge.
I also rolled up my sleeves and made a few simple side dishes.
He worked for a long time, waiting for the porridge to be cooked and cooled down a bit before bringing it to Sheng Mian.
I couldn't get up from deep sleep. The pain in my stomach was relieved, but my body still had no strength.
"Mianmian, let me help you get up."
He walked over and helped her up.
She didn't know if it was Sheng Mian's illusion, but she always felt that this man's fingers were trembling slightly, and there were band-aids wrapped around his fingers. Could it be that he was distracted when he was chopping vegetables?
Fu Xingzhou didn't say anything, he just pushed the porridge and side dishes closer.
He lowered his head, scooped some porridge with a spoon, and put it to her mouth.
But his hands were shaking violently, and all the porridge in the spoon fell to the ground.
He blinked at a loss, immediately put the spoon into the bowl, wiped up the scattered porridge on the floor with a paper towel, and then threw it into the trash can.
After doing all this, he scooped another spoonful of porridge, but his hands were still shaking badly.
Sheng Mian frowned, was he cooking in this state just now?
Fu Xingzhou tried hard four or five times, and finally put down the spoon in frustration, his voice hoarse.
"Mianmian, I'm sorry, I'm in a bad state today. I'll let others come in to feed you."
Sheng Mian didn't say anything. When she saw him going out, she called a maid to come in.
Sheng Mian didn't treat her stomach badly. If she didn't eat something light, she might faint from the pain.
She took two bites and looked towards the stairs not far away.
Fu Xingzhou was walking slowly upstairs. Every step he took was very slow. He was completely different from that unreasonable and lively man.
Sheng Mian saw a layer of deathly energy spreading from his body.
But even at this time, he was still apologizing and talking to her softly.
At this moment, Sheng Mian felt unspeakably uncomfortable.
Anyone who sees the man they loved the most in their youth will feel sad when they see him become like this.
It seemed that he was not going up the stairs, but walking towards death.
He Zhou kept talking in Fu Xingzhou's head.
"Since it's so painful, why bother fighting for the right to use your body? Give it to me completely and I won't let you down. Aren't you just afraid that I'll deal with Sheng Mian? I swear, as long as you give it to me, I won't let you down."
Leave it to me completely, and I will send Sheng Mian back immediately and never disturb her life again."
It took Fu Xingzhou ten minutes to reach the last step of the stairs.
His palms were sweaty and his lips were pulled apart.
"He Zhou, you can't learn to love others, so you will only hurt her. I will not give my body to you."
He Zhou was silent for a moment and suddenly became furious.
"What's the point if you don't agree? Haven't you noticed that you have become weaker and weaker recently? Because you met the person you like, your painful side has become more intense. Outsiders say Sheng Mian is not worthy.
The Fu family is even less worthy of you, but deep down in your heart, you feel that you are not worthy of Shengmian, right? So even if you escaped from the research base, you never wanted to fulfill the agreement with her
, you are afraid, you feel dirty."
A body that has been studied over and over again, observed like an animal. His dignity, his admiration, and all the impulses of youth have long since died.
When the once-arrogant and proud man realizes that he is no longer worthy of the person he likes, all he can do is protect his safety.
But now he has become too weak, even if he just pretends to be fine in front of her, he can no longer do it.
The trembling hands were like his fragile dignity.
He couldn't even maintain the slightest bit of dignity.
Fu Xingzhou closed his eyes, sweat slid down his cheeks, and his whole body felt very fragile.
