"Reflecting on All Realms" has been completed at this point. To be honest, I felt a little empty for a while.
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To be honest, this book is not very well written, and many parts are not well written. The author admits this.
You must stand up when you are beaten, and you must admit when you make a mistake.
It's true that the book was a little rushed when it was finished.
But no matter what, the book is finally finished. No matter how many regrets and imperfections there are, everything comes to an end here.
"Reflections on All Worlds" started serialization in October 2018 and was written until June 2020. It took almost two years to write. These two years were also the two most difficult years for me.
Not long after I started the book, I had an emotional crisis, and after a few months of procrastination, we broke up.
What followed was a long period of insomnia and depression.
Many friends tried to comfort me and advise me, but unfortunately the effect was not great.
Because of this, a friend of mine came all the way from Chongqing and stayed with me for more than half a year, washing and cooking for me, chatting with me, walking with me, walking the dog with me, and even took the trouble to find me a new girlfriend.
I hope I can come out of the shadows as soon as possible. Really, my friend has done my best to be kind and righteous.
But whether I should feel depressed or not, it’s still very bad. A writer friend said that I was suffering from depression, but I didn’t go to the doctor, so I don’t know if it was true or not. It was just that it was really difficult to live through that period of time, no matter what.
I can't sleep no matter what.
Lying on the bed, tossing and turning, it was a mess of scenes. Every time, I stayed up until my heart was pounding, as if it was about to jump out of my chest, and I was so exhausted that it was difficult to open my eyes, and then I could sleep peacefully.
My mood has always been low, and I don't even have any emotional fluctuations. I don't even know how to live...
During that time, I even scolded my friend every day, blaming him here and there, yelling at him here and there. Thinking about it now, I still feel very guilty. Fortunately, my friend has always been big-hearted and has never cared about it.
I finally felt better and went to Chongqing to relax. On the way back, my grandma who had brought me up passed away...
In the early morning of August 12, 2019, I was still on the train. I remember clearly that I still couldn’t sleep at that time. Then in the WeChat group, my uncle suddenly said something.
Grandma has ascended to heaven!
It's hard for me to describe my feelings at that time.
Throughout August, I stopped updating most of the time. Old readers who are more familiar with it probably know the situation, and I have said some things in the group.
Forget it, let’s not talk about these negative emotions.
No matter how many reasons there are, no matter how many experiences I have experienced in real life, when I come back to writing a book, this book can still be regarded as a complete mess.
You don’t need to criticize me. I can’t stand many places. There are just a lot of typos, and there are also many plot bugs...
It's really hard for you to tolerate these shortcomings one after another. Let's look at it step by step.
Here the author would like to thank a reader - Dream Death's Sky. I don't know when this reader started to reward me with 100.asxs. coins every day.
Always persisted and never stopped.
Sometimes I don’t want to write anymore. I’m really too depressed to write and update. When I see Dream·Death’s Sky’s reward, I feel very embarrassed, so I grit my teeth and keep updating.
Many times, I don't know how I persist.
I am really grateful to this reader. Without him, I might have given up a long time ago.
Fortunately, everything is fine now.
No matter how much reluctance there is and how many mistakes there are, "Reflections on All Realms" is finished.
For a new book, it will probably take some time. The author needs to adjust and accept some new information and new ideas.
After going through so much, I feel that there will be a lot of changes in the new book. I hope it can surprise you and give you a different world.