As Yu Ling finished speaking, the world fell into darkness.
I don’t know how long it took until I opened my eyes again.
Yun Ling's worried eyes were in front of me. I lay on the bed and looked at the room layout. I was in Yun Ling's room.
I'm back from my memories.
"Does it still hurt?" Yun Ling held my hand and asked nervously.
I shook my head, trying to say it didn't hurt anymore, but before I could say anything, tears fell down and I held Yun Ling's hand in my hand.
This feeling is very strange, because I neither want to cry nor hold his hand, but my body seems to react on its own without going through my brain.
Yun Ling was stunned for a moment when her hand was suddenly grabbed by me, and then her eyes lit up with joy, "Xiao Lin Xi, you have remembered me, haven't you? You have remembered me, haven't you?"
I nodded.
Yun Ling rushed forward happily and hugged me into his arms.
I was lying on the bed, and Yun Ling pounced on me, pressing her whole body on top of me.
Being pressed under him, his breath came from all directions. My heart trembled, and I actually felt a great sense of nostalgia.
My whole body felt like I was floating in the clouds, confused and comfortable.
I raised my hand and took the initiative to hug Yun Ling.
I couldn't think about whether what I did was right or not. It felt like I was still in a dream and my consciousness was unclear, but my body was acting on its own.
Feeling that I was hugging him, Yun Ling's body stiffened for a moment. He raised his head and looked at me from top to bottom, his black eyes shining with excitement, "Xiao Lin Xi, you finally accept me. I really do now."
So happy.
"
"I am also very happy.
"As I spoke, I raised my head and took the initiative to kiss him.
This move, not to mention Yun Ling, even myself was shocked.
When Yun Ling saw me kissing him, she was slightly startled and hurried away.
I didn't kiss his lips, but the kiss fell on his face.
Yun Ling's body stiffened and her breathing became slightly heavier, "Xiao Lin Xi, do you know what you are doing now?"
"I know.
Yun Ling, bridal chamber flowers and candles, we have been waiting for a thousand years, don’t wait any longer, okay?”
While talking, I untied Yun Ling's jade belt.
Yun Ling was wearing ancient clothes. I obviously didn't know how to wear them, but my hands were very skillful. After untying the jade belt, I opened the straps of his robe. The robe was spread out, and my hands were along the
She slipped into the slit of his white clothes and touched his chest.
Yun Ling's body trembled, and she pulled my hand out, "Don't be ridiculous!"
"Yun Ling, I'm not fooling around, I want you, you know that.
"
With her Adam's apple rolling, Yun Ling stared at me for a while, then asked in a hoarse voice, "Don't you regret it?"
"No regrets.
"
Hearing what I said, Yun Ling seemed to turn on some switch. He no longer restrained himself, lowered his head, and kissed the side of my neck forcefully.
It's said to be a kiss, but it's actually almost the same as a bite.
He bit hard, as if he wanted to swallow me into his body. I felt like my neck would be broken by his bite.
Although it hurt, my heart was full of ecstasy, as if my long-cherished wish had finally come true, and I felt unprecedented satisfaction from body to soul.
I took the initiative to hug him and tear off his clothes. I couldn't wait.
The atmosphere is fiery and will ignite at once.
But just when Yun Ling's breathing became more and more rapid, he suddenly grabbed my arms and pressed me hard on the bed, making me unable to move.
He buried his head in my arms and breathed heavily, "I really want to, but I can't make you regret it!"
After saying that, he grabbed a milky white pill that was scattered on the bed along with his coat and stuffed it into my mouth.
I obviously didn't know what kind of pill it was, but my body seemed to know it and tried to push the pill out with my tongue.
Upon seeing this, Yun Ling covered my mouth and didn't let go until he confirmed that I had swallowed the pill.
As soon as the pill enters the body, a cooling sensation immediately hits the whole body.
I just felt like I was in a dream, half-awake, and completely confused. But after taking the medicine, it was like someone poured cold water on me, and my brain suddenly resumed functioning.
Seeing Yun Ling pressing on me, and thinking about what I had just done to him, I was both shocked and embarrassed.
Seeing the change in my eyes, Yun Ling knew that I was awake.
He got off me, turned his back to me, straightened his gown, and said with unsteady breathing, "You were controlled by Aling's emotions just now.
Now that you have completely integrated with her, you need time to digest the strong feelings she left behind, and you also need time to learn to control her power.
Before you learn this, you'd better not meet Yuchen.
"
When I see Yuchen, I should be unable to control myself and want to kill him.
After saying these words, regardless of my reaction, Yun Ling left in a hurry.
I wanted to ask him about the child, but he left in a hurry and I didn't stop him in time, so I missed the opportunity.
I put my hand on my lower abdomen. Because I was so young, I couldn't feel whether the little guy was still there.
But the process of undoing the curse was so painful, and I actually wanted to use his life to atone for mine and Yuchen's sins. The little guy probably doesn't want a mother like me.
I thought I would be in pain when I thought about losing my child, but in fact, I didn't feel too miserable or resentful towards Yun Ling.
Who am I to resent and blame him? He is such a good person!
I remember the first time I asked Yun Ling to help me fuse, Yun Ling said that in order to protect me from being manipulated by the emotions left by Yu Ling, he went to the sky to ask for an elixir, and this elixir would protect me.
Consciousness allows me to still be myself after integration.
The pill he gave me just now should be the elixir he asked for.
He obviously doesn't have to give me food.
He could obviously continue, since it was me who took the initiative anyway, so even if I regret it later, I can't blame him.
But he still stopped, his beloved woman was lying under him, how could he hold it back!
Moreover, if he doesn't give me this elixir, I will be controlled by Yu Ling's emotions. I will stay with him and not look for Yu Chen again.
How could he not even think of this!
In fact, my heart was clear, Yun Ling was not unexpected, he was not stupid, he was too kind, so he was unwilling to hurt me.
He doesn't bother to use any means to get me. What he wants is for me to love him like I did thousands of years ago.
But a thousand years have passed, things have changed, and I can’t find the same heart that Yu Ling had when I loved him deeply!
I rubbed my face.
If possible, I would rather Yun Ling be a little worse, so that I can feel better.
While I was thinking wildly, I suddenly felt a breath rushing toward me quickly.
The air carried a strong sense of oppression and rushed into the courtyard in the blink of an eye.
I turned my head and looked towards the door.
The next second, the door was kicked open with a bang, and Yuchen dressed in black appeared outside.
Is that Qi I felt just now Yu Chen? Sure enough, without the triple binding spell, after truly merging with Yu Ling, her cultivation can be fully used by me.
When I saw Yuchen, I was not as excited as I imagined.
Because of the elixir, I was no longer controlled by Yu Ling's emotions, so I didn't have the idea of killing Yu Chen.
At the same time, I no longer have the desire to get involved with Yuchen when I see him like before.
This feeling is like looking at the ex-boyfriend I loved deeply. I know in my heart how crazy I was for him, but I can't do it anymore if I am as crazy as before.
It turns out that this is my true feeling.
Any spell that has little impact is all nonsense! The spell is subtly affecting my thinking, making Yuchen like a necessity in my life, making me unable to live without him.
When he saw me, Yuchen's expression froze for a moment, and then a surge of anger surged up. There was murderous intent in his eyes, and his whole face turned dark.
He came over, stretched out his hand and pulled me, "Go back with me."
"
"I do not go!"
I originally just wanted to avoid his hand, so I just hid a little to the side.
This is what I thought, and I also exerted such force, but in the next second, my body suddenly dodged to the corner of the wall, and my back hit the wall hard before I stopped.
This is Yu Ling's cultivation.
I don't know how to control this power now, so I just used a little strength, but my body has already rushed out.
After discovering this problem, I was even more sure that I couldn't leave with Yuchen.
Just like Yun Ling said, before I learn to control my power and digest Yu Ling's love and hate, I'd better not see Yu Chen.
Otherwise, what if one day, Yu Ling's emotions explode and control me again, and she goes to Yu Chen to fight for her life.
The feelings are hers, but the life is mine!
Seeing my sudden increase in cultivation, Yuchen obviously guessed what happened. He frowned and looked at me with complicated eyes, "Have you completely merged with Yu Ling?"