My hair was pulled painfully, so I could only follow his force, hold my head high, and look into his eyes.
The fireworks outside the window went out, and the light in Yuchen's eyes also went out, turning into a dark black, cold and boundless.
I looked at him, tears welling up in my eyes, and my heart ached as if it was about to burst.
I also wanted to hug him and tell him, let's just go on walking in a muddle.
But this is not a good way to go.
Grandma's death is a knot in my heart. I must open this knot, otherwise he and I will never be able to recover as before.
"Yu Chen," I spoke, my voice trembling and crying, "We all need time..."
"I want you to say what you just said again!" Yuchen interrupted me coldly.
I can feel that he is very angry at this moment, unprecedented, with a desperate anger.
It was as if he was already standing on the edge of a cliff, waiting for me to save him or push him down.
I don't want to hurt him, I just want some time to untie my knot.
"Yu Chen..."
"Yuchen, you're hurting her, let go!" At this time, Yun Ling suddenly walked out of the bedroom.
When I saw Yuchen grabbing my hair, he strode over to stop me.
Yu Chen turned his eyes, his dark eyes were filled with bone-chilling coldness, and the three cold words were almost squeezed out from between his teeth, "Get out of here!"
As soon as he finished speaking, a bloodthirsty evil spirit flew out of his body and went straight to Yun Ling.
Yun Ling now has no Phoenix blood, and her cultivation is not as good as before.
He couldn't dodge the evil spirit's attack, and was directly knocked away by the evil spirit. His body flew backwards and hit the wall of the living room before stopping.
Then it rolled from the wall to the ground.
After falling to the ground, Yun Ling struggled to remember. Yuchen glanced over, and the evil spirit flew out, and rolled Yun Ling into the air again, and then fell heavily.
This time Yun Ling was knocked unconscious and became motionless.
"Yun Ling!" Yun Ling had just woken up. I was worried about Yun Ling's health and wanted to go over and have a look.
But Yuchen grabbed my hair so hard that I couldn't move.
"Yu Chen, Yun Ling's poison has just been cured..."
"If you say another word for him, I will kill him now!"
Now Yuchen is full of murderous spirit, I know he can do whatever he says.
I looked at him and said, "Yuchen, what happens between us has nothing to do with anyone else.
"
Yuchen lightly hooked his lower lip and smiled sarcastically, "So you still know that this is just a matter between the two of us.
"
I knew what Yuchen was laughing about. When I said it had nothing to do with Yun Ling, he said it had nothing to do with my grandma either.
I said, "Yuchen, my grandma is not an outsider..."
"I know.
"Yu Chen interrupted me. He didn't even listen to what I had said. He looked down at me, his dark eyes like stagnant water, without any emotion or disturbance. "Lin Xi, in your heart, I am the only one."
An outsider who can be abandoned!”
I shook my head hastily, and just as I was about to speak, Yuchen asked me again, "What did you see in your memories? Did you see me? Did you see how I grew up in heaven?"
I nodded, my heart starting to hurt, "Yuchen, you suffered a lot when you were a child.
"
"Did you feel distressed when you saw it?" Yuchen asked again.
I nodded.
Not only do I feel sorry for him, I also admire him. After all the hardships, Yuchen has no anger in his heart and has not grown any crooked at all.
Seeing me nodding, Yuchen seemed to have figured something out. He let go of my hair, took a step back, and distanced himself from me.
He stood by the window and looked at me. The street lights outside the window shone in, and the dim light cast a shadow on him, making his body disappear between light and darkness.
He looked at me, his eyes filled with a sense of defeat after all the fireworks had been burned out, "You feel sorry for me, but you give up on me at the same time.
Lin Xi, don't you think you are more cruel than those who abused me? You let me see the light, and you told me that I will never be alone again.
You made me fall in love with you, and now you want to give up on me.
"
"Yu Chen, I don't want to give up on you, I don't want to give up on our relationship, I just..."
"Lin Xi, do you know why I fell in love with you?" He interrupted me again, his voice was calm and even gentle.
But if he were gentle, he would no longer be Yuchen.
I felt that his current mood was very wrong. I didn’t want to follow his words any longer, so I cried and shouted, "Yuchen, please listen to me first. I love you. I don’t want to give up on you. I just want to unravel our relationship."
The knot between the two of us allows us to reconcile as before.
I have your child, and I want to be with you for a long time, but the longer it takes, the more I need to solve all the problems at hand..."
"But I don't want to be with you for a long time.
"Yuchen said suddenly.
I was startled.
Yuchen continued, "Lin Xi, when I first found you, I had no feelings for you.
I have been lonely for too long. Someone dedicated you to me, and I naturally regarded you as mine.
Later, I learned that you were the reincarnation of Yu Ling. I am not as upright as you thought. I don't resent the world, but I don't want to save the world either.
So I thought about returning you to Yun Ling and letting him help you overcome your love crisis. What does the chaos of the three realms have to do with me?
"
"Yu Chen, stop talking, I don't want to hear it, I don't want to hear it!" I was scared. I was afraid that if I listened any more, it would make me miserable, so I covered my ears with my hands.
But Yuchen's voice still sounded clear to my ears, "I've scolded you as unworthy, told you to break up, and even wanted to die.
But every time, no matter how I treat you, you follow me stupidly. As long as I treat you better, you will happily say that you like me without any heart.
You stuck to me, treated me well, and made me happy. At that time, your heart and eyes were all about me.
I just fell in, sinking deeper and deeper. I thought I could finally be happy for once, and I tried my best to seize this happiness.
But, it turns out that all this is just my delusion!"
"Lin Xi, I figured it out. The Lin Xi I fell in love with was the Lin Xi who was under the triple binding spell and was devoted to me.
You are not the one who wants to give up on me.
The light in my hand turned out long ago.
"
"No! Yuchen, I love you," I hurriedly took my hand off and shouted to Yuchen, "regardless of whether there is a triple binding spell or not, I have fallen in love with you, and I have no intention of giving up our relationship...
Yuchen!"
Yuchen didn't give me any time to explain. After he finished saying what he wanted to say, his body turned into a ball of evil energy and flew out of the window.
I quickly opened the window and said, "Yuchen, come back!"
"Little brother Ma, what are you doing!" Hu Jinyue ran out and pulled me back from the window. "Little brother Ma, do you want to jump off the building and kill yourself?"
I was dragged into the house by Hu Jinyue, and I looked at the window with tear-filled eyes. Another firework exploded outside the window, but the person standing in front of the window watching the fireworks had disappeared.
"Hu Jinyue," my voice trembled, "Yuchen, let's go.
