It lasted until about 8 o'clock in the evening. Everyone was almost drunk. Xu Lin helped Li Qing, who was swaying, to pay the bill. Lu Xuehan and Guozi, who had not drank, supported the other two girls who drank too much.
On a strange night, Liu Yun, who had always been taciturn and as cold as an iceberg, was also drunk. He was still mumbling something before being helped back by Guozi. Xinyu drank no less wine than Xu Lin, but she
Still awake, he took my arm, said hello to Lu Xuehan and went out.
I looked back at Lu Xuehan's worried eyes, and could only respond with a wry smile and follow Xin Yu out the door.
The moon was cold and the stars were sparse. Pedestrians returning late passed by in a hurry. Xinyu didn’t say a word. She just held my arm and walked quietly on the street. Because she was drunk, I didn’t bother to worry about it.
That’s a lot of stuff.
"Brother, do you want to buy flowers?"
A little girl blocked my way. Her face was a little purple from the cold wind, and her little hand holding the flower was trembling.
"Buy one for your sister."
I turned around, pulled Xinyu over to the little girl, and said silently: "Young people's stuff..."
Xinyu smiled faintly, the expression on her beautiful face was indescribably complicated.
We kept walking like this, and we boarded the only bridge nearby. The cold wind became colder and colder. Xinyu's beautiful long hair fluttered gently on her small shoulders. She still said nothing, silently.
Leaning on the railing and looking up at the bright starry sky.
"Xinyu, it's too cold, should you go back?" I said softly.
Xinyu, who originally pressed her face against my shoulder, looked up at me, slowly turned around and threw herself into my arms. Under the starlight, a pair of beautiful eyes glowed with a moving light...
fall in love with the feeling of love
I completely lost the mood I had when joking with her in the past. Xinyu seemed to be a completely different person at this moment.
"Lin Fan, your girlfriend is beautiful, isn't she?"
Xin Yu said something faintly, and my thoughts immediately drifted back to memories from many years ago. Maybe, Chen Yu is a beautiful girl and very smart. Unfortunately, all that is left to me now is bursts of pain. For her
, I failed my studies, and Ye Qiu was also stabbed for standing up for me, a good brother.
I can't tell who is right and who is wrong. I have never blamed her. Everyone has the right to choose. She is also a girl, a girl who needs love and affection. What I can't give her, others can.
I curled up the corner of my mouth and said, as if laughing at myself: "She's pretty, but not quite as beautiful as you."
Xinyu laughed, pushed me away, straightened her hair and said, "You are also very cute when you lie!"
"Please, we are all adults, don't use words like cute to insult my intelligence, okay?"
"Come on, if I say Lu Xuehan is cute, you probably won't have any objections."
"That's another thing. By the way, you should be level 10 now, right? Go back and give me that bow later. The attack is very high, 18-32. Once equipped, you can practice alone and kill no more than 3 levels above yourself.
It’s weird.”
Xin Yu smiled ambiguously: "Is this a gift to me? Do you want me to give you something? The first night is gone, so let's give it the first kiss in half a year!"
"Damn, your first kiss in six months? You should let me go. I don't want to be accused of seducing a female compatriot by Sister Lin."
"Haha, look at how you blush!"
Xinyu smiled like a happy little girl. It would be great if she was not a young lady...
"Lin Fan, tell me, if I hadn't done this, what would I be doing now?"
I looked at Xin Yu’s pretty face under the moonlight, thought for a while and said, “Maybe you’re still acting like a spoiled child with your parents, or you’re busy doing your graduation project and looking for a job. However, according to your temperament, you should first find a qualified partner.
Money husband is the right one, after all, doing well is not as good as marrying well."
"You are so vulgar!"
"Haha, maybe! Should we go back?"
I looked at my watch and realized that I had been standing outside with Xin Yu for two hours without realizing it. The server was going to be maintained for two hours, so I just wanted to take advantage of this time to have a good sleep.
Xinyu nodded, let go of the hand holding my arm, and walked side by side with me on the way back. The two of us didn't speak in silence, like a couple having a cold war.
When I returned to my apartment, Sister Xu was still playing games. Everyone else had gone to bed. I also rubbed my eyes and lay on the bed. Xinyu was so soft and beautiful just now. I have never seen her so fragile.
However, it seems that some injuries cannot be forgotten by falling.
A burst of sleepiness came over me, and I fell asleep quickly. In the dream, there were my parents, Chen Yu with tears streaming down his face, and the brothers from the TOT team. It seemed like I was back to that late night that I tried so hard to forget, Ye Qiu.
The blood dyed half of his body red, but his eyes were still stubborn and fanatical. No matter what he faced, he didn't want to lose me as a brother, but I retreated. I abandoned them, a group of companions who trusted me.
…
There was no accusation or complaint, but my heart ached. I called myself a coward countless times, but to no avail. My thoughts about her gnawed at me like poisonous insects.
