When a girl puts aside her aloofness and disdain in front of others, and listens patiently like an obedient child to the other person telling them things she doesn’t know. She looks at him with wide eyes, unable to bear to miss a single bit about him, then
She must care about him very much.
Memory is a way of getting together, and letting go is a form of freedom. There is no need to be sad or sad, the memories of encounters are the most beautiful stories.
Boom withdrew his thoughts and allowed the sea wind to penetrate his body and drag him to the north of the Stone Sea. He is special, he is independent, and he has the desire to escape the gravity of the world, but he has to bear the pressure, leaving Le Qing injured all over his body.<
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He couldn't break free from his shackles, but he didn't know when he became Rikka's spiritual mentor. Some loneliness was forgotten by time and fell into the earth to take root; some loneliness was taken away by the wind and spread thousands of miles, seeking resonance.
Once upon a time, there was a person who accomplished nothing. After eating enough positive energy, he finally had an epiphany and realized that positive energy is just some gimmicks to add icing on the cake, just like a bard with his witty words.
Negative energy is still real and can help him recognize the reality. From then on, he began to taste negative energy, thereby gaining a deeper understanding of the entire world. Then, he still achieved nothing.
During those years, Boom kept his head down and moved forward, only thinking about getting those things that he couldn't get, but he didn't know what they were. And this idea that came from nowhere gradually turned into a sense of oppression, which made him feel uncomfortable.
He could only escape through continuous practice. When he woke up, his gradually stiffened heart could only feel pain.
Boom once abandoned Rikka, was suspicious of Christine, was wary of Perseus, was wary of Hastur, and resented Gloria. But in the end, Boom discovered
The person who was wrong was not the other party, but himself. He apologized, he confessed, he understood, he felt guilty, and he was ashamed.
People like this, they like to speculate on other people's true intentions through superficial behaviors, and when the truth comes, they will suddenly realize it. But all they can do is apologize, or simply forget it selectively. However, their previous
What the behavior brings to the person concerned is a huge shadow that can affect the other person's life.
Once upon a time, Boom thought that the reason why life is wonderful is the external "decoration". Those decorations may be gorgeous brocade robes, jewelry, or prestigious titles...
But in fact, for those who are truly happy, most of their lives are not "addition" but "subtraction". They deeply realize that the more they shed the external refinement and let themselves reveal their pure heart, the better they will be.
It is the most real peace you can get.
The reason for each collapse seems to others to be a fuss, but only Boom himself knows how much sadness this straw crushes. Groups always bow to power, but are rarely moved by acts of charity. In their eyes,
Come on, kindness is just synonymous with being weak and can be bullied.
Troubles will solve them, but when Boom found that there was only one trouble in his life, he would feel on pins and needles. When he found that there were problems everywhere in his life before going to bed, he was able to let go of them all (he couldn't solve them anyway)
Therefore, in a sense, Boom is actually a very self-aware person. Most people think that self-awareness is a derogatory term, but he doesn't think so.
For Boom, a person who is self-aware is far better than a person who doesn't know where to go. The former is careful and cautious, and sees three steps at a time; the latter is reckless and offends everyone without knowing it, and makes a lot of trouble.
The mess is waiting for someone else to clean it up.
Of course, many people will actually dismiss this, thinking that the former is too scheming, and appreciate the latter's willfulness more. However, the latter's willfulness is based on knowing that they have someone behind them, even if they make mistakes, they will
Someone pays for themselves, so they can indulge in innocence and show their sincerity. However, there is nothing behind the former, so they have to be cautious and live in an ignoble way.
The fragrance of some kind of wild flowers comes to my face, hanging on the tips of my eyelashes. The warm wind gently shakes my fingers, like some kind of urging. The heart beats lightly, watching someone's movement, a word, so simple
Just messing up the years. Scenes of the colorful past flashed through my eyes. If you look carefully, you will see that he is always him, and his Mu Yu has always been so bleak and quiet.
He has dirty blood flowing through his body and has done cruel things. How can he get rid of that strong sense of guilt? One or two words of comfort are not enough to exonerate him. Only dying on the journey is the best way to get relief.
Method.
Therefore, Boom did not choose to stay in the Augu King City, he did not choose to stop in the High Garden of Xise, he did not choose to blend with the ice and snow in the tundra continent, and he did not accept the invitation of the elves. He likes his current life and this kind of homelessness.
Wandering in a fixed place, I hope to continue walking with my companions forever, until the end of the world, and finally laugh wildly outside the mysterious shadow.
He likes the smell of books in the Principality of Moronir, the white windmill in the Principality of Shayel, the sea of roses in the Principality of Floy, and the handmade meatballs in the Pirate Bay.
He likes the taste of ale in the Flint Basin, the birds and animals in the Golden Plains, the underground world under the Alchemy City, and even more so the prison he is in now.
From the lowest baron in the ancient continent to the conspiracy of Queen Isabella; from the excitement of meeting the mixed elf for the first time, to being driven to death by the mixed orc sword master; from the biting cold wind in the extreme north, to the phosphorescent beetle Noi
The roar of Terra; from the mermaid queen in the Charybdis vortex to witnessing the birth of the first blood film.
Boom enjoys the surprises that the journey brings him every moment, whether it is the unforgettable pain or the amazing sights. The four-color magic element light belt summoned by the elements becomes more and more lifelike, first it is a dragonfly wing, and then
The thin wings of a butterfly finally turned into four soft petals more than three meters long.
He is no longer stubborn enough to compete with Rikka, he no longer considers himself more reliable than Perseus or Hastur, he no longer dislikes Christine's nagging, and he no longer ignores Gloria's amazing talent.
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Boom has already discovered that he is the weakest among the six. But he is happy to do so, because the word "companion" represents perseverance, and because this is the life he yearns for.
But only he knows that the panic hidden in his heart has never diminished, but has grown bit by bit over time. Boom asked himself that he is definitely not a waste, because the standard of "waste" is definitely not a space magician, even if he is a useless one
Wandering mage in the background.
But he has never been able to keep up with his companions. Rikka can compete with the ancient ferocious beasts just by eating and drinking. Christine is about to reach her peak after obtaining the pregnancy urn. Perseus and Hastur
The ferocity is vividly displayed. Even the little girl Gloria can cause a bloody storm at the moment of her birth.
Smile, keep smiling, and then continue to practice hard; let go, calm down, and try to gather more magic power; distress, sigh silently, and then walk side by side with your companions as usual.
Boom often felt that he was too shameless, but as long as he heard Rikka's laughter, saw Christine's elegant steps, caught a glimpse of the game cooked by Perseus and Hastur, and saw Gloria's pair of
Indigo eyes. He felt that he had to move on, even if he seemed useless, even if he couldn't provide any help at all.
"Wherever there are people, there will be weak ones, and I am the weakest one."
"Fortunately, it's me, so I don't have to worry about anything anymore. I'm the minimum standard. If you can't defeat me, it means that my companions are safe."
Boom found a perfect excuse for himself, but who can understand the endless sadness behind these two sentences. Just as he is imprisoned in Jackdaw City at the moment, it is easy to die, but that is no different from continuing to live.