"This is my first time in the clouds. I didn't expect that the Augu continent is so vast."
"It seems that if Rikka wants to travel the whole world, she will need at least two strong legs."
The black single wing trembled slightly, and Boom slowly flew deeper into the clouds. This was his first bird's-eye view of the Ogu continent, although he could not take in everything.
Although Boom grew up in this land, he has almost no feelings for it, and even has some vague hostility. This is because the Augu continent has never given him any hope, whether it is the death of Pastor Lulu or the death of Pastor Lulu.
Or the various painful experiences he had with Rikka.
Boom once thought that crying loudly was the most miserable situation in life, but later he discovered that being at a loss after the tears dried up was the deeper despair. That day he left the Royal City Monastery and became an orphan with no fixed abode.
, there is no longer any place to stay.
There is no hope in this world, only despair. Those who hope for hope can only wait until their innocence fades, and then they have to recognize their own limits. They are not professionals, and their strength is very limited due to years of malnutrition. Although
He's not mute, but Boom doesn't have the dexterous tongue of a bard.
A child who is so lonely that he has forgotten how to cry has long forgotten how to cry. True despair does not need to be talked about or vented, he will only be very quiet and quiet. The so-called resignation is a kind of confirmed despair.
Boom is also a normal person. Naturally, he has cried quietly in the dead of night, and naturally has also accepted "goodwill" from others. However, most of these so-called "goodwill" are not sincere, and are more like some kind of show.
A similar performance to show the other party's "generosity and kindness".
But Boom had no complaints about this, and was really grateful to the other party from the bottom of his heart. Because no matter what the reason was, the other party gave Boom money or food. This was enough for an orphan in the royal city. As for other things
, you don’t need to think too much.
There is absolutely nothing, even despair. What is more desperate than despair are those hopes that you are tired of hearing. If death does not cause physical pain, then people who die of loneliness and despair will definitely be better than those who die of bad diseases.
There are many people. Those who say that others are stupid to commit suicide must be because they have never had the experience of life being worse than death.
Boom can always see the most beautiful scenery in the deepest despair. Just as he calls the trash can a "treasure box", just as although he is afraid of dark rainy nights, he is also happy to die more people so that he can gain something.
More food.
He is no longer the orphan he once was in the royal city. Even if he has not received the guidance of a magician in the traditional sense, Boom is still a solid high-level professional.
And compared to himself, it can be said that every companion around him has extraordinary origins. Mixed-blood elves, ancient ferocious beasts, relics, and mysterious life forms. That's why Boom seems very indifferent to this illusion, and it can even be said that he just did it.
A very real dream.
Boom is such a weird person, because as long as the little girl Rikka is not involved, he can often stay calm and not get into trouble at all. On the contrary, Boom will directly enter a state of madness and destroy everything he sees.
, even if the person standing in front of you is a peak powerhouse.
He guessed that he fell into an environment, or a dream this time, just because he had been mentally depressed for a long time. As a magician, his body cannot be in a weak state for a long time, but he cannot avoid this situation and can only bear it silently. So ever since he came here, Boom has always looked at everything he saw from a third-party perspective. Because when Boom thought about it, even if he had to die in the end, he would have to think more about it before he died.
For some things, don’t let those regrets rot in your heart.
The human heart can only tolerate a certain degree of despair. The sponge has absorbed enough water. Even if the sea flows over it, it cannot add another drop of water. But as long as it gives people a little hope, people will wait patiently.
Otherwise, once you fall into despair, you will go to the abyss woven by extremes.
But when we look up at the stars, we will find that the distance of dreams is still a dream, and the end of despair is still full of despair.
If Rikkada has been careless since she was born, even though she has changed a lot of living habits, she is still the same little girl who likes to cause trouble. Even today, Boom is still the orphan from the royal city.
He is a magister, but his thinking mode is still stuck in the past, at least without the magnanimity that a strong man should have.
Boom has never denied this, and is proud of it. Because in his heart, the reason why the group of people can reach this day, and the reason why they can still laugh or despair, is all thanks to his calm mind.
The world classifies "stubbornness" as a negative comment, but it is precisely because of those "stubbornness" that Boom arrived from the ancient continent to the tundra continent, and then from the elven continent to the alien continent, and finally entered the territory of the Pava Federation. p>
Regardless of the outcome, this can be regarded as an amazing journey. Apart from feeling that he owes the expectations of his companions, Boom has nothing to be sorry for.
To put it bluntly, this is just a practical action for him to fulfill his promise, and it is a journey that only belongs to him and Rikka. As for the other companions, they are more like people who have been together halfway. Although they can be broken into pieces for each other, they cannot let Bu
Mu had the strongest feeling of guilt.
Therefore, during the time when he was imprisoned in Jackdaw City, what he thought most about was how to make his companions give up on rescuing him, instead of praying all day for his companions to return to Jackdaw City as soon as possible.
In Boom's values, people are always divided into three categories. The first are blood relatives like Rikka, the second are companions like Christine, and the last are strangers and enemies.
This splitting criterion may seem very hurtful at first glance, but on the other hand, it is also the most efficient judging criterion. You must know that once Boom enters that kind of crazy state, he will not be able to think normally at all.
"I don't know how they will react when this idea is known to them. They must be very disappointed, especially Christine and Gloria."
"But Rikka is Rikka, she can't be replaced by anyone, and she can't let me part with even a trace of her love."
"I am not an excellent magician, let alone a qualified companion. But I want to protect the family relationship completely until the moment of death."
Although Boom also feels that he has put all his companions into desperate situations, if he were given the choice again, he would still do it. Everyone in the world is afraid of death, and so is Boom, but his so-called "fear" is surrender to fate.
, is the cowardice of running away before danger is encountered.
A sigh came from the clouds, and Boom looked at the familiar yet strange continent of Ogu, and once again worried about the situation of Rikka and the four of them.
If possible, he really wants to tell his companions that it is best not to return to Jackdaw City and that it is a wise choice to escape from the Pawa Federation as soon as possible.
But Boom also knows that that situation is simply impossible to realize. Putting aside Rikka's impulsiveness, it is estimated that Christine has no intention of giving up her companions.
The advantage of being calm is that you can think through many things, but the disadvantage is also very obvious. It always makes people fall into self-blame from time to time. What's more, Boom has now absorbed most of Gloria's life force for no reason. This is called him
How should we face the current situation? Can we just watch our companions commit suicide one by one?