"I don't know how many lucky people like me there are in the Nine Principalities. There must be quite a few. I wonder if there is a crazy girl among them."
Boom looked at the direction of the ancient continent and started mumbling to himself for no reason. Boom is such a person, always used to thinking wildly, and likes to think about many things that are contrary to the actual situation.
The maze-like city makes people get used to seeing the same scenery, taking the same route, and arriving at the same destination. Habits make people's lives no longer change. Habits make people feel an inexplicable sense of security, but also an inexplicable loneliness.
But we never know what our habits will make us miss.
I don’t know since when, Boom likes to stay alone in the room, quiet and silent, accustomed to being alone, accustomed to not understanding and being misunderstood.
Sometimes he would suddenly feel something and shed tears suddenly without any warning. Sometimes he was sad and didn't know who to tell, and others took it as a joke, so Boom learned to
I closed myself off and stopped expressing my true thoughts to others. I also began to learn not to speak seriously and to tell lies.
I am used to walking among the crowd, and the noisy noises in my ears become the most pleasant melody; I am used to being with corpses in the execution ground, and my neat figures become a beautiful scenery; I am used to practicing step by step, and I am also used to a calm life.
, counting every moment passed by by the fingertips, and stepping on every inch of passing light. For a person who has gone through many vicissitudes of life, some of the opinions and habits left behind in his early years will be reflected in his new thinking and behavior.
It stands out. Just like those unexplainable relics of the ancient magic era, mottled gray stone sculptures often decorate the entire area. The second half of a person's life is composed of habits, but Boom's habits were developed in the first half of his life.<
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We hope to be able to go far away, escape from what we know, and escape from everything we have. Boom wants to set off and go anywhere, whether it is a village or a wasteland, as long as it is not the King of Ogu.
What he longed for was to no longer see those people and no longer live those endless days. What Boom wanted to do was to take off the disguise he was accustomed to and become another person so that he could take a breather. But unfortunately
The thing is, he never gets what he wants in these matters.
Time will not make Boom forget his companions, he will only get used to the days without them. If the sky is always dark, then survive in the dark; if making a sound is dangerous, then remain silent; if you feel unable to shine, then crouch down
In the corner.
But don’t defend the darkness when you are used to it, and don’t be proud of your own complacency. Don’t ridicule those who are braver than yourself. We can be as humble as dust, but we cannot be twisted like maggots.
Boom now knows that he is unable to escape from Jackdaw City, but he still has not given up practicing, even though he is now trapped in an illusion due to his physical weakness. He does not want to hear the bad news about Gloria, does not want his companions to be hurt again, let alone
I would like to see that little girl Liuhua working hard for herself.
But the most helpless thing now is that Boom has no way to establish contact with his companions, or if possible, he really wants to tell his companions that he is not dead yet, so it is best to wait for a while longer to avoid caring and chaos.
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For Boom, eating is just to fill his stomach and maintain a regular eating habit. He is a person who is used to being alone in the night. Loneliness is not a kind of decadence, it is just for the noisy day.
Looking for some excuses to be quiet.
He is not used to showing the pain in his heart to others, because he is afraid of being comforted by others, and does not want to receive any mercy. Compared with the confiding and crying of the weak, he prefers the pride and being looked up to by the strong.
In Boom's mind, a truly strong person is not a peak powerhouse, but a warrior who knows that life is hopeless, but still struggles hard. They always have a smile on their face, even if their stomachs keep rumbling;
Their skin is very tanned by the sun, but at the same time they exude infinite vitality.
Boom is a person who is used to pretending, used to living in the dark, used to letting his wounds bleed in the dark, used to neither being sad nor happy, nor making noises.
He lost interest in everything, didn't want to listen to other people's opinions, and didn't want to know what others thought of him. This didn't mean that Boom was so powerful that he could ignore other people's opinions, but the more he listened, the more tired he became.
Sometimes I ask myself, what is the purpose of living? I really want to sleep like this forever...
In Boom's view, many emotions are dispensable, and they can even mislead what should be a correct decision. If sincerity is inherent in a person and is the way of behavior that comes from his nature, then he will never be easily
I was moved by my sincerity. Just like blood type and breathing, I can't even detect it. Who would care about their blood type and breathing and feel sorry for themselves?
Some people pursue excellence because it's natural to them and have outstanding abilities. Others enjoy it but are just joining in the fun.
This is just like bragging is the nature of some people. When they have nothing to say about some topics, they will tease foreign aid: I have a friend who has had more wonderful experiences than you. After speaking, I feel proud, and the subtext is that as his friend, I must also be the same.
It won’t be any worse.
The older I get, the more I like to be alone, practicing silently, admiring the moonlight, and reading ancient scrolls in my room. People who are not sociable by nature and feel at a loss in most situations either find the other person boring or are worried that the other person will think they are
Boring.
Therefore, Boom neither wants to endure it, nor does he want to forcefully make himself "interesting". Surrounded by people, he is not lonely at best, and bustling with people may not necessarily make him feel comfortable. Being alone is a blank space for himself. The moment he closes the door,
He felt like he had a world of his own.
There was no rush to find an exit to return to the living world, because even if he went out immediately, he would not be able to change everything. On the contrary, Boom felt that this dream was very quiet, and it just allowed him to think about the current problems.
The best result is that he and Gloria can escape safely before the Rikkas and the others return to Jackdaw City. But this is not even for Boom, who is now extremely mentally weak. It is estimated that even the most powerful peak masters will not be able to escape.
Dare to speak nonsense.
Although Boom was determined to die together with the opponent, he had no choice but to die in Jackdaw City, but he could not exchange for the safe escape of his companions. This was not because he overestimated his own value, because that little girl Rikka would definitely be so
It was even more tragic than I imagined.
Calm down, think, and sigh. During this period of time, Boom was in a kind of endless loop, and he did not find the best solution anyway. As time passed, the pace of the companions returning to Jackdaw City naturally became more and more intense.
Approaching, the chance of survival of that little girl Gloria is infinitely approaching zero...
"I like flowers, grass, insects and other animals. What I hate is just nobles." It sounds a bit artificial, but when he nonchalantly encouraged and praised the food cooked by Rikka, when he practiced alone until dawn, he could only
There is a silent greeting in the morning light.
Boom believed that he could cultivate to the realm of space magician, which was only one step away from the peak powerhouse, mostly due to his own efforts. He gave up everything, even gave up accompanying Rikka to grow up, and only hoped to become eternal as soon as possible.
I don’t know since when, Boom has become accustomed to this kind of life, just like flowers growing toward the sun, and streams eventually gathering into the ocean.