The clear mist flows endlessly in the village, the dewdrops on the eaves are crystal clear, and the rising sun seems to be bathing and changing clothes. The door of the small courtyard slowly opens, and Liuhua is sitting in the room at this time, eating breakfast.
I was flipping through the newly bought novel. The new day was ordinary, and everything followed the laws of nature.
The sparse hedges are covered with withered vines, and the broken walls are invaded by green moss. In a certain corner of the yard, patches of dark green cover the walls like dust. The color is green and lively. In this short season when the sun is like fire, it is beautiful.
De is so low-key, humble yet strong, and simple yet persistent.
If you take a closer look at these seemingly inconspicuous little lives, you will find their charm. In fact, some people's lives are like those mosses. Although they can always see the sun, they always live in the shadows.
Half an hour later, Rikka walked out of the alley with her notebook in hand, and finally stopped outside a courtyard. The girl inside was curled up in the corner of the room, with tears on her face mixed with snot, and those things that should not be hers
What she needs to know at this age has shattered her vision for the future.
Looking out the window blankly, the dazzling sunlight could not penetrate the ice field, and the noisy and noisy voices pointed the way to a dead end. She didn't know how to go forward, let alone how to face those people.
She has since lost her innocence, and her thoughts have become more mature than those of her peers. The result of being annoying is being locked in the toilet and kept like a pet; her ignorant expectations can only be exchanged for disappointment, like those wild dogs that are teased.
The only thing she can do is to try to be strong, try to enjoy the suffering when she is powerless, and learn to hide all the doubts in her heart. She misses the smell of the orphanage, which is a kind of cleanser mixed with a warm touch.
She stared at other people's leather robes with envy, thinking that as long as she repaired them carefully, she would own one. From then on, she ranked among the best in the tests, but all she got in exchange was indifference and ridicule.
She never reaches home for snacks when playing, because she doesn't want to open her mouth to ask for these dispensable things. This is a kind of stubbornness, and it is her only remaining dignity, although she did not know that it was called "dignity" at the time.
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Her life five years ago was dull and indulgent, and the parent-teacher meeting at the end of each semester became the most irritating thing for her. As the monitor, she received the parents of all her classmates, but she could never wait for her own family, and the strange looks around her
It was like a razor slicing her heart. From then on, she gave up the image of a good girl for more than ten years. The smoke lingered between her fingers, and the number of nights she came home increased day by day. But even so, no one criticized her, as if this was who she was.
destiny.
The test results are self-evident. Her inconspicuous identity is more in line with her own image. She is not willing to accept her destiny, so she chooses to challenge her life. The future for her is far more demanding than that of the people around her. During class, the instructor
She tried her best to remember every word she said. Being among the top three in the grade list for a long time was enviable, but the moonlight at night was always cold. The unbearable memories were like the scars and the bloody and sticky liquid.
Burning the skin surface.
The professional rating examination finally came, and she walked into the examination room silently, without a trace of hesitation in her eyes. The watertight words condensed years of begging; the precise magic attacks measured the weight of transformation. An invitation from Aogu City traveled across the ocean.
Crossing the sea, she finally held it in her hands, but the ticket to pursue her dream was extremely expensive.
One morning more than two months later, the tundra continent was still asleep, but her figure disappeared into the mist. The three-masted sailboat roared, the envelope in her hand became heavier and heavier, and the shop owner's expression
It was always calm, but the final salary she received was exactly the weight of her departure.
Many years later, she has a family full of children, but every year during the thunderstorm month, she would send a handwritten postcard. Although the other party never responded, she still remembered the gratitude for this kindness. The so-called "family" never forgot it.
A pen of charity money flows into the monastery, and the beating figures are like tens of millions of ants biting and tearing, stinging the nerves and numbing the soul.
Even though her life is wonderful now, she has always been an insecure girl. The forbidden area in her heart has never been opened to others, the wings under the shadow are still dim, the fragile blood flows in the strong heart, and the stubborn character hides
For the weak soul.
There was no way to participate in the beginning of life, and the starting point of failure hindered growth. She fantasized more than once that she could grow up smoothly in a warm environment, even if she turned into a despised loser in the end. But those seventeen teeth
It is a tight and precise record of her life.
Living on the roulette wheel of life, how can we not feel anxious and confused, and the realization of our own identity and worldly values has always troubled us. Even when chatting with friends, we often talk about the principality where we plan to settle in the future.
, or career planning, or how to adapt to the stage panic brought about by age.
When we are young, we always have no time to notice our own growth and changes, and the vision of the people around us and the requirements of the environment are already waiting ahead. We are always looking at ourselves in the midst of "focusing on one and losing sight of the other". Between the isolation of ourselves and
Build a bridge that seems strong enough in the vast sea of people, step on it carefully and test it, and finally turn your life upside down at a fearless age.
Now she has become the "hope of the family" and the biggest talking point for her "parents" after dinner, but only both parties know the real situation.
She has never resented, because without them, she would not have achieved what she has today; she has never felt that she is so noble, because as long as she is in a foreign land, she can forget everything. The abyss of family love can no longer be filled.
But that is just the tip of the ocean of spirit. The wounds of the past have never healed, but the thick bandages are tight layer by layer.
The delicate seed struggles upward, trying to break through the shackles of life. Although the strength is small and not strong enough, the firmness in its bones makes it fearless; the life in the eggshell grows quietly, and there is nothing unusual on the calm surface.
, even though it is silent, flesh and blood and neural evolution blend together every day; the little heart is also growing, and every pain brings a new direction. Hiding alone in the corner, it changes silently, and it has become thick and hard when you turn around.
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The leftovers have been taken away, and the girl's figure stands quietly by the courtyard gate, with the postcard in her hand about to fly into the distance. The former boss wonders how he has been doing, and whether he has gained a satisfactory life after many years.
Even though the past will never be forgotten, the unknown years are still full of illusions. The pain of the past is left in place, and the new happiness grows wantonly. The past is unbearable to look back on, but it is an indispensable component of life.
The life in the shadow has never been the splendor and brilliance in front of people, but the power of self-salvation and the longing hidden deep in the heart that stay in different worlds. This hope may never be born, but as long as
If you have enough faith, you can take root and grow in the shadows.
Some people say to be a light, and some people say to face the light, but it is best for us to be a person with a backlight. If we shine, we will illuminate others, but we will also accidentally lose ourselves; if we face the light, we will be brilliant and bright.
, but it will also be too bright to see the road ahead; only by turning your back to the light can you see the whole world clearly, see through the gains and losses, and understand what you really want.
Rikka slowly closed her notepad. She had ended her week-long observation activities, and now she just wanted to go back and be by her brother's side. Because even if the whole world was dark, as long as she could see Boom's figure, everything would eventually be brilliant.