Chapter 538 Yuanchun asks for a hammer and gets a hammer
Yuanchun was frightened by Mrs. Wang's cry, so he stopped crying and said quietly in Jia Mu's arms:
"Mother... what mother said is too serious... my daughter's grievance..."
In Yuanchun's heart, it was clear that his grandmother and father were cruel. Since he was a child, they had constantly instilled in him that "as the eldest daughter, she is born to shoulder the responsibility for the prosperity of the family."
Enter the palace and become a female historian to serve the queen.
The mother was different. When Jia Zhu was alive, Mrs. Wang devoted herself wholeheartedly to educating her eldest son Jia Zhu and urging him to study day and night.
Not to mention the eldest daughter Yuanchun, even the second son Baoyu, Mrs. Wang had no time to take care of, and they were all raised by Jia Mu.
Yuanchun appreciated the difficulty of missing his mother, so he loved his younger brother Baoyu very much. In fact, his love was just like that of mother and child.
When Baoyu was three or four years old, Yuanchun taught him to read orally, teaching him to recognize thousands of words and recite several enlightenment books.
Yuanchun has always been fond of his sister and brother Baoyu, and has always believed that his mother, Mrs. Wang, is the most loving and caring person to him.
It was grandma who tricked Yuanchun!
It was Jia Mu who made Yuanchun unable to decide his future, so he could only be sent to the deep palace to waste his time.
"The ancient palace is lonely, and the palace flowers are lonely and red.
The white-headed palace maid is here, sitting around talking about Xuanzong."
When Yuanchun was a child, the poems that his grandmother taught Yuanchun to recite eventually became the portrayal of Yuanchun within the palace walls.
Why should she, a weak woman, bear the fate of the entire Jia family?
If the building is really about to collapse, how can a single tree support it?
Who cares whether she is happy or not? She can only be trapped in an unknown fate, can only suppress and endure, and can never escape.
The loneliness in the deep palace locks the sorrow of spring.
Yuanchun looked down on wealth and fame, and only cared about flesh and blood. In the long lonely night, the only thing she missed most was her mother and Baoyu.
Because Baoyu seems to be her son, and her mother, Mrs. Wang, should understand her pain best.
Her mother had always been reluctant to let her enter the palace, but she did not dare to disobey her grandmother and father.
So during this trip home to visit relatives, Yuanchun complained about his grandmother and father for sending him to the palace, but he never complained about his mother.
Finally, I got what I wanted, I was able to escape from the palace and regain my freedom. Damn that "noble concubine"!
But who would have thought that when she heard that Yuanchun was no longer a noble concubine, the first person to say that she was "shaming her ancestors" was not her "snobbish and cold-hearted" grandmother, but her mother!
Could it be that after taking off the yellow robe that symbolizes power, she is no longer Jia Yuanchun?
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Yuanchun was stunned and said nothing for a long time, and finally said another sentence:
"I...I really miss my family too much."
Mrs. Wang beat her chest and stamped her feet, crying until her heart broke:
"Miss your family?
Are you the only one in the world who misses your family? Everyone else is dead?
Your aunt married into the Xue family in Jinling, and didn’t she never come back for more than ten or twenty years?
After I married into Jia's family, did I ever run back to my parents' house every three days and never come back?
You are twenty-five years old and you don’t understand this little thing. Are you confused and confused?
I really have suffered retribution!
He devoted himself to raising a promising Pearl, but Pearl died short-lived.
It was so easy for you to be granted the title of concubine in the palace, and your father and I also had a bright face. You didn’t know what to do and wanted to die, so you kicked her out again. Isn’t this a slap in the face?
Now that your father has lost his family fortune in Rongguo Mansion, how can he, a fifth-rank official, afford food, drink and clothing for the whole family?
Now that I'm almost fifty, my whole family is relying on the dowry I brought from my parents' family to make a living.
You became a concubine in the palace, and your life was so good. You have to cry and howl and live the poor life of a "farm house". Are you not a mean person?
If I had known that you were so unsatisfactory and would bring shame to the whole family, I might as well send your third sister to the palace, she would be much more sensible and decent than you."
"Mother, why don't you even understand my grievances?"
"Aggrieved? You have become a noble concubine, what else can you feel wronged about?
You are already twenty-five years old. Even if you don’t enter the palace, don’t you still have to get married?
When you get married, don't you still go to live in your husband's house? Don't you also have to serve your parents-in-law and take care of the house in your husband's house? How can you still live in your parents' house every day and be the eldest lady?"
Mrs. Wang cried and complained:
"How much did I persuade you that day? Even if you don't like it, once you get to the palace, you should show yourself as a promising person in the palace.
It would be better for you to let go of your days of great wealth and wealth, and you will have to say some treacherous words to get yourself killed.
Now that you have brought it upon yourself, what will happen if you get this result?
It can be seen that it is also your life. It makes people gnash their teeth with hatred. It is a pity that all the thoughts of the whole family have been violated by you, an ignorant person."
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Suddenly, Yuanchun was sitting in a hut in a deserted village.
Looking out from the open firewood gate, one can see some shovels, hoes, hoes, plows and other objects piled up on the left side of the courtyard. There is a donkey shed on the right side and a pigsty outside. There are strong or light smells from far and near.
The stench.
Yuanchun was wearing well-worn and tied coarse cloth clothes and trousers, sitting on a broken kang, spinning a spinning wheel.
I have back pain from morning to night.
It was hard to stay up until dinner time, and then I realized that when people in the village have dinner, what kind of table is used and the whole family sits around it?
There are more than a dozen large bowls on the stove, and the bowls are filled with mushy mixed rice porridge.
Everyone came over and picked up a bowl of mixed rice porridge, picked up a chopstick from a plate of sour glutinous rice and a plate of soybean curd on the stove, put it into his own bowl, and then each found a kang head, a small stool, and a threshold.
, even squatting in the corner, snoring and eating.
Yuanchun also picked up a bowl of mixed rice porridge, took a bite, and frowned.
How can mixed rice porridge be as smooth as bird's nest porridge? Tofu with sour sauce has long lost the freshness after eating delicacies from mountains and seas. Let alone eating it, just looking at it makes me want to vomit.
At this time, he recalled what he had said before: "A farm house, even if it is filled with salt and cloth, can eventually gather family happiness; although now it is extremely rich and noble, but the flesh and blood are different, it will eventually be boring." Jia Yuanchun truly realized
Think:
Poor bones!
I am really a bitch!
Although there were some dissatisfactions in the palace, such as not being able to go home, I complained and cried.
But now that my dream has come true, I am not a noble concubine but a "farmer". I don't want fine clothes and fine food, but only "salt, cloth and silk", but why have I become unsatisfactory in everything?
Now that he is reunited with his family at home, he has become the "shame of the family". How can he have the face to complain and cry again?
Regret.
I’m so sorry!
Yuanchun lay on the broken kang and cried only once.
Crying until it hurts, I reached out and gave myself a mouth:
"You're a ungrateful bastard talking nonsense!"
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Jia Yuanchun was heartbroken when he suddenly realized there was someone behind him:
"In this life, who is completely satisfied?
Even if you become an emperor, you can't forget your identity, put aside your responsibilities, and just complain out of temper."