Lin Jingmo said angrily: "Shang Shixu is almost dead, but you can still sleep!"
Shen Yifeng sat up and said back and forth: "He is your husband, not mine. Do you think it is reasonable if he is going to die but I can't sleep?"
Lin Jingmo continued to knock on the door and said: "The doctor said that Shang Shixu will die, but why is he still breathing?"
At this time, Shen Yifeng reluctantly opened the door and replied: "You are so smart, why not guess."
Lin Jingmo's eyes rekindled hope and said, "It's because...he won't die, right?"
"Now that you already know, that's great. How about it? Do you feel more at ease? Go to sleep!"
After Shen Yifeng finished speaking, he smiled and was about to close the door again, but Lin Jingmo reached out to block the door, almost getting his hand pinched. Shen Yifeng stopped in a hurry, opened the door, and asked with concern: "How are you, Lin Jingmo? Is your hand okay?"
Lin Jingmo endured the pain and continued to ask: "Shen Yifeng! What exactly did you do? Why did the doctor say that Shang Shixu would not survive, but you said that he is not dead yet?"
Seeing that her hand didn't seem to hurt, Shen Yifeng rubbed his forehead with a headache and said, "Isn't it true, he won't die? That doctor just lied to you."
"Lie to me?!" Lin Jingmo frowned and said, "What are you talking about? Tell me clearly, what did you lie to me? Why did you lie to me?"
"Half true, half false." Seeing Lin Jingmo's reluctance, Shen Yifeng had no choice but to tell the whole story: "It's true that Shang Shixu was seriously injured, and it's true that he lost too much blood, but he won't die for the time being, but if not If you take good care of yourself, you may not be far away from death..."
Lin Jingmo finally breathed a sigh of relief after hearing this, and suddenly understood something, and said: "Then why did the doctor say that he couldn't save Shang Shixu? Was it just to deceive me?"
"Yes, I lied to you, but you are not the only one I lied to." Shen Yifeng suddenly changed his usual carefree personality and became serious.
Lin Jingmo looked at him puzzled: Shen Yifeng tonight seemed different from before.
Shen Yifeng said helplessly: "Nowadays, Chen Mianzheng, the leader of the capital, is led by Zhongshu Ling. No matter whether it is the three provinces or the six ministries, Zhongshu Ling is the leader. His Majesty's power has been divided and disintegrated time and time again, and the people who can be used in the court have become more and more powerful." I came less and less. Unexpectedly, Shang Shixu wrote to His Majesty again and again to explain the truth. He made arrangements for everything before I left the capital. His Majesty seemed to trust him very much, and almost always wanted me to be with him. At that time, I began to suspect that maybe Shang Shixian was not who he seemed on the surface. He was obviously Zhongshu Ling's adopted son, but he betrayed Zhongshu Ling again and again. On the way to Nanling, I was thinking, maybe, he is not a bad person after all."
Lin Jingmo listened in confusion, but she could tell that Shang Shixian was not as simple as it seemed on the surface...
Shen Yifeng continued: "It wasn't until I came to Nanling and saved the people of Nanling who almost died that I realized that Shang Shixu was a good man who served the country and the people. He, Chen Mianzheng, and Qi Xuanyi were not the same at all. People..."
Listening to Shen Yifeng's words, Lin Jingmo suddenly fell into deep thought: It turned out that although they were husband and wife, she had never understood Shang Shixu's true life experience. On the surface, he was clinging to Chen Mianzheng, but in fact, he was acting for Chen Mianzheng. Myanmar doesn't do much...
Lin Jingmo seemed to understand and said: "The reason why Lu Feicheng died is that the person who shot the arrow at him has not been found yet, so King Zhao's minions may be among us now. In order to protect Shang Shixu from harm, so I just made a game and said that Shang Shixu is dead, right?"
Shen Yifeng curled his lips and nodded.
Lin Jingmo asked: "But does this have anything to do with you lying to me?"
Shen Yifeng looked at Lin Jingmo, sighed and said, "Lin Jingmo, have you noticed that you have changed a lot since you recovered your memory?"
Lin Jingmo's eyes avoided as he said: "I recovered my memory and remembered that the person who killed me was Shang Shixu. My sister died, my father died, and my mother Li who was with me died. I have changed. Isn't it natural? ”
"But the biggest change in you is that you are no longer so persistent in love." Shen Yifeng said: "Although you had no memory in the past, you were very happy and immersed in your own imagination. You were persistent and determined. You pursue your goals, but in the end you give up because of distrust. You become sad, negative, and no longer happy. This time, I saw with my own eyes that he almost missed you again and again in order to save you. After losing my life, I just want you to see your heart clearly and become the brave and happy Lin Jingmo you were before!"
Lin Jingmo smiled bitterly and said lightly: "My heart... starting from my sister, to when I watched my father die with my own eyes, has completely collapsed. I have no pursuit of love anymore. I just want revenge, and then I will die alone." It doesn’t matter.”
"Lin Jingmo!" Shen Yifeng looked at her angrily and said, "How could you become like this? Even if your relatives have left you, you still have to live. It's only one day to be happy, and one day to be sad. , if your relatives are alive in heaven, they will definitely hope that you can live happily. The late queen loves you so much that she would rather give up her own life to save you. Can't you live a good life for her?"
Whenever he thinks of his father and sister, Lin Jingmo's heart will always collapse in an instant: "It's useless, they are all dead, what qualifications do I have to live happily, how can I forget their death? I should always remember, Always remind yourself to avenge them!"
Only then did Shen Yifeng realize that Lin Jingmo did not hate Shang Shixu, but hated herself. She had been punishing herself, reminding herself not to forget the tragic death of her relatives...
Looking at Lin Jingmo who was sobbing, he moved closer with some heartache, but hesitated at the moment he reached out his hand. He calmed down and said to Lin Jingmo with some melancholy: "When you heard that Shang Shixu was going to die, At that time, didn’t all the questions give you answers? The person you like the most and care about most is Shang Shixian from beginning to end, and only Shang Shixian! Why did he stab you in the past? You must have already had the answer. Will you forgive him? In fact, there is a result. Lin Jingmo, be brave and stop being cruel to yourself."
Lin Jingmo looked at Shen Yifeng with tears in her eyes. This young prince who was always her enemy is now an adult who can take charge of his own affairs. But what about herself? Can she really open her heart again...