Shang Shixu said disapprovingly: "I don't know what Madam is talking about?"
Lin Jingmo continued: "Are we really going to lead the Yan army to attack Southern Qi?"
"You also heard that the five kings called me General Shang..." After saying that, Shang Shixu looked out of the window of the tent alertly. After confirming that no one was there, Shang Shixu continued: "It is not suitable to stay here for a long time, Madam, you'd better hurry up
leave."
He took Lin Jingmo's hand and took her away.
Lin Jingmo held his hand tightly and stopped. She lowered her head and said, "I heard Zi Lan tell you about your life experience... Could it be that you are really the posthumous son of the former prince?"
Shang Shixu turned to look at Lin Jingmo in surprise, then put away his frightened expression and said calmly: "Yes, I am indeed an orphan from the previous dynasty. If my grandfather had not been killed, perhaps, the person who is now the emperor would
It could be me."
"So what if you are the emperor?" Lin Jingmo said: "Although your majesty is the emperor now, he is always wary and cautious. He can't even protect his own queen and prince. There are Bei Yan in the north who are eyeing him, and in the country there are also Zhongshu Orders that set restrictions everywhere.
, it is better to be an ordinary person, maybe you can live happily for the rest of your life!"
"Live a happy life?" Shang Shixu turned to look at Lin Jingmo coldly and said, "Do you know how long a lifetime is? My father's life is only twenty years, and my mother's life is only two years.
Twelve years, and my uncle's life was twenty-five years...Do you know how my life has passed? As long as I can remember, I have been hiding here and there, always wandering on the verge of injury and death.
I often think, what did I do wrong? I just want my parents to be with me, I just want my relatives to be long-lasting and have the same life span as ordinary people, but in the end it is a wrong payment! Lin Jingmo, why, you just
Can't you think about it from my perspective? How difficult it is for me to survive until today, and how much I want to avenge my parents!"
Lin Jingmo shook his head and explained: "I can understand and understand all the pain and displacement you have experienced in the past. Even if I don't feel the same way, I love you, and as your wife, I also feel sorry for you. But those
Innocent people have done nothing wrong, right? Do you know that once the two countries go to war, it means how many people will be displaced like you were when you were a child? Is this what you want to see? Their families will also follow
Just like you, you want to live a good life, but once Northern Yan Iron Shoes step into Southern Qi, you can definitely imagine what their future will be like."
Shang Shixu closed his eyes in pain, and finally said: "Lin Jingmo... There are so many people in the world, how many do you care about? Why are you willing to give love to them, but not willing to think about me?
?Now I finally have a way to show my strength and take revenge on all those who hurt me. Why do you want to stop me? If I don’t have a way to take revenge, I will definitely not be happy! Madam, are you willing to see me unhappy?
?"
"Shang Shixu...don't you understand?" Lin Jingmo continued: "Where is there any reciprocal hatred in this world? If we can kill more people instead of killing more people, then even if you want to take revenge on me,
I will also accompany you, but hatred will eventually make people lost. I don’t want you to become unlike yourself. Do you understand?"
"I don't understand." Shang Shixu turned away with some disappointment and said: "If you want revenge, even if you are the enemy of the world, I will definitely help you. Why is it that now that you and I are swapped, you can't understand me?
?”
Lin Jingmo replied: "My father once said that the honor and disgrace of one person and a family is not important. What is important is the people of the world. But I am a little girl. The life and death of our family depends on it. I don't have such big ideals."
, but I just want this world to be a peaceful one, and to grow old together with the people I love.”
Shang Shixu was a little moved when he heard the words. He thought for a moment and said slowly: "Madam, if there is a future, I just want to be with you, but... I have to avenge my parents, and I can't continue to spend time with you.
."
After that, he opened the tent door and said to Lin Jingmo: "Please leave as soon as possible."
Lin Jingmo was ordered to be expelled. She slowly moved forward. When she passed by Shang Shixu, she felt heartbroken when she saw his profile. Her heart told her that she didn't want to leave.
Lin Jingmo turned around and hugged Shang Shixu, crying and saying: "Husband... I only have you. Please, don't leave me..."
Shang Shixu was stunned and whispered in her ear: "Madam, can you...can you give up the most important people among your father?"
Lin Jingmo said softly: "But if you really betray the country, then I will be ashamed, I will be convicted, and I may die. In this way...don't you care?"
"You won't die." Shang Shixu raised his head and said, "I won't let you die, madam... I will protect you well and will never let anyone hurt you."
Lin Jingmo held his hand tighter, and then said: "But...if you really bring the Yan army here, then I am afraid that I will also be sentenced to death by your majesty."
But Shang Shixu said to her: "Madam... you still want to persuade me to go back? I can't go back anymore..."
Lin Jingmo let him go and said: "You also saw the woman performing the song and dance. After so many years of war, some of them lost their fathers and brothers, and some of them lost their husbands. They had no choice but to bow their heads to their murderers if they wanted to live forever.
Make them laugh, don't they know that the people in front of them are enemies? But if they are unwilling to serve the Yan people, maybe their families will starve to death tonight. Think about how helpless they are... Husband... please
You, don’t make the same mistake again and again.”
Shang Shixu didn't reply, but turned around coldly and said, "No need to say any more, you can go."
Lin Jingmo refused to leave, saying: "Yes, I can leave, but I want to ask you one last time, husband... can't you look back on everything?"
Shang Shixian said nothing.
But Lin Jingmo said: "Since you insist on having your own way, then we will sever the relationship between husband and wife. Just give me the He Li Shu."
"Heli?" Shang Shixu said incredulously: "You want to be together and separated from me?"
Lin Jingmo said firmly: "Yes, I have already decided. If you insist on it, then we will meet on the battlefield!"
Shang Shixu was heartbroken. He looked at Lin Jingmo and said nothing for a long time. Finally, after thinking over and over again, he finally said: "Okay, since your husband has already decided, I have nothing to say."