Shang Shixu replied: "I hurt you by mistake. I made countless mistakes and it is difficult to atone for this crime. But the reason why I killed you by mistake was because the account book was of great importance and involved several lives." p>
"So?" Lin Jingmo looked at him in disbelief: "So I should die?"
Seeing the anger in Lin Jingmo's eyes, Shang Shixu realized that he had made a mistake and quickly explained: "No, no, I..."
Lin Jingmo sneered at Shang Shixu's explanation and said with a sneer: "The reason why you killed me is because you don't love me at all. In the past three years, in your eyes, I am just a vicious woman who deserves to die. I am greedy for money."
I am greedy for profit, arrogant and lewd, and beat your mother with a cane without any reason. Not only that, I am also jealous and ruthless. I teamed up with the bandits to kidnap your cousin, and forced my maid to marry a butcher. In your opinion, this is so
Evil people deserve to die, don’t they?"
Shang Shixu shook his head feebly. He couldn't explain it, because she told him what was on his mind. In the past three years, the two of them had no contact at all because she was notorious, and he had never thought of getting close to this woman. Besides, he
He was once locked out of the bridal chamber on a night of flowers and candles. For the arrogant man, he would never give this ignorant woman a chance.
Shang Shixu raised his eyes and looked at Lin Jingmo and said: "I admit that we missed three years. Now I am willing to tolerate you and understand you. Madam, I can forgive you for being vicious in the past three years. Don't you?
Are you willing to give your husband another chance?"
"Ha..." Lin Jingmo laughed out loud listening to Shang Shixu's words. She couldn't tell whether she was laughing at herself or Shang Shixu. She just said coldly: "I was wrong, I shouldn't have loved you at all.
You are also wrong, business timing... Sir... you are absolutely wrong!"
Lin Jingmo finally used all her strength to fight against fear. She stood up and said: "I wear gold and silver and live in luxury. Is this wrong? None of my gold and silver was obtained by killing people and corrupting the law.
Yes, it was a relic left to me by my mother, and a reward given to me by my sister as queen! I never ordered your mother to be beaten. It was something Shuangyin committed on her own without asking me for permission.
She is my personal maid, and I have already suffered the same punishment for the mistakes she made in my name. I don’t owe your mother at all! I didn’t even know about your cousin before she married into your Shang Mansion.
Because of her existence, I never thought about breaking you up!"
Speaking of this, Lin Jingmo's eyes were filled with tears. No matter how much infamy he had endured in the past three years, there were some things that he had never even heard of, yet he had to be criticized by others for this.
In this world, apart from her father and her eldest sister, only Mother Li loves her the most. Unfortunately, she is also dead, but the person who killed her is right in front of her!
Only now did Shang Shixu realize that Lin Jingmo's so-called notoriety in the past was just framed by someone with malicious intentions...
Lin Jingmo reached out and stubbornly wiped away the tears that were about to flow out, and continued: "There is also the wet nurse Cao, she was kicked out of the house by me because I heard that she and the Shuangyin joint bandits kidnapped your good cousin.
, after such a thing, how could I keep them in the house, thinking about the master and the servant, so I did not report to the official, I just asked them to rescue Zi Lan, leave the Shang Mansion, and choose to marry a butcher.
Yin's own choice was passed on to ten people, and it turned out that I forced her to marry a butcher! Three people are like tigers, and people's words are terrible. Even if I have ten mouths, I can't explain it to outsiders at all!" "That's enough, madam..." Shang Shixu realized at this moment that he was wrong, he was really wrong. It turned out that he had three years to get to know his wife, but he treated her like everyone else.
Treat her as a poisonous woman, despise her, hurt her, and even... kill her.
The strong feeling of guilt prevented him from begging for anything.
"Is that enough? Sir?" Lin Jingmo did not intend to stop. She still had something to say about what she said that night, but she did not go on. There is nothing more sad than heartbreak. Even if she continued to say it at this moment, it would not change the facts.
, it was him, he stabbed her to death cruelly!
"Whatever Madam asks, I will do it for Madam, even if..." Shang Shixu slowly raised his head, his usually cold eyes now as warm as water.
Lin Jingmo said disapprovingly: "Even if it costs your life?"
Shang Shixu did not hesitate, slowly approached Lin Jingmo, and replied softly: "If Madam wants my life, I will give my life back to Madam."
After that, Shang Shixu took out a dagger from his waist. This dagger was also used to kill Lin Jingmo. Now it is fair to exchange one life for another.
Lin Jingmo looked at the dagger that shone with cold light. Without any hesitation in his heart at this moment, he raised his hand and took it.
She loved Shang Shixu, and she fell in love with Shang Shixu at first sight, both before and after her amnesia. However, her murderous hatred was irreconcilable, not to mention that he also killed his sister and his mother Li!
"Ma'am, let's do it." After saying that, Shang Shixu closed his eyes.
I saw the dagger being raised high, and the moment it fell, it suddenly stopped.
She saw the whip marks on Shang Shixu's face... those were the injuries he sustained when he was trying to save himself, who was kidnapped by Yan Chushan...
Lin Jingmo raised the knife again, but could not stab it into his chest...
Seeing that Lin Jingmo didn't make a move, Shang Shixu slowly opened his eyes. Seeing the hesitation in Lin Jingmo's eyes, he rekindled hope in his heart and looked at Lin Jingmo with a loving smile.
Lin Jingmo turned around. She didn't understand why she was so soft-hearted. She hated herself like this.
Shang Shixu hugged Lin Jingmo tightly from behind, and said with relief in his words: "Madam, fortunately you are not dead, we can start over again."
Start over?
For some reason, Lin Jingmo's heart suddenly became so sour, and the violent contraction of her heart made her feel unbearable pain. Yes, she was still alive and could start over again, but her sister was dead and she left with her unborn child.
Who can give her another chance? Who can give Mother Li another chance? Who can give those poor people who died in battle in the north or starved to death in Nanling a chance?
She understood that if she gave Shang Shixu a chance today, she would have killed herself again, and she would have given Shang Shixu a chance to continue to harm the people and betray his country for glory.
Thinking of this, Lin Jingmo closed his eyes in pain, tears sliding gently down his cheeks.
She turned around and looked at the affectionate Shang Shixu, and stabbed the dagger into Shang Shixu's chest with all her strength.