Han Zilan walked into the house. She looked at the brand new furniture and furnishings in the house, feeling vaguely unwilling to accept it. She said a little sourly: "I didn't expect my cousin to treat you with such care. It seems that he really loves you."
Why bother thinking about escaping anymore?"
Lin Jingmo replied: "I have something very important to do and I have to get out of the house!"
Han Zilan smiled lightly and said: "I can help you get out, but you must promise me one thing."
Lin Jingmo asked: "What's the matter?"
Han Zilan sat in front of the dressing table that Shang Shixu had set up for Lin Jingmo, fixed her hair in front of the mirror, and said very charmingly: "Not only will I let you out, but I can also help you enter the palace. But after I let you out,
, you are not allowed to see my cousin again!"
Lin Jingmo lowered his head hesitantly after hearing this.
No more... do you want to discuss the timing?
Seeing her hesitation, Han Zilan's eyes were full of sternness, and her gorgeous makeup gradually became more ferocious, and she said: "Lin Jingmo, are you hesitant? It seems that you don't hate my cousin as much as you described, and you still love me as much as before.
Him!"
"No! No! I won't!" Lin Jingmo denied one after another: "In the past, I was blinded by lard and thought I admired him. He was just an out-and-out traitor. He once wanted to kill me.
, how could I...how could I still admire him!"
"Haha..." Han Zilan sneered and said, "Do you really think so? Are you still saying these words to persuade yourself?"
Lin Jingmo looked at her without any expression and said: "He almost killed me once, and I also killed him. There has long been no love between husband and wife between us..."
Han Zilan looked at her, as if she was telling the truth, and suddenly felt a little unwilling for Shang Shixu, and said: "My cousin is really stupid. For him, I would rather stay in Ruixiang Tower to find out information for him, but he just likes you.
He takes it so seriously that he even wants to kill you!"
Lin Jingmo was a little surprised after hearing this. It turned out that Han Zilan stayed in Ruixiang Tower for this reason! Also, a good girl, who would stay in Fengyuechang for no reason?
Lin Jingmo sat at the table minding his own business, looked at Han Zilan fiercely and said, "I said I don't love Shang Shixian, not because you said you could let me go today, but because I have indeed decided not to indulge in Shang Shixian."
I am different from you when it comes to children’s personal relationships. Han Zilan, I once envied you and pitied you. You let go of Shuangyin, let go of your own enemies, and let go of my enemies, or in your opinion
, your enemy has been me from beginning to end? But I have never thought of being your enemy. Even if you don't say it, I know that you love Shang Shi. But if you don't even cherish yourself, why should you ask others to love you?
?Instead of begging for mercy and hoping for love from others, it is better to treat yourself well first!"
After hearing this, Han Zilan looked obviously unhappy and shouted angrily: "Lin Jingmo! What qualifications do you have to say that to me? Why do you say that I don't love myself?"
Lin Jingmo said: "You would rather let yourself live in the fireworks alley for the sake of Shang Shixu. Isn't this a lack of self-love?"
Han Zilan wanted to defend herself, but she didn't know where to start. Seeing that she didn't speak, Lin Jingmo turned around and said: "But at this moment, I really hope that Shang Shixu can be with you. After all, you are sincere
Love him."
After saying that, Lin Jingmo stood up, walked to Han Zilan, and said: "Miss Zilan, if you can let me go, please let me go. I promise you that I will not return to Shang Mansion from now on.
”
Han Zilan was overjoyed and said in surprise: "Is this true?"
Lin Jingmo nodded.
Having lived in Fengyuechang for a long time, it was difficult for Han Zilan to trust others, but at this moment she still believed in Lin Jingmo for some reason, so she stood up and said: "Tomorrow, I will come back to you." After that, she left. That night, Lin Jingmo tossed and turned and couldn't sleep. He could leave the Shang Mansion tomorrow. After getting the token, he could go to the palace. But even if he could enter the palace, he didn't know whether the emperor would be willing to see him...
…
After you leave tomorrow, will you not come back to Shang Mansion again?
Thinking of this, Lin Jingmo suddenly felt sad and in pain.
Is it time to say goodbye to business affairs right here?
She sat up, lit the candle on the table next to her, and walked to the dressing table with the lamp. She looked at herself in the mirror. Since her father and sister passed away, she rarely dressed herself up, and sometimes she couldn't sleep all night long.
I feel like I'm gradually becoming haggard now, and my complexion is no longer what it used to be.
She reached out to touch her face with some sadness, and lowered her head with some disappointment.
When I raised my head again, Shang Shixu's fantasy appeared in the bronze mirror.
Lin Jingmo was shocked, as if she had returned to that night, the night when Shang Shixu killed her...
Suddenly there was a scar on the side of Shang Shixu's face in the mirror, which was the whipping he received to save himself.
Fool... The business sequence in the mirror gradually dissipated. She reached out to touch it with some reluctance, but she could only touch the cold mirror surface...
……
The early morning sunlight refracted into the house from the window, and Lin Jingmo unknowingly slept on the dressing table all night.
She stood up, opened the window, and stretched her waist. Han Zilan promised her that he would let her leave the house today.
She looked out the window, and sure enough, Han Zilan was here.
Han Zilan waved to Lin Jingmo in the room, motioning for her to come out quickly.
So Lin Jingmo touched the token in her arms to make sure it was still on her body, and then walked out of the house. Because it was still early and the guard at the door was still sleeping, she didn't notice Lin Jingmo coming out. She moved lightly.
After walking outside the courtyard, I followed Han Zilan and ran all the way to the backyard.
Lin Jingmo came to the backyard of Shang Mansion, as if the past happened yesterday. She bathed Shang's mother, cleaned up the backyard, and gave her Jingmo and Shixu's dolls.
I just didn’t expect that after not being in the backyard for a long time, the courtyard would become even more dilapidated.
Han Zilan said to the stunned Lin Jingmo: "Come with me."
Lin Jingmo followed Han Zilan and walked into the courtyard until they reached the dry well.
Lin Jingmo carefully stood by the well, glanced inside, and asked, "Why did you bring me here?"
Han Zilan pointed to the dry well and said, "Of course I'm sending you away!"
"Send me away?" Lin Jingmo looked at Han Zilan in confusion, but was pushed back by Han Zilan.
"Ah!" Following Lin Jingmo's scream, Han Zilan laboriously moved up the stone cover that had been covering the well.
Soon Lin Jingmo's voice could no longer be heard.
Han Zilan said to the wellhead: "Don't resent me. Only in this way can you truly never be able to return to Shang Mansion or appear in front of my cousin again."