Chapter 1295 1295: Do you really understand? (Part 1) [Please vote]
absurd!
absurd!
absurd!
Extreme emotions were brewing in her chest, which instantly turned into overwhelming anger and unwillingness. The king grabbed Mei Meng's collar with one hand and moved forward until she tripped and the two fell in the mess. She used her other hand to draw out her pipe and round dagger.
, the tip touched Mei Meng’s neck!
Heavy breathing sprayed on Mei Meng's face, and the ferocious facial features were also reflected in the other party's eyes: [Mei Jinghe! If you want integrity, go and get it. As a minister, why do you make decisions for me? Are you the minister, or am I?
Your puppet? Yes, you are open-minded, you are noble, you have lofty aspirations, you regard life and death as floating clouds, and your strength is more important than your life, but don’t use me as your sacrifice!]
Facing Mei Meng's unruffled eyes, she looked like a joke, like an unreasonable fool who was out of control!
This realization made the fire in her heart even stronger.
The round dagger stabbed a little bright red on Mei Meng's neck.
The two of them paid no attention to the injury.
The king let out all the complaints that had accumulated in her heart over the years. If she didn't speak out, she felt that her soul would be overwhelmed by the huge coercion. The expectations that Mei Meng had imposed on her were tearing her soul apart from all directions: [Jinghe,
Am I your lord, your friend, or am I a stepping stone for you to practice your morality, a sacrifice for martyrdom? Have you ever sincerely regarded me as your lord for even a moment? Jinghe, you
Tell me, do you really have sincerity?】
Mei Meng was the one who pulled her out of the quagmire.
Naturally, she burst into tears with gratitude, and now when she thought of the scene back then, she felt as vague as a dream. No one in this world would do their best to another person without any reward, and there must be a bargaining chip behind it that ordinary people could not bear. Reason told her that Mei Meng was right to
She wants something! The price may be so high that she can't even repay it!
But she had no choice but to agree.
She thought that as a Wang Ji who was used as a bargaining chip by her father and brother to win over the generals and became a victim of the struggle between her father and brother and her husband's family, there was nothing in her body that truly belonged to her and was controlled by her.
What could Mei Meng want from her?
If you agree, life can move on.
If he doesn't agree to Mei Meng, he will be used as a bargaining chip by his father and brother many times in the future, and there will be many so-called male favorites on the bed.
She made up her mind and agreed.
As expected, Mei Mengye helped her plan her way out of the quagmire.
At this point, she is actually satisfied, but she dare not say this when facing Mei Meng, who can take charge of the overall situation. In the past, her life was in the hands of her father and brother; now, her life is decided by Mei Meng. When will she stop?
, she can stop.
Mei Meng pushed her to a road she had never thought of.
Power is at your fingertips.
From a fiefdom princess to a regent and assistant, and then to being replaced by a little puppet, she stood in the position where her father and brother stood. Standing in this position, she can achieve almost any wish except "immortality". The king thought of Mei Meng again and wanted to ask
What did she want?
Mei Meng's answer was the same as before.
Fame, fortune, glory and wealth?
But it was all clouds covering her eyes, she just wanted to seek truth.
The head of the country also knew that Mei Meng had the conditions to be successful as a scribe, and he had been worried for a while, but he was still confident that Mei Meng would not harm herself. As time went by, she completely controlled the Qi State, and the civil and military forces of the DPRK and the Chinese government also began to treat her from the beginning.
from doubt to sincerity.
With these courtiers, Mei Meng is no longer irreplaceable to the king. On the contrary, Mei Meng has not adapted to the change in their status. No matter she was the queen of the year or the current king, the attitude towards her is the same.
It used to be the same...
The king felt a little unhappy.
She was keenly aware that Mei Meng did not put herself in the perspective of a subordinate, nor did she treat her like a minister serving the master...
The friendship between the two still exists, so this bit of discomfort is not worth mentioning.
The rift will not disappear just because the owner does not pay attention to it. It will only become more obvious as time goes by - the leader of the country finds that he and Mei Meng are increasingly different, and Mei Meng does not value the interests of the leader of the country. Many means of change even exist in the country.
infringe on one's own interests.
She began to doubt——
Is Mei Meng really loyal to her?
But she really didn’t want to part ways with Mei Meng.
As long as it doesn't hurt her roots, she is willing to sacrifice her interests for Mei Meng and take a step back. However, she retreats step by step, and Mei Meng presses forward step by step. This is like the gravel swallowed by a water clam inadvertently, and the gravel tortures her all the time.
The soft flesh brought her severe pain that could not be ignored, but she could not abandon the gravel and could only choose to endure it.
The patience of water clams can be exchanged for pearls that please humans.
Her patience only resulted in Mei Meng sending her to the altar.
【Are you loyal to me? Or to your morality? 】
The king asked this question tremblingly.
The answer was already clear in her mind, but she still wanted to hear the real answer from me! The masochistic emotions were rolling and burning in her chest, giving her some kind of impulse - stabbing her down to kill Mei Meng!
Mei Meng listened to the hoarse venting question from the person above her, and waited for the other person to calm down for a while before she slowly said: [I thought we should at least be of the same mind - you and I have similar experiences and the same pain, so we should be together for a long time.
Produce the same fruit, have the same direction, stand at the same height, despise the common enemy, and live and die no more than foreign objects.]
In the face of the pain they experienced, death was nothing but a laughing stock.
If death can become a mockery of pain, why not?
When Wang Ji's heart died, there was still Mei Meng who was willing to help her, but what about Mei Meng herself back then? Mei Jinghe was a famous flower that had been carefully raised by her brother's family for many years. It was undeniable that her brother loved and pampered her, but this brother-sister relationship
Love also has a major premise - famous flowers must stay in expensive flower pots specially prepared for famous flowers.
She can't go anywhere except this flower pot.
Although the fertile soil provided constant nourishment for the flower, Mei Meng still felt that she was withering. No matter how she explained to her brother, how she fought for it, how she expressed her inner pain, in the eyes of his brother, it was just her moaning without illness, and even more so.
Her self-degradation. She is the sister of the county governor. Any man she wants can fight for her. It is just a word for her to treat Lu Jue as a toy, but she wants to be tempted by a toy?
Why be tempted?
The governor's sister is attracted to a male slave?
Where did Mei Meng put her brother's face?
【I am tempted because I am a human being!】
The elder brother was furious: [You shouldn’t do that to a slave!]
【So what if I am attracted to the slave!】
The elder brother asked coldly: "What qualifications do you have? Can Lu Jue make you wear silk and satin, or can he keep your fingers clean of spring water? Everything you get now is what I gave you! Just what you raised
Like a flower, can it live like this?】
He swept Mei Meng's cherished flowers to the ground with a flick of his sleeves.
The porcelain basin shattered and soil flew everywhere.
The precious flowers that were bright and dazzling just now fell among the debris of the soil, became stained with dirt, and the flowers and leaves were broken and dying.
Mei Meng felt that she was also dying.
【Am I just a flower you raised?】
The elder brother sneered: [You should be lucky that you and I share the same mother, and you are qualified to be pampered, instead of being abused outside!]
From that day on, Mei Meng felt that her soul had been separated from her body, and she could only stand from a third party's perspective, quietly watching her body slowly decay from the inside out. Death was so close to her, and Mei Meng only had to stretch out her hand a little.
You can embrace it.
Until I wake up one day——
Thoughts come to you instantly.
She is a poisonous spider, and she is the only one who can poison others!
How could she sit back and wait for death when fate was playing tricks on her like this?
She staggered on a dark and bumpy unfamiliar path, with a gloomy wind blowing, and only mocking laughter from all directions. There seemed to be some monster in the darkness reaching out to her with countless hands, trying to pull her down and fall with her. How could she not be afraid?
She found someone of the same kind on the road.
The joy at that time almost made my chest burst.
Mei Meng carefully pulled her, and the loneliness that followed her finally no longer bothered her. Even if she later found out that the other person was on a different path from her, it didn't matter, the other person would always understand.
To this day, the other party says: "You are just being sentimental."
Mei Meng was so dizzy by these four words that she didn't even care that the thick and warm blood flowed down her neck and wet her collar. The sting was not worth the pain of her heart being crushed back and forth. Her voice was dry.
Said: [You once had a desire to live and die...]
This life has been abandoned once a long time ago.
[That was back then, but now I don’t want to die!] The king became angry and embarrassed and said, [Mei Jinghe, do you understand, why should I be arranged to die by you? I am the leader of a country, and I am the leader of Qi State.
Lord, my life is more valuable than you and everyone here! Why should I die? Even if I lose to Shen Youli and become a prisoner, I can still enjoy glory and wealth instead of being praised by future generations.
A few words of damnation!]
How could these false reputations be worth her life in exchange for?
She doesn't want to die, she can't bear to die, she doesn't want to die!
[Why do you regard me as your sacrifice for martyrdom?]
Tears fell on Mei Meng's face and eyelids one after another.
The king, who confessed his dark and timid heart in one breath, choked with sobs and could hardly hold the round dagger in his hand: [Mei Jinghe, have you ever been loyal to me? I am just a puppet in your hands, and I will save my life if you save me.
Pay the price of being manipulated. You and my father and brother, you and the old head of the Cui family, you and Cui Zhishan... What is the essential difference between you people? You made a choice for me in vain, calling it for me.
good.】
[But you are the king...]
The conflict is not about life and death, but about identity.
Mei Meng hopes that as the ruler of the country, she can show courage and courage that is no less than that of the male rulers, and even higher than most of them. Let the current generation know that the monarch is just a position!
Courage and strength are never the qualities that belong to anyone.
As long as you have the ambition to fight against the odds, you can always get out of the quagmire.
It's a pity that the king's idea is different from hers.
Seeing that Mei Meng's expression was dazed but still stubborn, the king chuckled: "Yes, I am the king. Did Jinghe remember that 'if the king wants his minister to die, he will have to die'? You have never regarded me as the true master.
What qualifications do you have to expect me to be the lord in your heart? Mei Jinghe, I want you to commit suicide now, are you willing?】
When Qi Cang arrived, the place was in a mess.
Mei Meng slumped on the ground in a daze. Her hair had turned a lot whiter at some point, as if she had been drained of energy. She was as dumb as a puppet, with blood dripping from her neck and her eyesight was unfocused. There was a handful of familiar round balls at her feet.
Dagger, but the owner of the round dagger is nowhere to be seen here.
Qi Cang was not surprised by this.
The authorities are confused, but the bystanders are clear.
He said that Mei Meng was similar to Yan An, and Zheng Qiao had also asked Yan An if he was treating himself as a martyr sacrifice.
Hey, isn’t this a kind of reincarnation?
【You should have gone it alone back then!】
Qi Cang started to act in hindsight.
Going it alone can save you a lot of trouble.
Mei Meng moved her stiff limbs and twisted her neck. The blood that had flowed out had dried up and stuck tightly to her skin. The wound on her neck was also healing under the gentle temperature. She smiled bitterly: "It's difficult."
It is still difficult to reach the sky.
Qi Cang said: [Why did you choose her?]
Mei Mengnum said: [The right person appeared at the right time, so it was her. Unfortunately, it was just wishful thinking on my part.]
[Not everyone wants to die a heroic death.]
The leader of Qi State is as young as a flower, and the world of mortals has not ended.
Mei Meng closed her eyes: [I know.]
【So, what are your plans?】
[Let her go, she will take her Yangguan Road, and I will cross my single-plank bridge.] Mei Mengqiang stood up and stood up, and then looked at Qi Cang, [You escort her away, and then retreat to seclusion. If the excitement is not there yet
After reading this, go find fun elsewhere.]
Mei Meng doesn't plan to leave.
She has already arranged her own ending.
Qi Cang frowned and said displeasedly: "You want to drive me away?"
What rank does Mei Meng have, and you dare to arrange for him?
【Why, no more fun?】
【Humph, aren't you just having fun?】
Mei Meng stumbled to steady herself, leaving Qi Cang with a weak back and a sentence: "As you wish."
Staying is a dead end.
Not only Mei Meng knows this, but the soldiers also know it.
The king, who was arranged to join the ranks of deserters, knew better.
She looked back and looked away, gritting her teeth and looking away cruelly.
【Mei Meng, you will regret it!】
There is nothing important in the world except death.
Sacrificing one's life for so-called morality is only done by fools.
The appreciation of future generations is worthless to her! Only when she is alive can she have hope, and when she dies, there is nothing!
【And I will not regret it, I am right!】
Except for Mei Meng and a few people, no one else knew that the leader of the Qi State and the allied leader had left the battlefield disguised as a deserter. This news could not be known to anyone. Once it spread, the army would be unmotivated. Mei Meng arranged for his confidants to pretend to be the leader of the country.
, tightly covering up the news. On the eve of the final battle, Kang Guo staged another two-piece set of embarrassment and night barbecue.
Mei Meng ordered the scribes to disperse the sound barrier.
Familiar hometown tunes were quietly introduced into the camp.
Mei Meng listened for a while and said: "The singing is good, but it's a pity that there is no music to harmonize with it. Come, please take my Zizhu Cave Xiao."
In his early years, he was busy with government affairs, so Mei Meng stopped playing for a long time.
This instrument has been well maintained, and its tone is as mellow and soft as in memory. When it first sounded, the distant and desolate sound spread and filled the clouds. I don't know when, the loud and crisp 筚篩 was added to it.
Shen Tang listened quietly to the music.
[I don’t know where I am playing the reed pipe, and I am conscripting people all over the country overnight.] She looked up at the waning moon over the valley, and said, [This is to prepare to fight with us tomorrow. Also, the reinforcements have not been waiting for a long time, and they have run out of ammunition and food.
Absolutely, she won’t have a chance if she doesn’t fight.】
