Nongyu finished the dinner hastily and came to the courtyard alone, feeling increasingly helpless and uneasy in his heart.
She generally understood Lu Yan's ambitions. The current situation was a very critical moment, and it was normal for him to be extremely busy.
As the mistress of the Imperial Preceptor's Mansion, she was supposed to take good care of the family affairs, but in fact, after Ju Shuang's incident, the atmosphere in the manor completely changed, and she could not do anything to help.
"I really don't look like this mistress at all..."
Nongyu leaned on the railing, and the lake water under the dark night reflected hazy shadows, mixed with ripples and made a mess.
Suddenly a breeze came, and she was shocked and said: "Who? Bai Feng, it turns out to be you."
The white phoenix placed its foot on the sharp corner of the pavilion, its white feather cloak was hunting in the wind, its hands were folded across its chest, and its eyes were staring at the distant night of Xianyang.
His voice was very soft, falling below the pavilion, "You are crying again."
Nongyu nodded and admitted, "I'm making you laugh again."
"You are not suitable to stay in the Imperial Prefect's Mansion."
"Do you even feel that way?"
Bai Feng's ice-blue phoenix eyes seemed to see the girl who was clumsily practicing swordsmanship in Zilanxuan again. He commented coldly: "From Korea's Zilanxuan Qinji to the current mistress of Qin Guoshi's Mansion, you
There has been no change at all, she is still just a little girl. As an adult's wife, you can only feel this kind of pain every day."
Nong Yu had never heard Bai Feng say so many words in one breath, so she asked, "Are you here specifically to laugh at me?"
"No, I just find it strange. Each of your subordinates has gradually found their own pursuits and stepped into realms they had never stepped into before.
Only you, as a wife, have not changed much. There are adults to accompany you and Kuang Xiu to teach you. No matter how hard it is for anyone in the world to enjoy such treatment, you have not made any progress. What are you pursuing in your heart?
"
"I...I don't know, from the moment I married into the Imperial Preceptor's Mansion, I feel that my life has been very complete and happy. Everything I have now is like a fairy compared to what I had in the past.
What more could I ask for?"
Bai Feng was not surprised by her answer, and it was precisely because of this that he couldn't help but remind Nong Yu when the Imperial Master's Mansion was in such a strange situation.
"The adults have said that when a person's existence is in hardship, he will not care about his own heart and spirit; but if your material life has been satisfied, you should have your own spiritual pursuits, but you don't seem to be. Confused and helpless
, feeling sorry for yourself, this is who you are now.”
"I...I..." Nongyu was at a loss. There was nothing wrong with her life before marrying into the Imperial Master's Mansion before Ju Shuang happened. She was in harmony with Lu Yanqinse, so why did she still do the same thing?
Wrong?
Bai Feng breathed a sigh of relief and squatted down on the pavilion, "I was once so confused because I never understood the meaning of life and freedom."
"Life and liberty?"
"Are you confused? But that's what I'm after. Ever since I was trained by Ji Wuye's Birds, I've been pursuing these two. Because at that time, life and freedom were in Ji Wuye's hands.
. Later, I followed Mo Crow and took refuge with you. Although the environment for working hard has improved, my life and freedom are still not in my own hands."
"My lord, the so-called freedom is relative. I spent several years staying in Luowang, secretly observing the Imperial Prefect's Mansion, Xianyang City and even the State of Qin, and finally came to some understanding."
"Qin is a country that is very good at depriving people of their freedom. I don't mean strict laws, but everything. Everything here is preparing for war. People are bound to the land. When they are separated from the land, they go to war. War
When it's over, they return to the land. Farming and fighting are encouraged, but the rest are suppressed. The Qin State has another way for people to pursue their own life and freedom - the military merit system. If you can make military achievements and come back alive, then you can hope to partially control your life.
and freedom.
It took you several years to change the Qin State. Today, the people of the Qin State no longer have to stick to the land, because their grain crops are enough; some people have begun to engage in handicrafts, and some people have let go of their courage to do business, and now even more so.
With reading as a way out, people have the freedom of choice.
Freedom is always around life. A living person cannot be free. But if he dies, what will freedom become? After thinking about this clearly, my martial arts will naturally reach a breakthrough. From now on, I will spend the rest of my life traveling back and forth.
In this world, let’s see and explore, and by the way, witness a future where people’s relative freedom becomes increasingly broad.”
This was definitely the day when Bai Feng talked the most in the past twenty years. He turned to look at Nongyu who was listening attentively, and smiled with relief, "I am just your lord's subordinate, but I have learned a lot under your lord's hands, and there are also things in the net."
Many people have found their pursuit of life again. As an adult's wife, you are as usual. I think it is probably more of your own reasons."
Although Nong Yu seemed to understand, she still thanked her sincerely: "Is it because of me? Thank you for reminding me. I will try my best to correct it."
"No need to thank me, I'm just saying goodbye to my former self." Bai Feng stood up and looked at the starry sky of the dark night. The white shadow disappeared in an instant.
When that young white phoenix saw your watery starry eyes, his heart beat faster for a second. Later, he finally understood that the bird pursuing freedom was just a cross between him and you.
Bai Feng has left, and Nong Yu is still chewing on the other party's words, "Where did I go wrong? My own pursuit..."
In the sky, Bai Feng suddenly felt the breath of the wind, and immediately turned over and landed in a corner. There, a black figure was covering his mouth and laughing.
Mo Ya was leaning on the wall, his shoulders still shaking, "Bai Feng, I didn't expect you to be able to talk so much one day?!"
Bai Feng's chest heaved heavily, and he frowned and asked, "Why are you here? Weren't you sent by the adults to monitor those people?"
Mo Ya spread his hands and said teasingly: "Yes, thank you for the coincidence that I came back with you, otherwise I wouldn't have heard Bai Feng giving guidance to Madam?"
Bai Feng:!
Lu Yan walked out of the shadows next to him calmly, patted Bai Feng on the shoulder and said, "Actually, I think part of the reason is the way Nongyu and I get along. Your words inspired me a lot. Thank you,
White Phoenix."
Bai Feng only felt that the hand on his shoulder weighed a thousand pounds, and his whole body was stiff and awkward in place, "Uh, sir, you're welcome."
Lu Yan smiled slightly, shook his head and disappeared from the spot, apparently going to help Nong Yu solve her psychological problem.
Mo Crow grabbed Bai Feng and laughed wildly, "Hahaha, boy, you know how afraid I was of you telling me that you once liked your wife."
Bai Feng gritted his teeth and asked, "Why do you still know about this?"
"Because I've been here, kid."
"...Well...you used to like stopping at romantic places and commenting on the women there. I think Yingge would be very interested in that."
Mo Crow:!
The eyes of Mo Crow and Bai Feng met each other unconsciously. After the firelight burst, a black figure and a white figure began to chase through the air in Xianyang.