"Huh? Sister Ju Shuang, what are you looking at me for?" Lu Yan asked inadvertently.
Ju Shuang took a breath and quickly turned his gaze to his daughter, "Nothing. It's just what you said to Ayan just now. I think you said it very well, sir."
"Yeah, then I'm relieved." Lu Yan's attention was still on the two boys who were sparring, "Ayan is extremely talented. He only stayed in the Taoist school for half a year, and his Taoist swordsmanship is impressive. The child is so talented.
Well, as an elder, it’s even more of a headache.”
"Yes, that's what the young master said."
Ehuang stood next to Ju Shuang's back, watching her series of reactions and expressions, her amber eyes flashing with a different kind of brilliance.
Sister, can you really...
When Ji Yan and Jie finished their martial arts training today, Lu Yan took the two boys to learn their lessons. She called out to Ju Shuang and said, "Sister, I have something to ask you."
Ju Shuang had no doubt that he was there, and said as he walked: "Huh? What's the matter? Just say it like this."
Ehuang glanced at Lu Yan and took Ju Shuang's hand, "Follow me."
"What's going on? What on earth could be so mysterious?" Ju Shuang was dragged by her, very confused and didn't understand.
Ehuang raised his head and glanced at the sky, confirming that Bai Feng, who was guarding the Imperial Master's Mansion, was not nearby, and finally let down his guard.
"Sister, do you have feelings for adults like men and women?"
Ju Shuang covered her lips with her hands and giggled: "What are you talking about? I have known the young master for more than ten years, and we have known each other for a long time before Nongyu. If I really have my heart set on it, how could it be possible - "
Ehuang kept staring into her eyes and interrupted directly: "Sister, you can't deceive me. You can hide it from adults and Mrs. Nongyu, but you can't hide it from me."
Ju Shuang threw her hand away, with a displeased look on his face, and scolded: "Ehuang, what exactly do you want to say?"
"Sister, the way you are now is very similar to me back then to a certain extent. Are you still trying to lie to me?"
"you……"
"At that time, I was strongly dissatisfied with the relationship between Jun Shun, sister Nvying and me, and intended to kill my sister and monopolize Jun Jun. After experiencing a life and death, I chose to withdraw from it, and for a time I had the idea of committing suicide.
The one who gave me a new lease of life is you, sister."
Now when Ehuang talked about that unbearable past, his expression did not waver at all, but when he faced Ju Shuang, his voice trembled: "From the day when the Imperial Master got married, until you went to work at the border, and now, you
Do you still want to continue hiding it from everyone, and even deceive yourself?"
"Ehuang..."
Ju Shuang lowered his head, his shoulders were shaking, and he took a step forward to hug Ehuang.
"Sister, you..."
She pressed her face close to Ehuang, her voice a little hoarse: "I'm so happy that I didn't actually stab you with the sword when the young master asked me to deal with you."
"elder sister."
The two hugged each other for a short while, and Ju Shuang took the initiative to step away, pulling Ehuang to sit down casually beside him.
"It's different. My relationship with the young master is different from that between you and that Lord Shun." She held Ehuang's hand, her eyes drifted to the sky, and her thoughts began to look back in time.
"When I first met the young master, he was less than ten years old, and I was already twenty. How could I possibly have a relationship with him?"
Ehuang really didn't know about this kind of thing. It turned out that Lu Yan was still a child when the two met.
"Back then, I was the assassin of Luo Wang. In order to assassinate Lord Xinling, I did not hesitate to become his concubine. It was at that time that I became pregnant with Ayan."
"Ayan's biological father is Lord Xinling?!"
Ju Shuang was now immune to these and continued to speak calmly: "Luo Wang's assassin missions came one after another. After I killed Lord Xinling with my own hands, I received the order to assassinate the young master.
During this period, many battles took place. I failed, but the young master did not kill me because I was a pregnant woman.
He took me with him and started to flee. Finally, when surrounded by a trap, he used a sword technique that sacrificed his life to protect me from danger."
"Sacrifice your life, why?"
"I also thought he was dead, so I decided to name the child Yan. Of course he was not dead, and it didn't take long to find him, and we stayed together in the Little Saint's Villa.
He is a hero and the savior of Ayan and I. He is a boy nearly ten years younger than me. Do you think I will have feelings for a boy and a boy? "
Ehuang sighed deeply when he heard this, "It means that it didn't happen at that time, but later..."
Ju Shuang showed a wry smile, "I'm not sure. When I personally arranged his marriage to Nongyu, I suddenly realized that that young man was already an upright man. I can't live without him.
exists. But he is already married, and I personally gave Nongyu’s hand to him. And..."
"Moreover, he also made a vow that he would only have one person in this life. So sister, you have to keep hiding it like this?" Ehuang turned to look at her, feeling heartbroken.
Ju Shuang smiled at her and said, "That's it. For the young master, for Nongyu, and for Ayan, this outcome is the best. This is also the solution I came up with by calmly thinking alone at the border. Just like
If you had continued to persist, the three of you might not have been able to live peacefully."
Emperor E really didn't know how to persuade him anymore, so he could only echo and say: "Sister, are you comparing Sir with Lord Shun? Although it's very disdainful to say it, I think if I had known him first,
I am afraid that when the Imperial Master sees Lord Shun again, he will not be tempted at all."
"Yeah, I can understand."
"Shun Jun still wanted to hug me and my sister from left to right without letting anyone go. Instead, I tried my best to only have Mrs. Nongyu. My respect for you, sister, surprised me even more."
Ju Shuang smiled sweetly and said to her quite proudly: "That's right. An independent personality is what he cares about most. Having three wives and four concubines, embracing each other, is essentially a kind of exploitation and independence from your partner.
A personal insult.”
"..." Ehuang didn't quite understand, but he was greatly shocked.
"So, can you understand my choice? If I let the young master break this oath for me and destroy his always firm personality creed, it is better to let me bear all this. The young master will always be the young man in my heart."
Ju Shuang stood up, stretched his body, revealing his proud curves, turned back to Ehuang and said: "Thank you for listening to me for listening to these nonsense. I feel much better. Don't tell anyone these things, especially the young master.
.If you really treat me as your sister, then respect my decision."
Ehuang stood up slowly, squinted his eyes, and couldn't help but wipe the corners of his eyes with his hands.
I really regard you as my sister, but you want me to look at you...
She couldn't help but think of another outstanding woman - Luna.
Alas, fortunately I met Mr. Shun first and experienced the ups and downs of love, otherwise I would be tempted to fly into the flames at this time.
Ehuang nodded one after another and twitched his nose, "Well... I won't tell anyone."
Ju Shuang then left with peace of mind. As he moved, a wisp of smoke disappeared from the corner of his eyes.