Chapter 205 The source of that sense of oppression
As soon as Ye Diedie entered into those insights of her own, the first thing that came to mind was this question.
She did not hesitate to choose the answer to this question, but continued to look behind her.
"If you choose to become a human, you will have the opportunity to take a step closer to strength and become a god, but your lifespan will only be two hundred years at most!"
"If you choose to remain a beast, you can survive the catastrophe and have endless lifespan and great strength, but no matter how powerful you are, you will never become a god!"
This meant that Ye Diedie probably got two options. After reading it, she became even more hesitant.
After all, if she wants to fulfill the idea in her heart, she must transform into a human being. However, once she transforms into a human being, her lifespan and strength will be greatly reduced.
After thinking about it for a long time, Ye Diedie chose to continue becoming a soul beast and did not intend to transform into a human being.
"The most important thing is your own strength. If you want to transform, I hope you can find a way in the future."
"Actually, it's very simple to change into a human form. The main thing is to prevent my true identity from being discovered by humans or even gods."
Ye Diedie kept thinking in her heart, but she still couldn't think of a solution.
It is indeed very simple for her to deceive those humans, as long as her mental power is strong.
However, if she wanted to deceive God, she felt that only if her spiritual power exceeded a million years would she have any possibility.
Otherwise, she might be in danger, after all, her idea is very dangerous.
After Ye Diedie couldn't find the answer to the question, she gave up this thinking.
"The boat will be straight when it reaches the bridge. Let's absorb some other insights first!"
After Ye Diedie chose to continue becoming a soul beast, she felt a sense of oppression within herself, suppressing her body.
This kind of suppression is very strange and will not cause her any loss in strength or mental strength.
However, it gave her the illusion that it was impossible to become a god.
Ye Diedie feels that this feeling comes from the bottom of her heart, from within, or is a shackle on her soul.
Although her strength was not lost, she was still a little overwhelmed, which made her extremely uncomfortable.
Ye Diedie actually felt this way a long time ago, and the first time she felt oppressive was when she broke through to the Millennium Soul Beast.
After being a soul beast for a thousand years, she seemed to feel that there was a shackle on her body, blocking her path to becoming a god.
Of course, before she became a hundred thousand year soul beast, she didn't know that this was blocking her path to God, it was just a little uncomfortable.
As Ye Diedie's cultivation years continue to increase, she has a deeper understanding of this feeling.
Only after breaking through the 100,000-year-old soul beast can we truly understand this feeling.
However, she was a little overwhelmed by the occurrence of this feeling.
After all, soul beasts cannot become gods... There are no relevant events in her inherited memory.
But in her previous life, she accidentally saw it in a novel, and it seemed to be related to the Dragon God.
Ye Diedie vaguely remembered that long before Douluo Continent, soul beasts also had divine status.
However, as time passed and things like the Dragon God's rebellion happened, the soul beasts' deities were removed.
In the current God Realm, it seems that only human beings exist.
"Furthermore, it seems that the spirit beast that the Dragon God automatically admits cannot become a god..."
In her previous life, Ye Diedie felt that something was wrong with this incident, but she only read it as a novel at the time.
Now that she had experienced it herself, she was even more sure of the idea that something was wrong in her heart.
"The Dragon God is still the ancestor of all soul beasts after all. How can you propose that all soul beasts cannot obtain the divine status? There must be something wrong here."
"It's just that now that I have broken through the 100,000-year-old soul beast, I have some ability to find the truth."
Ye Diedie is constantly thinking about some of her past life thoughts about the Dragon God, and combining them with her own personal practice.
After all, this step of the Dragon God has cut off his own retreat, and it is impossible for another soul beast to become a god.
Then, the status of soul beasts will eventually be weaker than humans, and the Dragon God doesn't want to see this!
"This sense of oppression is a bit strange. I had never experienced it before my century-old soul beast. It only really appeared when I was a thousand-year soul beast."
"And this sense of oppression seems to be constantly diluting its own existence. A long time ago, I could clearly feel that something was wrong, but now I can't."
"Let me think about it...when did this feeling of oppression arise for me."
Ye Diedie then entered her own memory world, and what she focused on was the memory of her thousand-year soul beast.
After all, the feeling she had when she broke through the Thousand-Year Soul Beast was the most profound, and that was also the first time she felt that way.
As time continued to change, she felt more confused about her identity as a human being.
If Ye Diedie had not been protecting her memory, she might have completely forgotten that she was a human being.
Moreover, one day her memory will be corrected and she will officially become a soul beast aborigine.
This feeling of dilution and correction also started with this thousand-year soul beast.
At that time, Ye Diedie did not have the strength to check, but now she is already a hundred thousand year old soul beast.
Even if it was God's fault, she believed she could still scratch the surface of it.
Ye Diedie kept searching in her memory to find out what big things happened during the time when she was a thousand-year soul beast.
"After finding the territory of Blue Silver Grass, Ah Yin was born with consciousness... No, it was before this."
"Ah Yin hadn't appeared in my eyes at that time, but the feeling of oppression appeared vaguely."
Ye Diedie is constantly confirming what she encountered or what she did during that time.
"But... it must have been during the time in the Blue Silver Grass territory."
Ye Diedie was still thinking about it, and she felt that she seemed to be close to the truth.
"When I just broke through the Millennium Soul Beast, I came to the territory of Blue Silver Grass. After that, I met the little Blue Silver King."
"After that, I kept practicing until Ah Yin appeared..."
"What is certain is that the period before Ah Yin appeared... that was the period of time when I was practicing."
"Wait?! Practice... practice?!"
Ye Diedie slowly and continuously deduced, and she finally felt that something was wrong.
After she met Little Blue Silver King, and before she discovered Ah Yin, she had been in a state of cultivation.
And at that time... something big happened to her.
That matter is no less important than the survival of the entire Phantom Butterfly race...
"That's right! I remembered it, it's about the Phantom Butterfly Technique!"
"It was because when I reached the thousand-year soul beast level, there was no follow-up cultivation method."
Ye Diedie was still thinking, but her eyes gradually brightened, and she seemed to have found the key...
"At that time, I relied on the previous cultivation methods and began to deduce the cultivation methods of the Millennium Phantom Butterfly on my own."
"However, when I was deducing the last step of the cultivation method, I always felt that something was missing. Finally, Little Blue Silver King told me."