It is useless to have obsession and memory. If you do not have enough ability to control it, you will only become a puppet controlled by obsession.
Nangong Ling knew that his strength was not enough, and the only one he could rely on in this regard was Xiao Hei.
Over the years, Xiao Hei has been with me and helped me overcome many hardships.
Although Nangong Ling was filled with fear when she was first possessed by Xiao Hei, now she has unknowingly regarded Xiao Hei as her partner.
It's just that Xiao Hei doesn't seem to regard Nangong Ling as his partner.
Also, to Xiao Hei, we are all just mayflies.
Tang Ling unconsciously brought herself into Nangong Ling's perspective.
Xiao Hei can actually exist alone in the world, but no one will see or hear it.
Therefore, when Xiao Hei walks in the world, he often finds a body that suits him and uses it to possess him.
But if it doesn't have this body, it also has a black cat body that has been commonly used for many years.
This black cat body has been with Xiao Hei for who knows how long. Xiao Hei cherishes it very much and will not possess it for too long.
As far as Tang Ling knew, Xiao Hei later used the black cat body for a long time, at least a thousand years.
So although Xiao Hei spends most of his time in Nangong Ling's body, there are also times when he is attached to the black cat's body and goes out alone.
At this time, Xiao Hei would not notify Nangong Ling at all and would always go alone. Nangong Ling could only rely on his own dialogue to judge whether Xiao Hei had left his body.
Because this happened many times, Nangong Ling was not too worried when Xiao Hei went out alone again one day.
Xiao Hei left for half a month and didn't come back.
Before that, even if Xiao Hei left, he would not leave for more than seven days at most.
It seems to cherish the black cat body very much and is reluctant to use it for too long.
But this time I left for half a month and didn't come back.
For half a month, the first thing Nangong Ling did when he woke up every morning was to call Xiao Hei, but his body was empty and extremely silent, and the lazy yet comforting voice no longer sounded.
Nangong Ling felt an inexplicable panic.
Of course, Tang Ling didn't know these emotions.
Because at this time, her consciousness was still following Xiao Hei, walking aimlessly.
Tang Ling didn't know why Xiao Hei chose to leave Nangong Ling's body.
She only knew that one day at a certain time, when Nangong Ling was looking in the mirror, Xiao Hei suddenly stared at Nangong Ling in the mirror for a long time without making any movement.
She felt that Xiao Hei's heart was empty, with no emotion left, except for confusion.
A huge feeling of confusion spread over the whole body, like a layer of extremely cold ice, covering the whole heart, preventing any light or warmth from entering.
After the confusion, there is an inexplicable boredom.
This kind of boredom made Xiao Hei no longer want to stay in the body in the mirror.
It chose to leave.
Tang Ling failed to understand this emotion at first, but as she wandered around with Xiao Hei during these days, she observed Xiao Hei's condition and connected her past memories with her understanding of Xiao Hei.
The answer that Tang Ling found that was closest to the truth was that Xiao Hei had lost his memory.
Xiao Hei had this problem when he possessed his original body, Tang Ling, and when he later met the dying Nangong Xun.
That's why it needs to set the memory anchor point.
Because I know my brain is not working well.
Tang Ling sighed again.
It seems that the reason for setting the bell's memory anchor was because I had a premonition that I was about to get sick again?
Tang Ling sympathized with it a little.
But immediately, she began to sympathize with herself.
After following Xiao Hei out of Nangong City and wandering around for half a month, Tang Ling discovered how miserable the people of the northern countries were during the time when Emperor Wu was in power.
There was smoke and corpses everywhere.
Killing, blood, contention, deception and trickery...
Wars continued one after another, plagues were rampant, and the people lived in misery. Endless despair and pain surrounded the lands where Emperor Wu fought.
Tang Ling lived in a peaceful era in his previous life. After time traveling, he spent most of his time practicing in the mountains. He went out several times to perform missions, also in places without war.
This was her first time experiencing war firsthand.
It was supposed to be a high-walled garden with beautiful mountains and clear waters, but it turned into ruins and a purgatory on earth. It was supposed to be a harmonious reunion of relatives, but instead it became a place of wandering and wandering, and people exchanged their children for food.
The war destroyed the happy and peaceful life of the people on this land and shattered everything that people had worked hard to achieve.
He has obviously killed monsters and gone through many hardships.
But seeing the horrific bodies and faces of those injured in the war, I still couldn't help but want to escape.
In comparison, life in Nangong Mansion is simply paradise.
Why did Xiao Hei leave heaven?
One reason is that it has lost its memory, and another reason is that it may be because it is experiencing something more terrifying than leaving heaven.
Although Xiao Hei did not escape, although he faced all these without any expression or psychological change.
However, Tang Ling found that after being frequently exposed to such scenes, its amnesia became more frequent.
The shortest time is even a few hours.
Tang Ling also frequently followed it through these amnesias.
It's really terrible.
That feeling of confusion and emptiness, that feeling of adapting to your new identity one moment and forgetting who you are the next moment
It was as if Tang Ling had just traveled through time, had just gotten acquainted with the family here and had feelings for him, but suddenly lost all his memories and came to another unfamiliar realm.
Everything in this world is often unfamiliar to Xiao Hei.
What's even more uncomfortable is that Xiao Hei knows about his amnesia.
It just can't be remembered.
It only feels the void, but it also knows that the void exists.
Tang Ling was afraid that one day it would regard him as a real stray cat and then die silently.
Something like this really happened one day.
Fortunately, Xiao Hei found another suitable body in the chaos of the war. With a few breaths left, he possessed it and took back the black cat's body.
But it's also possessed by a cat.
A cat that is stained with blood and mud and cannot distinguish its color.
When passing through an area where refugees were concentrated, he was stared at by pairs of green eyes like hungry wolves, and then he was grabbed with all hands and hands and thrown into the boiling pot of water.
Xiao Hei didn't resist.
It forgot that it knew magic and just thought that it was an ordinary stray cat with no ability to resist humans.
It endured severe pain and died numbly. It was cooked and then its flesh and blood was eaten.
Afterwards, I suddenly realized that I would not die.
It was also after that time that Xu knew that it would not work if he continued like this, so Xiao Hei began to move towards a certain place.
Move forward, move forward day and night.
Moving on after amnesia.
Tang Ling believed that Xiao Hei must have used some method to keep walking towards the place in his heart.
She didn't understand the method, and she couldn't see everything in the inheritance of memories.
She only knows that if Xiao Hei doesn't solve the problem, he won't go crazy, but she will follow Xiao Hei and experience all this firsthand.