Only when you have low self-esteem will you keep asking: Are you good-looking?
Li Caiyan asked several times, and Jiang Xiaoliang kept listening quietly, very patiently, and comforted her again and again.
"There is no need to compare with the seemingly gorgeous appearance and empty self-confidence around you. Believe that you can do well and that you are the best. Then you are the unique trainee in Produce 48."
"Really? Is this enough? Xiaoliang"
"Of course, you are the best Yanzi. By the way, can you let me go and breathe? I'm going to...die..."
When her mood became more stable, Li Caiyan quickly let go of the person in her arms, and then she saw the person rolling his eyes and pretending to be suffocated and fainting with a funny expression.
After venting, I felt a sense of embarrassment.
She is a sister, and she is actually crying while hugging "Little Liangmei".
"Ah, what are you doing..."
"What not to do~"
The pale blue hole returned to its original position, and Jiang Xiaoliang smiled brightly, full of energy.
She waved to Li Caiyan to sit down and take a rest.
Then he took out his treasured cheese sticks from his pocket. There were three cheese sticks in total. He ate one himself and found it very delicious, so he suppressed his greed and left one for Guangbei.
She gave the last one to Li Caiyan.
Brother Xiaoliang felt a little strange when he saw the girl lowering her head and saying nothing after taking it, so he urged:
"What are you doing? Oh, if looking at the cheese sticks would increase the quantity, I would have done it a long time ago, so don't look at it, swallow, and just eat~"
"Eat later."
"Why?"
"Miwa-chan hasn't memorized the pronunciation of the arrangement yet, I have to teach her."
Yanzi explained this, and Jiang Xiaoliang nodded, saying that was the case, but she felt more distressed than moved.
So she changed her statement:
"They haven't learned how to arrange music yet, so let them practice the choreography on their own first. Eat something before you have the strength to continue teaching. Teachers are human beings too. Don't collapse on the desk from exhaustion."
"That...that choreographer was also taught by me."
"Moragu?! You did it all?"
"Inside."
"Hey, where's the captain?! Come out and seek justice~"
"Captain, it's me too..."
For some reason, facing Jiang Xiaoliang like this, Li Caiyan didn't dare to look at him, lowered her head and said weakly.
"Ha!" Jiang Xiaoliang couldn't believe it, and couldn't help laughing silently: "Guilty?!"
The expression of frowning and pursed lips was difficult to describe in words.
She would rarely show such absurd expressions, unless she encountered something incomprehensible, and even thought she had heard wrongly.
If Brother Liangzi understands it correctly, it means that Li Caiyan is solely responsible for the choreography, music arrangement, and even the captain of their group.
"What are you doing? You!"
She looked at the other shy girls with extremely speechless eyes, as if asking for guilt.
Everyone is afraid of angry Jiang Xiaoliang.
Feeling that she would not be scolded, Goto Moesaki tried hard to explain, and said intermittently: "Ryo-chan, I... I always take the wrong shot, Ayayan-chan... is helping me."
"oh."
The very beautiful Sakura girl, Miu Shimoo, who had been a teammate for a few days, saw Ryo-chan looking at her and hurriedly waved her hand to explain:
"I asked Caiyan-chan because the pronunciation of the arrangement was not easy, so I'm sorry."
"oh?"
The last one, Miyazaki Miho, didn't wait for Jiang Xiaoliang's eyes to look at her. After Shimoo Miyu finished speaking, she almost didn't pause and continued directly:
"I'm a choreographer and I really can't remember, so..."
"Guilty, so - do you think those who are capable should work harder? Or should you just feel at ease and watch others do their work for you for free?"
The three Sakura girls immediately shook their heads with excited and aggrieved expressions.
"No! No!"
"I...we like Caiyan-chan very much..."
"Yeah!" Jiang Xiaoliang became angrier as he listened, adjusted his round glasses, and then couldn't help but lift up his sleeves.
Seeing this scene and this familiar little habit, Jin Minzhou knew that Xiaoliang was really angry.
"Likes require feedback! Even stand-up comedy will have laughter from the audience. If you really responded, Li Caiyan wouldn't be like this. Have you seen the dark circles on her face and the tiredness in her eyes?
? I can see even with my short-sightedness, but what about you? Don’t hide yourself in your own world."
"Xiao Liang, I volunteer..."
Li Caiyan grabbed Xiaoliang's clothes and pulled gently. Although she was moved, she still didn't want to burden others because of herself.
Jiang Xiaoliang frowned when he heard this.
"It's up to you to volunteer, but they can't enjoy other people's contributions and then pretend not to know anything about it. And you, Yanzi...hey Yigu!"
A sudden trance, a quiet sigh, and the heartache derived from it merged into a soft and helpless question in the practice room:
"There is no such reason. Why should you be a good person and wrong yourself? Why do you pretend to be strong when no one feels sorry for you?"
After saying that Li Caiyan did not dare to look at her, Jiang Xiaoliang turned to look at the three Sakura girls who lowered their heads and said nothing, with serious and serious expressions.
"And you, don't take it for granted without permission!
"
"That's not the case, they, Xiaoliang..."
At this moment, Li Caiyan, as the captain, was very conflicted.
The feeling of being moved by Jiang Xiaoliang's "outspokenness" and the feeling of being distressed by the silence of the group members made the two sides of the scale in my heart go up and down.
"Okay, I can't control them, but you, Kim Min-joo—"
Only then did he discover that the only really soft girl in the dormitory, Jin Minzhou, also came to the "1000%" group. Jiang Xiaoliang really didn't expect it and was very disappointed.
"Yanzi, please go away. This is related to the overall quality and image of dormitory 233. Oh, Kim Min-joo...wow! You are really used to each other! I am acting as the dormitory chief, Comrade Jiang Guangbei, and I am now carrying out the work of persuasion."
Brother Xiaoliang first pulled Li Caiyan, who was standing in front of him, trying to stop him, behind him, and then led her towards Jin Minzhou, who had been silent and had scared eyes.
Seeing the menacing Jiang Xiaoliang, she was really scared.
"I have always loved Caiyan and Ouni's, I have..."
"What, do you have an alibi? You have a perfect fault, you are not guilty? What do you love? You are the perfect criminal. You use others' love for you and silence as a gift to feedback. You are very bad.
!”
"No, I am very grateful, like and care about Caiyan Ouni very much!
"Jin Minzhou couldn't help it anymore and retorted loudly.
If you are misunderstood, anyone can...
But it can’t be you, Jiang Xiaoliang.
"Why are you, Kim Min-joo, yelling at me so loudly? I'm scared!"
"Xiao Liang, you are a scoundrel!"
"You are even more rogue. Li Caiyan is by your side. Keep this energy and tell her! What are you saying to me?! If you dare to yell at me, don't you dare to say thank you to others? Don't you even like someone?
Do you want someone else to convey it to you?"
Jiang Xiaoliang feels that silence is okay anytime.
The only thing is - when you like someone and thank someone, you can't pretend to be deaf and dumb!
Brother Liangzi and the girl looked at each other and said word by word:
"You care, you care, you care, you don't say it, don't say it, don't say it!"
"Ani (no)! I just keep it in my heart and wait for the opportunity..."
"Time? How funny~ Ah, Kim Min Joo xi! A great man once said: You can hide everything in your heart, except gratitude and love. Don't hide it in your heart. Over time, it will expire, deteriorate, and hurt others and yourself!"
Jin Minzhou couldn't compete with Jiang Xiaoliang. His ears were red and his expression was about to cry. He made her anxious and started saying strange things:
"You! Which... great man said that?"
"oops!"
How could Jiang Xiaoliang know? He just said nonsense casually:
"That's what a tree man named Zhou from my hometown said! You care about so much!"
"Treant Oppa?"
After saying that, she looked at Kim Min-joo who was confused because of "Treant Oppa".
The way you like and appreciate someone but don't say it out loud means that you really don't like it.
"Jin Min Zhouxi! You really make people anxious. Look, you and Yanzi are so close to each other. She is reaching out to you, but you fail to stretch out your hand. However, she does not dare to retract her hand.
I have no choice but to be tired all the time and support you, you are too selfish, aren't you?"
Li Caiyan tightly clenched the little hand holding her, turned her head slightly, and stared blankly at Jiang Xiaoliang, who was fighting for her.
This is the first time I see someone standing up for themselves and speaking for themselves.
Even in JYP before, except for her closest sister, no one had ever thought about her like this and cared so much about her mood.
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Even if they care, no one will say...
Brother Liang, who didn't know that he had touched her heart, continued to output:
"How did I tell Zhang Yuanying and classmate Xiao Yuan when Miss Zhou Ziyu was still here just now? You are a team. When others are protecting you from the wind and rain, what can you give her behind the scenes?"
"hug…"
"That's it! Come on! Watch what I do again?!"
Even if you are sad, you will not frown because you don’t know who will appear in front of you. Try to tell Yanzi that you are really good and your smile is really beautiful.
After venting their anger and pushing away the "bad guy" Jiang Xiaoliang, the girls, feeling ashamed in their hearts, began to rush forward and hugged Sister Yanzi fiercely.
"Onie, thank you! Miane!"
"Caiyan-chan! You are the best captain in Meiyu's heart!"
"I'm sorry, thank you for your hard work, Caiyan~ It's us who have burdened you all this time, I'm really sorry!"
Li Caiyan was hugged by the girls. Because she was happy and shy, she showed a shy and bright smile. What's so bad about this girl?
But it’s very pretty~
Flowers are all different, as girls should be.
"no problem, no problem."
Lee Chae-yeon softly comforted Kim Min-joo who was crying in her arms.
Then she raised her head and looked at Jiang Xiaoliang stupidly.
Jiang Xiaoliang also looked at her and winked playfully.
In Li Caiyan's dumbfounded expression, Brother Xiao Liang patted his bulging pocket, which contained a lot of snacks. They were all snacks brought by Zhou Ziyu, thanks to you~
"Who else is bullying you? Brother Liangzi will solve it for you in one go."
"Nope~"
Jiang Xiaoliang smiled silently and said: "Where~"
Yanzi looked at Jiang Xiaoliang quietly, watching her wipe the tears from her face, and she held the man's hand that was full of chocolate after eating snacks.
The sad person waited for her little friend and looked at the person next to her wiping her eyes with the pads of her fingers. So the girl deleted all the sadness and grievances in her heart, gathered her mind and walked out.
Thinking about it, what if Produce 48 didn’t have Jiang Xiaoliang...
Then I may continue to feel wronged, and this small world will be very boring...
"Wuli, can you laugh together."
"Inside."
Brother Liangzi was eating a chocolate bar, and the pale blue in his eyes seemed to be flowing, like the sea, with slight ripples.
The girl is a gentle little ghost, very deceptive, she even deceives herself, but she doesn't even leave herself any tenderness.
A beautiful and kind-hearted girl, but her memory is not very good.
It's easy to forget unhappy things and whether others have hurt you... In fact, I don't know that all your gentleness is hidden in your inferiority complex. You just need someone who is willing to give you confidence and has a gentle heart.
"By the way, I remember, the ones who bullied you were An Youzhen and Cui Ruina!"
Jiang Xiaoliang clapped his little hands, wiped the chocolate chips from the corner of his mouth, and narrowed his eyes at the girl with a smile.