The mouth that was about to speak paused, and in the end not a single word came out.
Whatever you say is hurt, whatever you say is wrong.
The huge house was empty as if there was nothing there. The rain had stopped, but there were still dark clouds outside the window, as if the storm was about to come.
Holding a thin blanket and a fleece coat, Li Ze approached the elevator entrance and asked the person on the phone again softly: "Is she bound to die?"
"The contract we made with the devil will remain valid even after the devil dies."
"This is wrong. In movies and TV shows, as long as the devil dies, the contract will be invalid."
"What if the devil is not a bastard, but a devil?" Chamier said lightly: "What if the devil doesn't want to let the other party live?"
An inexplicable sourness filled Li Ze's heart. He held up an umbrella and protected the things in his arms, but he was still not mentally prepared.
"By the way, brother, you didn't change your clothes. If you go back in wet clothes, the girl who loves you won't be happy."
Li Ze stood there in a daze, feeling that the things he had wrapped in a bag in his hands were still emitting the warmth of the sun, and then he said in a gentle and unnatural tone: "Okay."
After cutting off the phone, Li Ze raised his head. The street lights quietly turned on... It was daytime now, but the sky was as dark as if someone had covered it with a curtain. Only the glowing blue was exposed far away, like
A broken heart is boundlessly out of control.
The street lamps are as bright as pearls, and the property market is an endless river of colorful lights. Some people stop and stare, frowning affectionately to express their inner uneasiness, while others speed up their pace, wanting to escape from this increasingly dark place. But there is a sound coming from around them.
Laughing, Li Ze turned his head and took a peek. The little girl and her mother were both wearing raincoats, stepping into the puddles and showing bright smiles.
It’s amazing! Li Ze couldn’t help but sigh.
Suddenly, he suddenly realized that he was slowly moving closer to the little girl and the mother.
They all saw each other, but they could only look at each other quietly. The mother protected the little girl behind her. For strangers, they were really not strong enough to deal with Li Ze. She was already ready to shout, "What are you going to do?"
?"
"Thank you very much." Li Ze replied in Japanese, very slowly, "Thank you for reminding me of something."
The mother was confused: "Excuse me, what is it?"
"My mother, but she has passed away." Li Ze knelt down and looked directly into the little girl's slightly frightened eyes.
Strictly speaking, the word "death" is not reliable, because he doesn't know whether it is real death. He has always been a staunch materialist. He saw the girl's body being cut open and her heart taken out, and he saw the girl being beaten into minced flesh.
Unable to piece together, he was willing to identify with the word death out of sadness. But what about his mother? What about his father? He didn't see it at all. It was because of this idea that he always believed that they were still alive in this world, even if so many people were in his ears.
Say the words "already dead".
What did he think of when he saw the little girl?
I remembered that I was like this when I was a child, but he was not wearing a raincoat or rain boots, and he was just treading water stupidly. When my mother saw it, she pretended to be angry, and kept telling her to beat him if he didn't come up, but when she saw
When my son is smiling, he will stretch his hips even when he is pretending... That is something I will never forget.
But why did he do this? He probably still didn't give up. He wanted to make a bet with himself that they would come back. He even made a wish that when they came back, he would listen to them carefully, not play games or make trouble, and wash their feet for fun.
They are happy.
People, sometimes they really don’t want to die until they reach the Yellow River. Just like him, he will still have illusions until he sees it with his own eyes.
"Sorry." Mother looked embarrassed.
"Actually, I still have a friend, but in a few months, she will leave."
"...It's a girl, right?"
Li Ze was stunned.
His mother pointed at the clothes in his arms and smiled: "It must be beautiful!"
Li Ze hugged the bag tightly and nodded: "It's very beautiful."
"I suggest you go home and change your clothes. Boys who get wet are not popular with girls." The mother took out two candies from the shopping bag.
"I can't accept it..." Li Ze was a little nervous and didn't know how to stop it.
"You must love her very much. If it's illness, what a girl hopes for most is that her boy can always be by her side."
This answer was abrupt but not surprising, as if Li Ze had already had a premonition after asking the question just now.
After a moment of silence, he decided to follow his inner voice: "...I will do my best."
"Girls like to eat sweets very much." The mother grabbed a handful of candies again, "Especially for sick girls, sweetness is their last hope."
The desire for happiness is like a big dream. After waking up from the dream, it is filled with the sound of heartbreak.
That was Zhai Xixi's wish, but at this moment, he wanted to help her realize it.
Li Ze was in a trance and had a dream. In the dream, he returned to Fang Steen. In the dream, he returned to San Francisco, where a man and a woman ran away on Christmas Eve. In the dream, he returned to San Francisco, where a man and a woman depended on each other in the elevator. He kissed the girl.
The feeling of the kiss was like a feather, gently tickling his lips, and at this moment, it was like a cold knife scraping his heart again and again.
Now, he felt that his whole body was about to be broken, and his heart was filled with waves and shadows.
At this moment, the dream scene was shattered, and he watched longingly as the two people, one big and one small, held hands and left into the distance.
He was thrown alone into the dark day. There was no light above his head, only the strong wind and a bit of cold rain hitting his face. He felt no pain. He felt no pain, but he was very panicked. He desperately wanted to call out a name.
, there was only an empty echo in response to her, and cold sweat gradually ran down his back.
Chamiel!
Why did he shout this name at this time?
Li Ze wiped his face in the eyes of passers-by, only to find that there were undried tears on his cheeks.
In the past few days, there was a very beautiful girl who kissed him like the previous girl, so many times, but it was like a sad and angry nightmare... Those kisses were like someone giving him an anesthetic, and he was numb.
I want to cry.
So, what happened to him?
He didn't like Zhao Xi, and he couldn't even say he liked her. They only got along with her for a few days, but it made her feel like she was a bitch. He always felt how much she cared about him... But, it seemed that she really cared. What he should have should be pity, but regret. It should be a pity, but it suddenly turns into sorrow, which is difficult to describe.
The phone rang, and Li Ze pressed the answer button without looking at it. At this time, he was still in the mood to disturb other people's feelings. The only one who didn't know what was going on was Chamelle.
"Brother, turn around and go forward, walk through two intersections and then turn left."
"Xamil, why do I care so much about Zhai Xi?" Li Ze asked with a chuckle.
"Well... you may have lost too much, and I want to find a harbor to dock your injured little heart."
"Charmir..." Li Ze calmed down, "Tell me, what are your plans this time?"
Chamille turned a deaf ear: "It's also possible that my brother thought she was too miserable and wanted to give the fallen girl a warm home."
"She is not a lost girl!"
"Of course she is not a delinquent. However, brother, do you really have no idea about living in the same room with such a beautiful and charming little wife who is always seducing? I will not interfere this time.
It's very generous. After all, my brother also needs a normal life of men and women. I will sing for you and Miss Zhaixi's Yingying Yanyan in the Arctic Circle."
Li Ze walked calmly: "You want me to play her boyfriend? Until the day she dies?"
"If you fall in love with her, I think that's fine...turn left and then take another intersection."
"Do you want to see the sadomasochism of the century? The heroine is sick and about to die and the hero is trying hard to please you?"
"Maybe you'll change your minds."
Li Ze didn't say anything. Following Chamier's guidance, he walked to a park and pushed aside the bushes designated by Chamiel. Inside, there was a dying Shiba Inu lying on the ground.
"The name is Nian Nian, left behind by a Chinese girl who returned to China. This is one of Zhae Xi's wishes."
Li Ze understood. Zhaexi wanted a pet. She was indeed the superior head of the family, but the caretaker of Toba Yuan was like a canary, and nothing went as she wished. She hated this kind of life, and Yuqi
Aoi too, those diaries all reveal Aoi Aoi's hopes.
But Li Ze was suddenly curious. Since Toba Yuan had done these things to his family master, why didn't he continue now and let the canary come out?