Somewhere in Gao Yang's heart was inexplicably touched. Regardless of his past and present lives, he met all kinds of people, but he never met a listener.【】
At most, others only care about their own secrets, but Mo Ling just wants to be a listener. Although he also feels that this is unreal, the feeling in his heart cannot be suppressed.
He looked at Mo Ling silently for a long time, and then smiled: "Anyway, I still want to thank you, Mo Ling, you have said so much, can I say a few more words?"
Mo Ling smiled and said, "Just ask."
Gao Yang said sternly: "Actually, I know your boss's intentions very well. He definitely wants my help in the affairs of Chenxiang Valley. To be honest, I can't do that."
Mo Ling was stunned for a moment: "Because of Lu Qingfang?"
Gao Yang shook his head: "It's not because of anyone, it's just that I don't want to help, and Lu Qingfang also came to me, but I sternly refused, and we are basically at odds now."
Mo Ling looked at him strangely: "I thought you were a compassionate person, but I didn't expect you to be so decisive in doing things."
Gao Yang said calmly: "If it's love and love between children, I may have died countless times. Even if it's love, I still have to treat people like you. Even if I die under peonies, I'm still a ghost. If it were someone else, what?
You can't even get it, but you foolishly pay for it. Aren't you an idiot?"
Mo Ling felt more and more weird: "But I don't think you are a heartless person. Did you show kindness to Lu Qingfang at the beginning just to sleep with her?"
There was a trace of bitterness on Gao Yang's face: "How come, any kind of emotion is sacred at the beginning, and you can live and die for it, but once this kind of feeling has no result, it changes in quality, and this kind of feeling is no longer
It's worth paying for, and it's not worth being sacred anymore. If you ask me, this kind of wishful thinking is just the obsession of the world."
A flash of light suddenly flashed in Mo Ling's eyes: "You seem to have unique insights into feelings. In fact, I have had this idea for a long time. Don't look at the things I do that are disgusting in the eyes of many people. In fact, the world
In my eyes, each one is more filthy and disgusting than the other. I just want to see who is willing to seek fame and reputation and claim to be noble. In this era, let alone the concept of love, there is a positive outlook on life. Such high moral standards are always required of others.
Only idiots would be willing to be slaves to women if they ask for themselves. For a real man, the initiative is always in his own hands."
Gao Yang was slightly surprised: "Mo Ling, you..."
Mo Ling seemed to feel that he had said a little too much, and his expression darkened, and he said with a sense of sadness: "I just unconsciously felt that I was very close to you, so I said something casually without realizing it, Gao Yang, you don't have to worry about it.
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Gao Yang smiled: "Of course I didn't care, it's just, that's all, people are just pawns in this world. When you think that the initiative is in your own hands, in fact, it is just a joke to those in power. We are all now
Living in a chess game, unless one day I can escape from this chess game and truly take charge of my own life!"
Break out of the chess game and dominate your life?
Mo Ling looked at Gao Yang in disbelief, but his tone was full of ridicule: "How is it possible that all living beings are controlled by invisible fate, and who can escape?"
Gao Yang solemnly said: "The reason why all living beings are like ants is because everyone thinks so. Therefore, in the fairy tales of the Celestial Dynasty for thousands of years, images like Sun Wukong have become rare characters. No one dares to resist, and everyone upholds them."
The way of heaven, but what is the way of heaven? Does it exist to make people live better, or does it allow people to put on shackles and complete their tasks unchanged in the trajectory of life."
Mo Ling seemed to be shocked by these words and remained silent for a long time.
Gao Yang continued at this time: "You know why I caused so much trouble in Tianshi City, but I never cared. To be honest, I never take anyone seriously. I may only have one enemy, and that is this person.
The purpose of my life is to glimpse the way of heaven, break the shackles, and become a free body."
After pondering for a long time, Mo Ling couldn't help but ask: "Gao Yang, are you serious about everything you just said?"
Gao Yang smiled: "I know you don't believe it, but as you just said, I probably feel closer to you, so I couldn't help but say a few more words. You don't have to take it to heart."
Mo Ling heard him cover up what he just said in an understatement, but the shock in her heart could not calm down for a long time.
In all her life, she has never heard such shocking words.
Even if the boss he follows is already very powerful, the boss's eyes can only see worldly interests at most, but Gao Yang is completely detached. He sees farther, higher, and more thought-provoking.
So much so that she unconsciously developed an inexplicable feeling for Gao Yang.
In fact, feelings are very subtle things. As Gao Yang said, at the beginning, people are obsessed with life and death. Even if it is wishful thinking, it is like being addicted and unable to extricate themselves.
Of course, this is not the scariest thing. The most unprepared thing is that you don’t know when it will come or when it will leave.
When you come, you are irresistible and unforgettable.
It was so quiet when he left that you couldn't keep him in time.
Unknowingly, the cigarette had burned to the end. Gao Yang put out the cigarette butt and threw it in the ashtray. Then he put on his clothes neatly and said: "It's time for me to go, Mo Ling. Thank you for staying with me last night. I owe you a favor."
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Seeing him turning around to leave, Mo Ling couldn't help but blurt out: "Gao Yang."
Gao Yang turned around and looked at him, the smile on his face not diminishing: "Didn't I say that the boss would not see you until tonight? Why are you leaving in such a hurry? During this period, I am yours."
Gao Yang said calmly: "Your mission has been accomplished, but I still have my own things to do."
"But you still have one day left, why don't you stop thinking about it?"
Gao Yang smiled: "I think so, but we are human beings and we have to exercise restraint. Do we have to indulge in Wenwen Township all the time just because we think about it? What's more, the ancients said that Wenwen Township is the Tomb of Heroes."
After speaking, Gao Yang turned around again and opened the door.
However, he did not leave directly. He seemed to have thought of something and suddenly said seriously: "By the way, Mo Ling, I have a good impression of you. If you have any ideas in the future, you can tell me and I will try my best to help you complete it. Just for you
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After the words fell, the door was closed and the person disappeared.
Mo Ling looked at the empty room and suddenly felt an overwhelming feeling of loneliness.
Gao Yang didn't have time to eat takeout at the hotel, so he went out and bought a hand cake and went directly to school.
In fact, it doesn't matter whether he goes today or not, but he realized that during the conversation with Mo Ling, he had a good impression of this girl. If he stayed here any longer, whether it was Mo Ling towards him or himself towards Mo Ling, everything would be different.
Once you really have feelings, it will be terrible.
Of course, this feeling may not be love, it may just be ordinary friendship, or it may be a feeling of sympathy.
But Gao Yang and even Mo Ling were not in the same camp as him.
So it's best to remain a stranger.
Even if there is hostility in the future, there is no need to worry.
So he left without even eating, and left very decisively. When he got to school, Gao Yang still shouldered the responsibility of teaching his classmates.
But when school was about to end in the afternoon, Xinyu came out specially.
She told the other students to study on their own, and then called Gao Yang into the main hall.
Xinyu looked at Gao Yang with a strange look. After looking up and down, she couldn't help but say: "Gao Yang, you...have your strength improved again?"
"Master, have you seen it?"
Xinyu said calmly: "I see that when you show it to your classmates, your spiritual power is obviously not at the same level as before."
Gao Yang nodded: "Yes, Master, my strength has reached the Lingtai level. I believe that I will be able to break through to the Hexu realm before the Ten Schools League."
Xinyu looked at him with relief: "Tianshi Academy is not the most powerful academy among the ten cities of Getian, but it is still at the middle level. Under normal circumstances, Mubai is the highest representative of our Tianshi Academy, and other colleges
The most powerful one is only at the Guanyue level, but now you have reached the Lingtai level. With this kind of strength, you can almost secure the top spot in the Ten Schools League, but..."
Gao Yang has never taken the Ten School League seriously. When he attended a class reunion with Zhao Jing, he was humiliated by Ye Yong, Yuan Li and others, and was told to let Ye Yong take care of him during the competition.
But he didn't take Ye Yong seriously at that time, and he doesn't take Ye Yong seriously now.
Therefore, he has long considered the number one spot in the ten-school league to be within his grasp.
But when he heard Xin Yu's conversation change, he was a little surprised: "Master, what about it?"
Xinyu said silently: "Gao Yang, your strength has improved so fast. It is simply unreasonable. Even if the cultivation techniques you teach are excellent, improvement takes time. How can you be so fast? You have to know that you are coming in
When you were in Tianshi Academy, you could only reach the level of Nagu in the Zanghai Realm. Now you can say that you have risen to five levels. At this time, ordinary people may not be able to achieve a speed that they have practiced for ten or twenty years, but you have achieved it in less than a short time.
It was done in one month.”
Is this fast?
If I didn't have many worries and let go of my hands and feet to practice, I'm afraid I would have already reached the state of union.
Gao Yang didn't feel proud at all, and said calmly: "Master, cultivation also has a period of progress and a period of stagnation. I think this is my opportunity. I insist on practicing every day, and I just feel that my spiritual power is constantly getting thicker, the Tibetan Sea is constantly expanding, and my strength comes naturally.
It’s improved.”
Xinyu hesitated: "But you have only entered the Guanyue Realm for a few days, and this directly mentioned the Lingtai. Do you have any special experiences?"
experience?
Can I say that I improved after having sex with a beautiful woman last night?
Gao Yang looked slightly embarrassed and smiled bitterly: "I don't have any special experience, Master. I think it should be supplemented by the spiritual stones and spiritual grass obtained from entering the beast forest these two times." []