Chapter one hundred and forty eight emotional crisis
The kitchen knife sharpener has disappeared to nowhere, and interestingly, I have never seen him again since then, hawking in my alley.
I threw the kitchen knife on the ground and hurriedly walked to Ma Xiaoyou. But when I got to her, the eagerness to explain in my body seemed to dissipate in an instant, because I didn't know what I should tell her.
I don't know what to say or how to explain myself in order to get her forgiveness.
"I promise that this kind of thing will never happen again. Do you have to leave?" I seemed to have nowhere to put my hands. After thinking about it for a long time, I asked.
"Thank you for taking care of me for such a long time. Please give me a taxi!" Ma Xiaoyou held the pink quilt I gave her in her hands, took a deep breath, twisted her head slightly to the right, and looked at
Elsewhere, he paused and said lightly.
"All right!"
I stood there, lowering my head, and was silent for a long time. I nodded and agreed to her, because she couldn't stay here any longer, and it was meaningless to force her to stay. I had a car, but I didn't say anything about sending it to her.
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After going out, I took a taxi on the main road and drove it to the door of my house. I helped her pack her daily necessities silently and put them in two suitcases.
"Where's the furniture? What should I do?" I asked.
"I'll pick it up when I have time!" Ma Xiaoyou stood at the door of the small courtyard under the night, with two suitcases at his feet, and lowered his head and replied.
"Have you figured out where to go?!" I asked again.
"No, I don't want to think about it!"
"Hmm!" I thought of many words, but none of them felt relevant. Saying "take care" meant sending someone away, and saying "bon voyage" meant I didn't know where she was going.
"Okay, your dad is actually a nice person!"
Ma Xiaoyou looked up at me and said something. She paused for a moment, pulled open the car door, and started to walk up.
"Ouch!"
Hu Zi, who is so lazy and delicious, only used the way he could express himself. He lowered his head and smelled the road in front of Ma Xiaoyou's feet. He tilted his head and rubbed her thigh lightly a few times. Then he sat down on the ground and vomited.
Tongue, looked at Ma Xiaoyou motionless.
"!"
Ma Xiaoyou covered her small mouth and touched Huzi's head, with tears falling down and grinding her teeth. She closed the taxi door cruelly. The driver put the luggage in the trunk, sat down in the driver's seat, and
Press the accelerator and the car drives away.
Under the dimly lit door lights, mosquitoes were buzzing around. One person and one dog stopped to look into the distance, watching the taxi leave.
She left without even a word of farewell.
In the car, Ma Xiaoyou tilted his head and held the phone in his left hand without saying a word.
"Youyou, is that you? Why did you change your phone number? Mom can't get through and I'm almost dying. Where are you?! Hey, are you listening? Youyou!" A soft voice on the phone asked a series of questions.
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"Well!"
Listening to this familiar and warm voice, Youyou grabbed her hair with her right hand, her tear ducts collapsed, and she cried with great grievance.
"Baby, what's wrong with you?! Tell me quickly! Are you trying to make me anxious??"
"It's okay, I just miss you!" Ma Xiaoyou tried his best to stop her lips from trembling, but she still said with a heavy sob.
"Where are you!!"
"Who is Youyou?! Give me the phone!" At this time, a middle-aged voice sounded on the other party's phone.
"Mom, don't tell me. The company is having a party. I'm going to come out and go back!" Ma Xiaoyou bit her red lips, pressed the hangup button, and then turned off the phone directly.
"Hey! Hey hey!!!" On the other end of the phone, the middle-aged man shouted in vain while listening to the busy tone of the phone.
Golden ocean, doorway.
"Hey, come out, I'm at the door!" I said to An An on the other end of the phone.
"Here, why did you come so early? I haven't gotten off work yet!" An An glanced at the watch on her wrist and asked in confusion.
"Just come out, oh, by the way, call Zhang Fang too!" I looked down at Hu Zi and said calmly.
"What did you call her for?"
"If something happens, don't ask!" I replied and hung up the phone.
Ten minutes later, An An walked out with a smile on her face and Zhang Fang, who looked at me with a leering look on her face.
"Tsk tsk, you did a good job. You picked me up when you came back, and your attitude is very correct!" An An naughtily bent her index finger, scratched my nose, and said with a smile.
"Ma Xiaoyou has moved away!" I lowered my head and lit my cigarette and said casually.
When An An heard my words, her delicate body froze, and her pretty face suddenly turned pale. I could see her expression clearly with my peripheral vision, and an inexplicable anger went straight to my forehead.
"Xiang Nan, Ma Xiaoyou's matter has nothing to do with An An, it's me!" Zhang Fang looked at me, obviously a little scared. She pulled An An's arm and hid behind her, stumbling to speak.
"The good thing about you is that this mouth is on a woman!! Otherwise, someone would have torn it off for you!" I held the cigarette between my fingers, pointed at Zhang Fang and cursed tremblingly.
"Nannan, what are you doing!"
An An reached out and blocked my arm, blocking Zhang Fang with her body. She struggled for a moment and said calmly, "This has nothing to do with her! I'm looking for Ma Xiaoyou!"
"Why are you looking for Ma Xiaoyou!" I asked, tilting my head and standing below, staring at An An.
"I was wrong about Nan Nan, okay!?" An An thought it was because she secretly talked to Ma Xiaoyou and missed it, so she didn't have any extra explanation at all. Instead, she admitted it frankly, because An An
I also feel that talking to Ma Xiaoyou is a bit out of line. She is such a person. Although she is a little willful, in general principles, she will not and does not want to have a meaningless quarrel with me.
"You fucking smashed up other people's homes!! And you hit people!! Even the fucking tigers were stabbed to death!! Is this a saying that you will solve the problem if you are wrong? When will you learn to solve problems in my way?
Oh! Ah!" I stared, veins appeared on my neck, and I roared angrily.
An An was stunned when she heard what I said, and then Zhang Fang made an extremely stupid remark, which pushed the quarrel between An An and me to a point where there was no way to end.
"What are you shouting for?! Isn't she just a little girl who rents a house? Just leave! You cut me like that for my brother, am I looking for you? How much hatred is there? Do you really not know him?"
!Yes, I know, I am nothing in your eyes, but you have to have some peace in your heart, how can you beat him like this?!" Zhang Fang shouted at me.
"Did you kill Zhang Fang's brother??" An An, stunned, looked at me in disbelief and asked.
"Yes, what's wrong?" I nodded and admitted, looking at An An and asked.
"Why did you chop him?"
“Don’t you know why I did this?!!”
"Xiang Nan, please speak clearly! Yes, I went to see Ma Xiaoyou, but after I left, I regretted it, so I admitted my mistake to you. You can be angry no matter what, even if you ask me to talk to Ma Xiaoyou
Xiaoyou apologized, and I didn't say anything. But I don't understand what you said, and I don't even understand why you are causing trouble for Zhang Fang's brother!!" An An looked at me as if he were a madman and asked.
"An An, I felt that Ma Xiaoyou didn't want to move, so I asked my brother to help, but I definitely didn't let them smash things or hit anyone!" Zhang Fang stood beside An An and said weakly.
"brush!"
An An suddenly turned around, staring at Zhang Fang for a long time, pointing at her with trembling fingers, without saying a word.
"Zhang Fang, I really want to slap you! You owe it! Sooner or later, something will happen to you because of your mouth! Really!"
I stood there, and the more I listened to Zhang Fang's idiotic words, the angrier I became.
"An An and I are good friends! It makes sense for me to help her! Now let me ask you, what is your relationship with Ma Xiaoyou! Why are you helping her like this!!" Zhang Fang looked at me and asked with excitement,
But although this sentence makes sense, when asked in this situation, it cannot escape the essence of being short-sighted.
"You have a damn reason!!"
I couldn't stand it any longer, so I took a step forward and slapped her on the mouth in anger. I swear to the Queen Mother, I definitely didn't want to hit her at that time, I just wanted to hug her and make her go away.
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"Peng!"
An An stood between us, stopped my arm again, reached out and pushed me.
"Xiang Nan, what are you going to do?!"
"Get out of the way!!"
"She is my friend!! Xiang Nan! One of my few friends!" An An defended Zhang Fang tightly and shouted to me with tears in her eyes.
"!"
I watched An An gasping for air, pointed at her for a long time, and said through gritted teeth: "Yes, just hang out with her! Sooner or later, she will give you a stupid fuck!"
After I finished speaking, I pointed at Zhang Fang and said, "Tell that stupid cousin of yours that if I see him, I'll beat him up!"
"Xiang Nan, am I taking up space when I'm with you?" An An asked me with tears in her eyes.
"You are just crazy! Do it!!"
"Because of Ma Xiaoyou? Really?"
"I'll tell you again, Ma Xiaoyou and I have nothing to do with each other! It's all a result of your fucking imagination! It's just a figment of your imagination! If you continue to think like this, sooner or later we will have to break up!"
I pointed at An An and said loudly.
"I saw that you didn't even give Fatty the face in Huaqi because of Ma Xiaoyou!! Well, it's because you owe her a favor!! I understand! I tolerate you! Ma Xiaoyou doesn't have a job, so you secretly borrowed it
She paid two thousand yuan and said it was mutual help between friends. OK, I can understand this!! I believe you! Now! Now! You did it because of Ma Xiaoyou! First you killed someone!! Then
You want to hit my friend again!! Finally, you called me a madman!! How do you explain it to me!! Xiang Nan, am I a fool? Don’t you have Ma Xiaoyou in your heart?” An An asked me one after another.
"I won't explain it to you! Now, I can even fall in love with an old lady walking on the street at a glance!! Whatever you love, you can think whatever you want!!"
I didn't explain because I didn't know how to explain it at all. This matter went on endlessly and there was no result in the end. I was already annoyed enough, so I simply stopped talking, stepped down the steps, turned around and left.
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An An squatted on the steps, her head buried in her knees, her delicate body trembling violently.