Zhang Jun and I were naked and lying in the water. The hot water that had just been replaced was steaming like a fairyland.
"It's such a nice swimming pool. I asked you to turn it into a bathhouse." I felt uncomfortable all over because of the heat, so I wiped the sweat with a towel and said.
"You know what the heck, this has its own hot spring function." Zhang Jun said plausibly.
"It's yours."
I turned to look at Zhang Jun and asked.
"How can I have the spare money to buy such a luxurious place, Brother Ming's." Zhang Jun replied speechlessly.
"Damn, it's so hot, it's so hot."
I moved my body, picked up the cigarette case and lit one.
"I don't understand why you care about her family's nonsense."
Zhang Jun asked with a frown.
He has almost never been in love, and his life is monotonous. Speaking from the bottom of his heart, I really don’t know where his usual joy comes from. He doesn’t love girls, doesn’t like gambling, and doesn’t take drugs. His work is boring, except for enjoyment. A little more, almost no climax life.
"Jun, feelings are about giving to each other. What I'm looking at is Xiaoyou, not her family. Why should men and women be combined together? Is it just for making love? I don't think so. Everyone It is said that being together lasts a lifetime, so in this life, both of you will definitely be frustrated and encounter difficulties. At this time, who is the closest person to you? It must be your partner, so this matter cannot be discussed. Help is the responsibility of being together. I believe that if I have difficulties, she will make the same choice as me. If two people are together, if we count every day, who helps whom, who pays more for whom, then It’s boring. What’s more, I’m a man. If my shoulders don’t show up now, when will they show up?” I wiped the sweat from my face and said softly.
"Then tell me, for a womanless person like me, who is closest to me when encountering difficulties?" Zhang Jun asked doubtfully, his expression a little dazed.
"Why are you so nice to me, haha." I asked with a smile.
"Ah, fuck, it turns out you are the ones closest to me." Zhang Junting replied with disgust.
"Jun, you already have the money. Find a wife and get married. I look at you and feel a little jealous." I said sincerely.
"talk later."
Zhang Jun blinked and looked at the dark sky, feeling helpless and confused before replying.
"Jun, your gun can kill others, and others can kill you. You, me, Laoxian, Menmen, and Haozi are all fine now. We need to change our way of living." I thought for a moment. , said tentatively.
"I understand what you mean." Zhang Jun was silent for a moment and lit a cigarette.
"Don't turn a blind eye, Jb, I'm telling you the truth." I replied a little hastily.
"I listened carefully."
Zhang Jun replied, then took a puff of cigarette, lay down by the pool and said: "Nan Nan, I came into contact with society a little earlier than you. I have been wandering around outside since I was a teenager. I have experienced everything. You said, I have." Understand, at the beginning, I worked with others and wanted to earn money to make ends meet, but I didn’t dare to move forward, so I had nothing to do and had to rely on the old immortal to help me. You know, what happened to me for the first time, That’s why.”
"I know, isn't it just to stab a big bastard to death?" I said without hesitation.
"Bullshit,."
Zhang Jun curled his lips and replied, and then said: "I'm telling you Nannan, the people outside are the most damn deceitful people. They said that I stabbed seven or eight people away with a gun myself. In the end, I was stabbed to death by the leader. This was because people outside were bragging for me. The reason was very simple, because I had done something they couldn't do, so they had to mythologize me. In fact, at that time I don't even have the courage to hold a fucking knife. The person I stabbed to death came to me for some work. He gave me the money in front of him. I was quite happy. He took it back later. He came to give me money. I was really poor at that time and had no place to sleep. I finally made some money. I definitely didn’t want to give it to him, so he asked someone to beat me. I couldn’t help but beat me. I took out the knife and gestured in a hurry. I hit him twice, but he fucked me to death unexpectedly. From then on... I had no choice but to grit my teeth and walk down, unable to stop..."
Almost every gangster in H city didn’t know about Zhang Jun stabbing the gangster to death. Just like Zhang Jun said, some people said that he got away with more than twenty people by himself. Some even said that Zhang Jun was the leader. I went there with a gun. Anyway, the news was pretty good. I didn’t believe it at first, but later I got in touch with Zhang Jun and I found out that it was indeed possible for him to do it, so I took it seriously.
But this version told by Zhang Jun himself is the first time I’ve heard of it. It’s very climax-less, but it’s also very real.
"Nannan, let me ask you, you and Leilei also know each other, but if you give him a call, even if he gives you money, can he help you with something?" Zhang Jun asked.
"No." I thought carefully and shook my head before replying.
"But I can do it without giving him money. As long as Leile is in the country, he will definitely be there as soon as possible. But why is that?" Zhang Jun asked again.
When I heard this, I fell silent.
"The way I am respected by others is different from yours. I have to rely on doing things that others can't do and things that are admirable. Only then can I continue to move forward. Let me ask you again, Brother Ming. What is his status? Can you estimate how many people want to play with him?" Zhang Jun looked at me and asked with a solemn tone.
I was silent again.
"Let me tell you, just looking at the gangsters in this villa, there are seven or eight people from all over the company who eat with Brother Ming. Let's say less, are there a thousand people?" Zhang Jun continued to press.
"Definitely." I nodded and replied.
"Then why the hell can I, Zhang Jun, stand out among these thousand people? Now, when I scold these thousand people, why don't they even dare to say anything?" Zhang Jun continued to ask with a frown. .
I was speechless.
"Nan Nan, everyone's story, opportunity, and experience are different, but I know what's going on with me. If I want to continue on, just say one damn thing, and if you want to touch me, I scared him to death. He has already touched me, so I will kill him." Zhang Jun said loudly.
"Aren't you afraid?" I turned to look at him and asked.
"Who are you talking about, Yuan Cheng, haha." Zhang Jun shook his head and replied, then lowered his head and asked, "Nan Nan, are you afraid of ghosts?"
"If there is, of course I'm afraid." I replied.
"I'll tell you a way, you don't have to be afraid. You put two million in cash at the end of the cemetery and let a poor man walk by and check it out. At this time, there are ten thousand fucking ghosts wandering around him, and he doesn't even look at it. Missing." Zhang Jun replied succinctly.
"...but I'm not short of money."
I spread my hands and replied.
"Then put Ma Xiaoyou over there." Zhang Jun replied calmly.
I instantly understood what Zhang Jun said.
I am not short of money, but Ma Xiaoyou is my request to move forward. Then Zhang Jun is not short of money, so what is his request?
Many years later, I suddenly realized that Zhang Jun’s desire is to live. It is precisely because he wants to live and is also afraid that he has to move forward like this...