The stories told by her best friend and the answers she gave have actually been buried in An An's heart for a long time. In this circle, she watches such things happen every day. It seems that every girl who works in the nightclub must be the "Monkey King" once.
experience.
They were innocent and rebellious. They sat in a private room full of smoke and noise, holding up wine glasses with their hands, laughing and pouring wine into their mouths. They looked carefree on the outside, and were always disdainful when it came to love, with sharp words.
Incomparable.
But once they fall into a certain relationship, they are more serious than anyone else and are more willing to give than anyone else. Even in the end, they are willing to die in it even if they know it is a scam.
Their rebelliousness is actually like that of Sun Wukong. After they have an opinion on the laws of something, they refuse to listen to others' advice and insist on trying it themselves and breaking the laws with their own hands.
Then the Buddha gave them a ruthless palm and told them very realistically, what things will hurt when touched, and what things will make it take five hundred years for you to adjust your mentality, reflect and realize.
Everything is opposite, they say "actors" are ruthless, but is this ruthlessness brought from the mother's womb? I think this so-called ruthlessness is given by men themselves, why blame other actors for what they say?
If you say this, look for your own reasons.
If you must scold us, please scold us for prostitution. All the martyrs in the prostitution industry are the ones who broke the rules.
"Buzz!"
Soon, it was An An's turn to request songs. The waiter stood under the stage and waved to An An.
"Shall I go and sing a song?" my best friend Ai Ai asked, clapping her hands shamelessly.
"The singing of these people is so ugly, I can't help it!!" An An cutely made an OK gesture, raised her white neck, and walked towards the stage like a proud princess.
"Mama An, I love you!"
"Hey, I'll pay you five thousand, please take it away!"
"Reserved, reserved!"
An An's friends stood beside the guardrail of the booth, waving their arms and cheering.
"What song!" the band asked An An, who had just walked on stage.
"First time!" An An took the microphone and said with a smile.
"This has brought disaster to that young man again, alas!" The drummer of the band shook his head, pulled the microphone with his drum stick, and said to the audience with a smile: "Miss An An from Channel 98, dedicated her song "The First Time" to
While we are reminiscing about the past, we are also forgetting the past. Well, let us follow the melody of this song and recall together, the first time we fell in love, the first time we kissed, the first time we got wet, and then we washed these
Go over and say goodbye, the music starts, everyone waves! The wine bottles are knocked! Ouch!!!”
"when!"
The drumstick hits the metal plate again, and the music starts.
An An stood stiffly in the center of the stage, the lights fell, she lowered her head and held the microphone, staring quietly at her toes.
"When you look at me, you guessed it without even opening my mouth."
The voice trembled, An An's eyes hidden under the sunglasses slowly closed, as if pictures were flashing by, shattering, and dissipating!
"Xiang Nan, can you stop blocking me at the school gate every day?" A girl wearing canvas shoes and a ponytail pointed at the young man squatting on the curb irritably with her eyes wide open.
"Uh, I wasn't waiting for you!" The young man seemed a little shy.
"Then why do you follow me every day after school?"
"I'm going this way too!"
"I'm sick!" The girl turned and left.
"An'an, I want to have sex with you!" The young man stood up suddenly with a cigarette in his mouth, his face flushed, clenched his fists, and shouted nervously at the back of the man who had walked away.
"Whoosh!"
The girl turned around with her shoulder bag on her back, stood under the bright sunshine, raised her proud cheeks and asked: "You are so brave! Why didn't you tell me earlier?"
"Because I just earned two hundred yuan, you have to promise me that I can afford to treat you to dinner today!" The young man raised his head and said seriously.
"puff!"
"Come here and carry your bag!"
The young man grinned and trotted over and grabbed the girl's shoulder bag without hesitation. The girl stretched out her little hand and took the young man's hand. The young man secretly took out a silver ring from his pocket and said calmly
Insert into girl's ring finger
"I'm still not sure. I still don't meet your requirements. Is it because I think too much or you are avoiding it? If the choice is really me, I muster up the courage to accept it and unknowingly let the realization begin to flicker!"
Blurred and fragmented memories seem to be scattered and falling like yellow sand blown up by the wind.
"Oh~ The first time you said you loved me, your breathing was uncomfortable and your heart was trembling. Oh~ The first time you held my hands, you lost your direction and didn't know where to go. That's the reason to fall in love together.
, that’s staying together!”
Her tear ducts collapsed, her voice was out of tune, and her choked pronunciation caused the microphone to ring with a murmur.
In the corridor of An An's house, I sat on the steps in front of her house, my dizzy head leaning against the wall where the sewage had splashed, motionless, like a sculpture.
I knocked on the door, but no one opened it. I waited in the cold and rainy night
"Oh, the first time you kissed my deep dimples, trying to wake up but got carried away. Oh~ the first time I lay on your chest, not separated for twenty-four hours. That was the first time I knew that they would last forever!
"
Under the stage, listening to this not-so-pleasant singing, it was extremely quiet.
I was soaked all over, and the rainwater fell from the top of my head and cheeks, falling to the ground drop by drop. I curled up and stared blankly at my watch.
"Buzz!"
At the end of the song, there was a long noise from the microphone again. An An's makeup was wet with tears. She lowered her head and was silent for a long time. Then she suddenly shouted loudly: "I don't fucking love anymore!! I forgot, I forgot everything I should go to!"
There was thunderous applause from the audience. An An somehow walked down the steps, and then she didn't get stuck at the table, but walked out of the bar in a daze. She was wrapped in a thin coat and hungover in the rainy night. Someone caught her from behind, and it was Ai
Ai.
"Baby, what's wrong with you!" Ai Ai stood with her under the heavy rain, dragging An An's pale cheek with her little hand, frowning and asking.
"I have no idea!"
"You're really pissing me off! Aren't you just a man? Do we lack this? Are you going to be stupid or not!!" Ai Ai stomped her feet excitedly.
"Then what can I do!! I don't know what I care about him! I shouldn't have called him to attend the class reunion, I really shouldn't!" An An yelled with her hair disheveled.
"Then tell him! Go and fight for it! What's the use of holding it here? Does he know?"
"But there is already a girl beside him! I have already seen it! I have seen everything that I should see!!" An An screamed with all his strength.
"Damn it! He's just a little bastard, what does he have? He's still riding two boats!!" Ai Ai gritted her teeth and cursed fiercely.
"Perhaps he really hasn't put his feet on my ship. I can only introduce some people to him. I can only help him sort out his interpersonal relationships when he is in some difficulties. That's all. You go back.
Aiai, I'm going home!" An An lowered her head and said softly.
"I send you!!"
"Haha, should I say, I want to go back quietly alone, don't worry about me, I feel really bad, really!" An Anqiang said with a smile.
The rain was still washing away the dust in the city. I didn't know how long I had been waiting. I only knew that my body was already extremely cold. It was already past two o'clock and she still hadn't come back. Maybe she wouldn't come back at all today.
I have sobered up and the rainwater on my body has dried a bit, so I am not ready to wait any longer.
If you say no, then don’t wait a minute. I walked out of the stairwell and ran crazily in the rainy night. I was sleepy. I wanted to go home and sleep now, but the taxi drove past me and I couldn’t.
Forgot to block.
"Plop!"
An An was walking on the dark steps, tripped and fell to the ground, covered in mud, gritted her teeth and stood up, opened the stairwell door, dragging her tired and heavy body, she walked upstairs, took out the key and was about to open the door.
, I looked down, but there were cigarette butts all over the floor.
After being stunned for a moment, she walked into the room resolutely.
"You're back?"
The new roommate asked.
"Um!"
"Why is it wet?" The roommate stood at the door, with his palms behind his back, and he quickly gestured towards a middle-aged man lying on the bed.
"It's okay!" An An replied lightly and walked directly into the room.
After running for an unknown amount of time, I turned around in a circle and returned to this community again. I gritted my teeth and strode forward, thinking to myself that no matter what today, I must explain this matter clearly.
"Whoosh!"
Suddenly, there was a bright light under my feet. When I looked up, the lights in the house where An An lived were on. I was so happy that I rushed towards the stairwell.
"Tap tap tap!"
Upstairs, footsteps came. I looked up and saw a man closing the security door of An An's house. I was stunned. Yuanyuan had already left An An's house because of selling us. How could this man come out of this room?
walk out.
"Holy shit! Dude, you're so addicted! Why come here after it's raining so heavily? That's so damn awesome!" The middle-aged man was stunned for a moment when he saw me, and then walked away from me, putting on his coat, and left quickly.
.
I stood here blankly, and after a few seconds of silence, I turned around and left.