Fighting with fear, as if facing an abyss, as if walking on thin ice.
Every decision made must be made responsible for the patient.
Every time you perform a surgery on the operating table, it should be like the only time you perform a surgery.
No matter how cautious you are, you will eventually face failure.
Standing outside the door of the operating room, watching the patients' family members disappearing around the corner of the corridor, Lin Zengxian lowered his head and looked at the wrinkled sleeves of his white coat, and stretched out his hands to smooth them slowly.
Emergency surgery temporarily stabilized the patient's condition, but he was not happy at all.
Because, this is only "temporary".
He had just told the patient's family that he would go all out to treat the patient, but Lin Zengxian knew in his heart that there was actually no hope and was just trying his best to delay it.
Failure is already foreseeable.
This is not the second time he has experienced failure.
Failure is always bitter.
To reverse the current situation, unless a miracle happens.
Before every failure, he tried his best to cause miracles like a teacher.
However, miracles never responded to him.
It seems to be the same this time.
After settling everything, Lin Zengxian walked out of the emergency room door in silence. It was already past three in the morning.
He would not do anything without leaving his post, he just wanted to get some fresh air within the hospital.
Then, continue to think about how to save the patient.
Even if you know there are miracles, you still won't respond.
Do your best and obey destiny.
Walking along the direction of the wind, Lin Zengxian's mind went blank. When he came to his senses, he realized that he had walked into the parking lot.
It's quiet, the parking lot is like a baby that just fell asleep.
Buzz buzz...
The cell phone in his pocket suddenly vibrated, and Lin Zengxian felt nervous. He thought something was wrong with the patient, so he quickly took out the cell phone, turned around, and prepared to run to the hospital building.
However, after seeing the screen, he immediately breathed a sigh of relief and stopped where he was.
The caller ID said "Grilled Glutinous Rice Balls".
"Ahem...have you gone home? Why aren't you sleeping yet?"
After clearing his throat, Lin Zengxian answered the phone, but he still felt his throat was a little hoarse.
Before operating on the patient, Lin Zengxian did not bother to greet Kim Taeyeon and immediately asked her to leave on her own and go home early to rest.
After all, this guy has a lot of schedule at the end of the year, and it is said that he has a high-intensity dance to perform that will taste like blood in his mouth.
"How was the surgery?"
The sound was very clear and the surrounding area sounded very quiet. Kim Taeyeon seemed to be at home, right?
"We are out of danger for now."
After a pause, Lin Zengxian said a dry sentence without any follow-up.
The guy on the other side of the phone doesn't understand medicine, so there's no need to talk about it.
"..."
There was almost ten seconds of silence. There was no response from the other side of the phone, and only the faint sound of breathing could be heard.
"So are you okay?"
At first glance, Kim Taeyeon's voice remained unchanged from before, still concerned.
"I'm fine. I'll take a walk, get some fresh air, and then go back to the office."
After he finished speaking, Lin Zengxian felt that Kim Taeyeon seemed to have something unsaid.
Did this guy see that he was "perfunctory" in his last sentence?
However, people who don’t understand medicine can’t even explain it to her in a few words.
"I feel like you're not feeling well right now."
After slowly saying this, Kim Taeyeon hung up the phone.
Frowning, Lin Zengxian looked at the phone screen that had returned to the wallpaper interface and shrugged doubtfully.
Peng!
There was a faint sound of the car door closing in my ears.
"Stop being brave, you are not in a good condition now."
From far to near, Kim Taeyeon's voice came again.
Following the direction of the sound, Lin Zengxian turned around and saw Kim Taeyeon standing in the wind, with her golden hair dancing in the wind.
At the end of December, the wind was very cold in the second half of the night.
"Why didn't you go home?"
After walking a few steps to Kim Taeyeon, Lin Zengxian took off his white coat and put it on her shoulders.
"I couldn't sleep even when I got home, so I waited for you in the car."
Seeing Lin Zengxian's eyebrows furrowed, Kim Taeyeon grabbed his sleeve and pulled him towards her car.
On the one hand, I was afraid that he would be cold, and on the other hand, as long as he was willing to be dragged by me, it would probably be fine, otherwise I would not listen to the "doctor's orders" in front of him.
"Your recent schedule has been very tight, right? You don't get much rest. It's rare that you have time today, so you should go to bed early, otherwise you will..."
Letting Kim Taeyeon pull him forward, Lin Zengxian still started to nag, but in Kim Taeyeon's eyes, he was not like before: "If you don't listen to me, you will be responsible for the consequences, just wait and suffer." The floor
With a smile on his face.
Kim Taeyeon knew that it was because she did not understand medicine, so the tired Lin Zengxian said "perfunctory".
Although she was unhappy with his "perfunctory" behavior, Kim Taeyeon had no way to refute.
However, now Lin Zengxian was not nagging her with a straight face, but he clearly told her that she was no longer a "patient".
Because this person's wrinkled expression was half anxious and half worried, "Please, can you listen to me?" It really made her want to laugh.
That kind of relaxed shoulders and sudden smile;
The kind of smile that makes you feel a little sorry, but you want to see such an expression again;
That down-to-earth, quiet, and ordinary smile.
So, she just smiled like that, raising the corners of her lips slightly;
So, she turned around with a smile and slowly stood on tiptoes;
So, she unexpectedly raised her hand and gently covered Lin Zengxian's mouth.
"Just this once, okay?"
She raised her index finger in front of her lips, and after speaking in a flattering tone, she pursed her lips in a slightly aggrieved manner, but there was unscrupulous success in her eyes.
"If I knew your agent's mobile phone number, I would call him right now and ask him to take you back."
Rolling her eyes angrily, Lin Zengxian glared at the person in front of her who suddenly started to smile playfully, and lifted up the white coat that was about to fall off her shoulders.
"Then let me tell you now?"
Letting go of the hand covering Lin Zengxian's mouth, and blinking her eyes twice, Kim Taeyeon took out her mobile phone and waved it in front of Lin Zengxian's eyes.
Without saying anything, Lin Zengxian opened his eyes wide and looked at her with a look like "Are you okay with your brain?"
"You already have Shengjing's mobile phone number. Now that I'm telling you my manager's mobile phone number, you can contact me at any time. Didn't you say before that I was slow to reply to messages?"
Stretching out the other hand, with the palm facing upward and fingers together, Kim Taeyeon waved her fingers in her direction, indicating to Lin Zengxian to put his mobile phone on it.
This guy really planned to give Lin Zengxian his agent’s mobile phone number.
"Do you feel uncomfortable?"
Lin Zengxian stretched out his hand and pressed it on Kim Taeyeon's forehead, his tone pretending to be serious.
"I will tell the agent. If you contact him, it must be something important and tell me immediately."
Continuing to stretch out her hand, Kim Taeyeon bit her lip and hooked her fingers.