After being alone for a long time, I gradually got used to it and felt that I was fine alone.
Lin Zengxian is in such a state. With sparks, he can go all over the world, without any ties, and there is no place he really wants to go back to.
"So, are you going to continue like this?"
In the dream of the pure white sea, Airi Hanyu stood in the center, with ripples slowly spreading under her feet.
"I haven't met anyone who makes my heart beat. It's no use urging me."
Shaking his head with a wry smile, Lin Zengxian stood next to Airi Hanyu, with two bodies of distance between them.
"You always don't think about such things, so you naturally feel that you can't meet the person you love."
Turning around to look at Lin Zengxian, who was no longer a teenager, Airi Hanyu raised her hand and pinched his face gently.
She used to like doing this very much, until that day when she leaned in Lin Zengxian's arms and could no longer open her eyes.
"I can't stay here forever, and you can't be alone forever, so you have to accept others coming into your life and your world, and be more proactive."
As one hand was not enough, Airi Hanyu squeezed it with both hands and rubbed this face that had made many mistakes.
I heard from Theo that this guy was very popular in school when he was in middle school, and Hanyu Airi saw it with her own eyes when she was in college, so she was worried but not worried about Lin Zengxian's current situation.
What is worrying is Lin Zengxian's own attitude, but what is not worrying is that Lin Zengxian does not lack "peach blossoms".
Of course, forget it if you only care about your face.
"You have seen all the people I know now. Who do you want me to be more proactive with?"
When Airi Hanyu rubbed his face, Lin Zengxian smiled with satisfaction and narrowed his eyes.
"Um……"
Airi Hanyu bit her lip and slowly rolled her eyes.
"Open your eyes now, now."
Suddenly she reached out and pressed Lin Zengxian's forehead. Airi Hanyu's palm blocked Lin Zengxian's sight.
…
"wake up?"
Seeing Lin Zengxian sleeping on the sofa, she opened her eyes. Kim Taeyeon, who was still hesitating whether she should exit the office first, stopped.
In the new year, it has been snowing for several days. According to the news from Jin Zhixun, Lin Zengxian, a foreigner, has been spending more and more time in Luge Hospital recently. Apart from consultations and surgeries, he is bored.
Write your own paper in the office.
She knew what it was like to be far away from her hometown and relatives, so at this time, she was even more worried about whether Lin Zengxian would feel lonely.
Therefore, as she ushered in the New Year holiday, Kim Taeyeon did not rush to drive back to her hometown as soon as possible, but first came to Ryuge Hospital for a visit.
"Um...Taeyeon, why are you here?"
Rubbing his eyes, Lin Zengxian turned over and sat up angrily, raising his hand to cover his yawning mouth.
"I'm on vacation and came to the hospital to see you."
Walking to the sofa, Kim Taeyeon looked around, pulled up a chair and sat down.
Even though she was no stranger to this office, and even though this office had not changed much, she still felt that it seemed too deserted at this time.
Is it because of Lin Zengxian's mood?
"It was Nurse Liu who asked me to come in and wait for you just now, and she opened the door for me."
Because of the last night conversation by the riverside, Kim Taeyeon has been dealing with Lin Zengxian from far away for a while. She is still very concerned about this kind of behavior of entering the other person's personal space while the other person is sleeping without consent.
of.
"I guessed it. Sorry, I made you wait for a long time, right?"
After putting on his slippers, Lin Zengxian grabbed his phone and took a look. After confirming that there was no new news, especially no news from the hospital, he calmed down and put his eyes on Kim Taeyeon's face.
He doesn't know much about makeup, but that doesn't stop him from feeling that the "little golden retriever's" makeup is just right and exquisite.
Like a newly peeled lychee placed in the sun.
"No, you woke up just after I came."
Putting the paper bag she brought on the table, Kim Taeyeon lowered her gaze slightly and raised her hand to touch the hair beside her ears.
Probably because he had just woken up, Lin Zengxian's eyes were much less incomprehensible and profound than usual, and instead looked a little dull, making people want to pinch his face.
Huh? Pinch his face?
Disrupted by her sudden thoughts, Kim Taeyeon's expression froze, and a smile crept onto her lips.
"What are you laughing at?"
Touching his face and then the top of his head to see if he had any dull hair from sleep, Lin Zengxian didn't understand what Kim Taeyeon was suddenly happy about, but he also smiled along with it.
He is always willing to give compliments to his friends, even if it is a cold joke.
"Are you hungry?"
Without saying anything that surprised her, Kim Taeyeon smiled, opened the paper bag on the table, and took out a box of instant noodles.
To be honest, she wanted to prepare more at first, but when she thought of Lin Zengxian's cooking skills that could be used as a chef, she became discouraged and simply bought all kinds of instant noodles in various flavors.
.
"I'm not hungry. Thank you for coming to see me. In fact, I'm used to it..."
The dream of a pure white sea suddenly came to mind, and the remaining "a person" in Lin Zengxian's words stopped on his lips, unable to say anything else.
He is a surgeon, and his first surgery was not as recorded on his resume. He had the best operating room, the most trustworthy surgical team, the most understanding instrument nurse, and the perfect surgical result.
His first surgery was before he officially left school. On a night of pouring rain and thunder and lightning, he reluctantly set up a medical emergency tent as an operating room. There was no surgical team, no instrument nurse, only dislocation.
Theo, who had lost an arm, helped pass the things.
The outcome of the operation was disastrous and the patient died.
And that patient is his lover.
To this day, he still resists rainy days. When surrounded by the sound of rain, his dominant hand used to hold the scalpel can't help but tremble. The psychiatrist has no better way to solve this problem.
A few years later, many people thought he had come out, and he thought so too.
However, it was only when he appeared in the pure white sea that he realized that he had been trapped in the rain all along.
"Habit? Get used to what?"
Sensing Lin Zengxian's momentary distraction, Kim Taeyeon cautiously waved her hand in front of his eyes.
"Nothing, let's eat together."
Taking the instant noodle box from Kim Taeyeon's hand, Lin Zengxian took out another one from the paper bag and handed it to her, smiling slightly with a pale face.
Tuk-tuk-tuk...
While the two people were holding the instant noodle box, there was a gentle knock on the office door.
"Please come in."
At this time, only a handful of people knew that Lin Zengxian was in the office, so Lin Zengxian was not worried about what would happen to Kim Taeyeon if others saw her. He felt relieved and let the visitor in directly.
"Teacher...oh, Kim Taeyeon is here too."
Jin Zhixun poked his head out from the crack of the opened door and was slightly startled.
The teacher looked like he had just woken up. There was a beautiful "little golden retriever" sitting on the chair next to him. The two of them seemed to be preparing to eat instant ramen.
Um……
Although it's cold outside, it's snowing very atmospherically, and the streets are very lively at night. What kind of ramen should I eat at this time?
After making up his mind, Jin Zhixun looked at Lin Zengxian, took out two movie tickets that were originally intended for him, and waved his arms towards the beautiful "little golden retriever" from a distance.
"Teacher, will I give you two tickets to watch a movie?"