In a bright and bright living room, warmly embraced by the sun, two people sit side by side on the floor, looking out at the bright world outside the floor-to-ceiling windows. There is a box in the middle with a blue microphone inside.
"Jimin, what's wrong with you? Can you tell me?"
Just after returning from Auckland, Lin Zengxian did not visit her mother immediately and distribute gifts to the Pei family. She also did not go to the hospital immediately. She only said goodbye to her neighbors at the door and had a heart-to-heart talk with Liu Zhien's sister.<
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Different from the cheerful smile shown in front of an outsider like Kim Taeyeon just now, Lin Zengxian now forced a smile that seemed to be absent, with a faint concern in his eyes.
Holding her knees with both hands, lowering her head and biting her lips, Liu Zhimin shook her head, feeling that the lead-like emotions in her heart were beating repeatedly and colliding with her heart.
"There is no difficulty that cannot be overcome. If you have any problems, you can tell me and I will help you find a solution. Although I am only a foreign doctor, there are still solutions."
Lin Zengxian has a gentle attitude when speaking to patients, but he will not just be gentle. Many times he also has to show a cheerful side and add strength to his words to give patients confidence.
However, he didn't speak so softly like now. He almost tore apart the whole piece of his concern and crushed it into pieces before handing it to the people around Liu, not hoping that any of it would sting if he didn't notice it.
Her heart.
Released her teeth and pursed her lips, Liu Zhimin raised his head and looked into Lin Zengxian's eyes.
There is no trace of those very sad pasts in this person.
"If you don't want to tell me, then tell your sister. If you don't want to tell your sister, then tell your friend who rides a bicycle. Whenever you need help, I will try my best."
He raised his hand and reached for the top of Liu Zhimin's head, but hesitated for a moment in the air. Lin Zengxian finally patted it gently.
Although they are more mentally mature than their peers, in the final analysis, they are only fifteen years old. After they have their own lives, they will understand that many of the worries in their youth are actually just pebbles on the road. Once you get over them,
It’s a hard life.
There is not much excitement in life, but more dullness. When I was young, I liked colorful and large paintings. When I get older, I will find that quiet simple drawings are what I want.
He stood up slowly with one hand on the floor and his knees with the other. Lin Zengxian planned to take a look at the sparks. This guy was lying at the door of Lin Zengxian's bedroom. Seeing that the atmosphere was not as relaxed as usual, Lin Zengxian and Liu Zhimin didn't know.
Dare to come here.
"Oppa!"
Before he could think of what to say, Liu Zhimin grabbed Lin Zengxian's hand and spoke his native language in desperation.
"Well, oppa is here."
After switching the language, Lin Zengxian sat down again.
Subconsciously, she squeezed Lin Zengxian's hand tightly, took several deep breaths repeatedly, and Liu Zhimin patted her forehead.
"Oppa, I'm sorry, I saw your express delivery."
After saying this, she swallowed her throat and raised her hand to point to the cardboard box wrapped with tape in the corner.
Gently patting the back of Liu Zhimin's hand to signal her to let go, Lin Zengxian stood up and walked over, half-crouched in front of the box, reached out and turned over it.
"I'm sorry..."
Seeing Lin Zengxian come back and sit down, Liu Zhimin repeated these words with a dull head.
"No need to be sorry. There is nothing to hide about my past. What you see is the me I used to be."
In order to express himself better, Lin Zengxian returned to his native language. His originally tall body lines relaxed slightly, and he sat relaxedly on the floor, his fingertips tapping his knees rhythmically.
Although he would not take the initiative to tell anyone, he did not intend to hide it deliberately.
"Oppa, you must be very tired, right?"
As soon as he finished speaking, Liu Zhimin frowned and pinched his thigh in annoyance.
What nonsense are you talking about...
"Well, surgery is very tiring, but it is my responsibility. I am very satisfied that I can fulfill my responsibility."
With a rather nostalgic tone, Lin Zengxian turned around and waved to the sparks in the distance with a smile.
"I'm not talking about surgery, I'm talking about your life, which is very tiring."
The sunlight outside the floor-to-ceiling window made her body warm. Liu Zhimin held her legs that were standing together with her hands and put her chin on her knees.
She didn't know what she should say. She felt that whatever she said was wrong and nonsense.
But if she doesn't say anything, she will feel cold.
"It was very hard at the beginning, but you have to look forward. You can't always live in memories. Airi said that I will become a good doctor. I definitely can't let her down. I have a lot to do.
Made."
Holding Hua Hua in his arms, Lin Zengxian's smile became more lively as he watched the man he had raised since childhood rubbing his palm affectionately.
"Your surgery is so good and the success rate is so high, but it will be very tiring, right? You should tell yourself that you can't fail."
He felt that he was looking for something to say and what he said in the end was all nonsense. He also felt that he showed no signs of slowness at all. Every word he spoke was as smooth as a draft. Liu Zhimin felt that his mind was full of that.
A scalpel that can no longer be used.
"I have practiced countless times in my dream, how could I allow myself to fail? This has nothing to do with whether I am tired or not. I am a doctor, and it is my responsibility to keep patients healthy."
Speaking in a very light tone, Lin Zengxian rubbed Hua Hua's head, squinted his eyes and looked at the glow outside the window. There were shadows of this world in those lights.
"Oppa, when you feel tired from now on, don't be alone in your heart, okay?"
Without thinking about it, just relying on the impulse of his heart, Liu Zhimin picked up the blue microphone, put it in front of his mouth, and threw all these unmodified words to Lin Zeng like a host.
Envy.
In this hot weather, the microphone is as cold as ice, as if you are holding a stone soaked in spring water under the scorching summer sun.
"Yeah, I can tell."
After a moment of silence, and then in a soft voice, like a whisper, Lin Zengxian opened his mouth. For a moment, he couldn't tell whether he was just telling the people around him, or whether he was also telling himself.
He doesn't often promise anything to others, and he always fulfills his promise, whether it's a trivial thing or Airi Hanyu saying that he will become a good doctor.
Buzz buzz...
First, he gave Liu Zhimin a reassuring look, and then took out his mobile phone, which was making a fuss at an inappropriate time. Lin Zengxian raised his eyebrows.
"Mom?"
It was a call from Feng Lu.
"Duoduo, you're not in the hospital today, are you?"
Knowing that her son was returning today, Feng Lu waited for an extra two hours before calling.
"No, I'm going to work tomorrow."
Glancing at Liu Zhimin, who was still calming down, Lin Zengxian patted the sparks, and then pointed to his side. As expected, the "young man" ran over and rubbed Liu Zhimin's arm intimately.
"That's it, that's just right. Please come to mom's place."
For no apparent reason, Lin Zengxian's heart thumped without any warning, and Lin Zengxian frowned, suddenly feeling that "something bad was going on".
"Oh yes, remember to dress nicer, even though my son is already very good-looking."
Toot...
Without giving Lin Zengxian any chance to react, Feng Lu ended the communication after saying this, leaving Lin Zengxian holding up the phone that had returned to silence and sighing deeply.