It's so quiet that you can even hear a ringing sound in your ears.
Su... Su...
There is a slight layer of sweat on the forehead.
Su... Su...
"Ah Xi..."
After turning around repeatedly for an unknown amount of time, Kim Taeyeon kicked off the quilt, put her hands on it, and sat up from the bed.
Tomorrow is the first stage of my solo career. Thanks to the serious medical advice of "Dr. Lin from Luge Hospital" and Li Jingya's truthful report, today the company made arrangements for me to get off work relatively early and go home to rest.
As a result, I actually suffered from insomnia.
Without seeing or looking, Kim Taeyeon accurately grabbed the phone next to the pillow, unlocked the screen, and squinted her eyes against the dazzling light she was used to.
It's close to midnight now.
"Alas..."
Sighing, she reached out and rubbed her hair, which would be tidied up by Pei Enxi early tomorrow morning. Kim Taeyeon looked at her phone and was silent for a moment.
Her thumb hung on the screen and dangled slightly. She bent her fingers hard, and then let her fingertips fall down lightly.
[There is a performance tomorrow, so try to get off work as early as possible today.]
[Having something light for dinner is a must.]
[Wash up and go to bed earlier, and stop playing mobile games.]
The three messages were sent in succession from Lin Zengxian this afternoon.
This time, she did not disobey.
Get off work early, go to bed early, and don’t play mobile games.
When she is at home alone, she has a very indifferent attitude towards eating because she is lonely.
So, she did everything except eating dinner.
However, from the day the invitation was sent out at the hospital, until now, Lin Zengxian has not said whether he will go to the first stage.
This matter is not heavy, nor can it be said to be an obsession, but it is something she will care about.
I hope there is an ordinary friend around me who has no connection with the industry.
After realizing this wish, she had new worries.
This ordinary friend not only has zero connection with the circle, but also has no interest in anything in the circle. She is worried that this ordinary person will become farther and farther away from her.
The two ideas, one in front of the other and one in the back, are contradictory to each other.
After closing her eyes and pausing for a moment, Kim Taeyeon jumped out of bed, fumbled on her slippers, and raised her hand to pat a rough position on the wall. The main light in the bedroom immediately gave her a full field of vision.
In a person's life, just take care of yourself.
It’s okay if you don’t even take care of yourself, but you don’t mind anyway.
Pushing open the bedroom door and walking into the living room, Kim Taeyeon glanced around aimlessly and saw the unfinished half bottle of water on the table.
Gudu...
After just a small sip, Kim Taeyeon put down the water bottle.
She is now in a state of "I don't dare to do this, I don't dare to do that", for fear that she may not notice something and it will affect her performance tomorrow.
Standing in front of the sofa, kicking off her slippers casually, Kim Taeyeon fell straight forward and threw herself onto the sofa.
Putting down her phone, she grabbed a pillow and hugged it in her arms. Staring at the bright ceiling illuminated by the living room's auxiliary lights, Kim Taeyeon's originally sleepy state of mind gradually became a little impetuous.
From childhood to adulthood, all kinds of memories, like computer programs with bugs, run wildly in my mind without listening to instructions.
Others cannot understand how much pressure she is under. The only one who can truly understand this is herself.
Even the closest teammates in the same company and group cannot fully understand what she has already shouldered and what she will soon bear.
Starting tomorrow, she will embark on a road without a path.
It is said that there is no road because no one before has walked this way.
It is said to be a road because I am about to start walking. I can only walk over it, and I must walk over it to make a way.
Slowly use both hands to squeeze the pillow tightly.
The teeth slowly exerted force, biting the cheek until it bulged.
The lines all over the body are gradually tightening.
The thoughts in my mind are messy and running non-stop. From "bug" to "downtime" it seems to be foreseeable.
Buzz buzz...
The cell phone that was pressed under her arm suddenly buzzed. Kim Taeyeon, who had already frowned and closed her eyes, shuddered, her eyes widened, and the "mess" in her mind was suspended.
It’s Lin Zengxian.
"Hello?"
Turning over and sitting up, Kim Taeyeon pressed her forehead and rubbed it gently to relieve her uneasy mood, trying to make her voice sound normal.
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"Open the door."
Open the door?
Kim Taeyeon blinked her eyes, raised her frowning eyebrows, and curled her toes.
Not to mention making phone calls, Lin Zengxian rarely even took the initiative to send messages to her at such a late hour.
Although that person lives in a place where "it's normal not to sleep in the middle of the night", he still makes himself abide by the original time etiquette and tries not to disturb others.
Not to mention the current situation where he asked her to open the door.
What if she has fallen asleep? Wouldn’t it be rude?
"Oh..."
However, doubts remain doubts, which did not affect Kim Taeyeon to immediately jump off the sofa and walk to the entrance.
Card...
The door opened and looking at Lin Zengxian, who was carrying a paper bag and with a sparkle standing at his feet, Kim Taeyeon opened her mouth, but did not extract a single word from her head to say hello.
Looking at Kim Taeyeon's chicken coop-like hair, Lin Zengxian also opened his mouth. He felt that he had several words to say hello, but in the end he chose not to say anything and just glanced down at Kim Taeyeon who was not wearing shoes.
bare feet.
"Woof! Woof!"
Sparks greeted him warmly and stretched his paw forward.
Sensing Lin Zengxian's sight that she had no intention of covering up, Kim Taeyeon also lowered her head and saw her bare feet that she had forgotten to wear shoes.
Tong Kong shook her head. She raised her head with wide eyes and met Lin Zengxian's eyes.
Lin Zengxian looked at her expressionlessly and nodded.
Kim Taeyeon's mouth opened wide, she raised her hands to cover it hastily, and her ears immediately turned red.
Turn around, bend down, and run away, Kim Taeyeon's movements are all done in one go.
"Excuse me."
"Woof!"
Lin Zengxian and Hua Hua greeted each other one after another and walked into Kim Taeyeon's house.
Kim Taeyeon touched her ears and stepped on her slippers, lamenting once again why she was always embarrassed in front of Lin Zengxian.
"Woof!"
Unlike Lin Zengxian who stood motionless in the entrance hall, Hua Hua ran directly into the familiar living room, rubbed against Kim Taeyeon's legs, and wagged her tail happily.
"Spark, welcome."
The closeness of Hua Hua eased Kim Taeyeon's embarrassment. She leaned down and touched Hua Hua's head, and there was a lot of lightness in her long drawl.
"Don't you welcome me?"
Seeing Kim Taeyeon walking towards the entrance, Lin Zengxian pointed to herself innocently, and then pointed to her feet wearing sneakers.
Just as she was about to smile and glare at Lin Zengxian, Kim Taeyeon was stunned when she saw Lin Zengxian's actions.
Oops, it seems there are no new slippers at home...