Suddenly I found that the total number of words is two million. Should I say something at this time?
First of all, I want to thank you all. Without your support and encouragement, I wouldn't be where I am today.
Counting the time again, it has been ten months since uploading, right?
I'm not good at math, don't laugh at me if I make a mistake...
An average of 20,000 words per month, which is neither fast nor slow.
But I still have to say, I'm sorry for being so handicapped.
It takes three or four hours to write one chapter. I am so grateful that such a weak scumbag can still get your support!
Ten months is not a long time, but looking back, I have gained a lot.
There is recognition, encouragement, and abuse.
I still remember that during the Chinese New Year, I saw someone posting a book review: "Happy New Year, I wish your whole family will die." There were several reviews in a row.
It was the night of New Year's Eve, and I was holding my cell phone in bed, and tears started to flow from my eyes.
Some people also messaged me privately and said, "How can you charge me? You are worse than a beast."
But the most uncomfortable thing is still being dissatisfied with myself. Every time I finish writing a chapter, I look back and can't help but overturn it and start over.
I’m not afraid of everyone’s jokes. Sometimes I have nightmares and all I can think of is the sudden appearance of this article in the book review section: It’s ugly and should be removed from the shelves!
I really want to write every chapter, every ten thousand words, every million words, and I hope everyone’s money will be spent wisely.
Subscription is the greatest affirmation for a work. Every time I look at the background, I feel relieved that the subscription has not dropped.
I saw a statistic some time ago that said that 99% of the readers of a work are pirated copies.
It was a bit sad at the time. A low-level author like me could only get a share of the subscription fee. Is it a lot of money? It’s really not much.
But thinking about it from another perspective, in such a terrible environment, there are still 1% of book friends supporting me, which is already very difficult.
So I'm very grateful to everyone, thank you.
All I can do is continue to write books.
Finally, I want to make a digression. Some readers said that my single chapter is not sensational or passionate, which is simply terrible... Actually, I don’t want to either!
But I am so clumsy and tongue-tied that I can’t speak.
But I believe that if I write it down sincerely, everyone will be able to feel it.