Chapter 212 There is a kind of love called letting go
Xu Jiao's body was extremely tense. Perhaps it was because she had never experienced this feeling before. She didn't know why she could muster up the courage to come to this room and get on this bed. With the warm blood in her chest, Xu Jiao knew
Her current behavior is very dangerous, because Fang Zhicheng has no so-called love for her, but her self-esteem makes Xu Jiao determined to try to win again.
Although Xu Jiao and Qin Yuming have a good relationship, everyone has selfish motives. Xu Jiao believes that she is Fang Zhicheng's good match. Although Qin Yuming is beautiful and gentle, she is a woman who has been married once after all, and Xu Jiao believes that she is a good match for Fang Zhicheng.
Delicate and innocent, even a bud that has not yet bloomed. Don’t most men have a virginity complex?
Xu Jiao wanted to use her own advantages to gain another chance.
Fang Zhicheng sighed, not knowing what to do. He had a crush on Xu Jiao, but it was definitely not a relationship between a man and a woman. Now that the beauty was in his arms, he was not Liu Xiahui. How could he control it?
"Why don't you let me go? If you press me like this, I feel like I can't breathe..." Xu Jiao said softly. She finally began to regret it.
She thought a lot in an instant. How disappointing it would be if Qin Yuming knew that she was lying in Fang Zhicheng's arms next door. At the same time, for Fang Zhicheng, if he didn't like her, then the two of them would face each other in the future.
When the time comes, how should you handle yourself?
The hot blood froze instantly. Xu Jiao was worried about gain and loss and wanted to retreat.
The relationship between men and women is very complicated. When one person withdraws, the other person will follow.
Xu Jiao is in the middle of a war between heaven and man. She is struggling in her heart. In her mind, there is a tug-of-war between angels and demons. One is persuading Xu Jiao, don’t sink. If you continue to develop, it will only make Fang Zhicheng look down on you and think you are a
A frivolous woman, otherwise why would she take the initiative to seduce him? She thinks you are frivolous, so she won't cherish you. The other woman is saying, what if you take a step forward? Since you like this man, you must be brave.
Reach out, so that you won’t regret it many years later. Moreover, it doesn’t matter if she takes the initiative. Even if Fang Zhicheng looks down on herself and doesn’t want herself in the future, she can still live confidently...
I don’t know how long it took, maybe it was just a breath of time...
After a long time, Xu Jiao still had her eyes closed.
"Thank you, Brother Cheng." Xu Jiao whispered.
Fang Zhicheng sighed awkwardly and smiled bitterly: "Thank you for what I did? I just did a very bad thing to you."
Xu Jiao shook her head gently and sighed: "If you still rejected me just now, it would make me lose my last bit of self-esteem. If I am so shameless and you still don't accept me, this is such a tragic thing.
"
Fang Zhicheng said "Oh" and said softly: "Xu Jiao, you should know that we...can't..."
Xu Jiao seemed to have guessed what Fang Zhicheng wanted to say. She turned sideways and stretched out her jade fingers to cover Fang Zhicheng's lips, saying softly: "I don't expect to be your wife, why don't you let me be your lover?"
Bar."
Fang Zhicheng was slightly startled and refused: "Xu Jiao, it's not worth what you do. You can definitely find a better man than me."
A bitter smile appeared on Xu Jiao's lips, and she said: "It's a pity that I can't find anyone better than you now. Once one person lives in your heart, no one else can live in you anymore."
Fang Zhicheng was moved by Xu Jiao's innocent feelings. He held Xu Jiao tightly in his arms and sighed: "I will stay with you until someone moves in again."
Fang Zhicheng's words were ruthless, but they were also the biggest promise he could give Xu Jiao now. After all, he already had Qin Yuming, so how could he still restrain Xu Jiao?
The relationship between people is very fragile. Maybe one day Xu Jiao is tired of herself and finds a suitable person to accompany her for the rest of her life. At that time, he will let go of Xu Jiao. However, Fang Zhicheng is not sure. At that time, he
Can you still be cruel...
Xu Jiao was fully dressed, and after leaving the guest room, her legs seemed to be filled with lead weights. This was a sequelae of the madness just now.
Fang Zhicheng turned on the bedside lamp and saw a bright red rose on the bed sheets. He couldn't help but sigh, thinking that he was in trouble. Xu Jiao was a woman who dared to love and hate. For love,
She could sacrifice so much, Fang Zhicheng secretly made up his mind to treat her well in the future and treat Xu Jiao as his own woman.
However, the relationship with Xu Jiao is destined to be an "underground job" and must be carefully hidden. If Qin Yuming finds out, it will definitely cause great harm to her. Fang Zhicheng followed the faint light on the bedside and took out a bag from the closet.
Put clean sheets on it again, then carefully fold the original sheets and put them in a paper bag.
Qin Yuming shouldn't be so sensitive. He could notice something from such a small detail like changing the bed sheets, right?
Xu Jiao returned to the bed, listening to Qin Yuming's gentle breathing, and secretly put down a huge stone hanging in her heart. She turned over and faced Qin Yuming from behind. Qin Yuming's body also moved at this time.
The movement made Xu Jiao tremble in her heart, secretly thinking that Qin Yuming was pretending to sleep, right?
In fact, as Xu Jiao was worried, this was an old house with only a wall separating the two rooms. Qin Yuming had always slept lightly. Although Fang Zhicheng and Xu Jiao tried their best to control it, Qin Yuming still discovered what happened next door.
Qin Yuming's heart was also extremely complicated. She knew Xu Jiao's feelings for Fang Zhicheng, and it was reasonable for such a thing to happen.
Qin Yuming was still very sad, after all, she had deep feelings for Fang Zhicheng, but then she thought again, Fang Zhicheng was still very young, and she was destined to be a passer-by in his life, so what qualifications did she have to take over Fang Zhicheng's future life?
?
The moment Qin Yuming decided to be with Fang Zhicheng, she had already made up her mind to regard Fang Zhicheng as a good brother. The two would never get married. When Fang Zhicheng met a girl with suitable conditions, she would try her best to treat him as a good brother.
Fang Zhicheng pushed it out.
Xu Jiao is a good woman, at least purer than herself. Qin Yuming thought to herself that maybe they should try it, at least there will be no harm to Fang Zhicheng.
Love is selfish, but it is also generous. There is a kind of love called letting go. Qin Yuming's love for Fang Zhicheng has reached a level that is difficult for ordinary people to understand, but if you can understand it, you can taste Qin Yuming's love.
Deep into the bone marrow.
Early the next morning, when Xu Jiao woke up, Qin Yuming had already gotten out of bed. She slowly walked out of the bedroom and found that Qin Yuming had made breakfast. She waved to Xu Jiao and said with a smile: "Hurry up and have breakfast."
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Xu Jiao felt guilty in her heart and said "Hmm", feeling her face burning. She lowered her eyelids and went into the bathroom to wash up. After going out, she saw Qin Yuming sweeping the floor in the living room and said softly: "Sister Ming, last night...
Did you sleep well?"
Xu Jiao wanted to test Qin Yuming, but she held back her words. Qin Yuming was slightly startled, waved his hand, and said with a smile: "I don't know why yesterday, I slept too soundly until dawn. How about you?
Did you sleep well?"
Seeing that Qin Yuming's expression didn't look fake, Xu Jiao whispered: "Yes, I slept well..."
Qin Yuming smiled and said, "That's good. Let's stay here for a few more days and wait until the renovation of the home is completed."
Xu Jiao felt more and more guilty when she saw Qin Yuming being so gentle. She couldn't help but shed tears at the corners of her eyes. Qin Yuming asked doubtfully, "Why are you crying?"
Xu Jiao waved her hand and said: "Sister Ming, I have a habit of crying in the wind in the morning..."
With complicated thoughts, Xu Jiao left in a hurry after breakfast. Because Fang Zhicheng was still sleeping, Qin Yuming did not go to work immediately. By the time Fang Zhicheng went out, it was already around ten o'clock. Fang Zhicheng saw Qin Yuming going to work.
After washing clothes, he leaned over and kissed Qin Yuming on the face. Qin Yuming rolled his eyes at Fang Zhicheng angrily and said, "Wash up quickly and have some breakfast."
Fang Zhicheng smiled, then went into the bathroom to rinse his mouth and face. When he returned to the restaurant, he saw that Qin Yuming had already filled the porridge for him. Fang Zhicheng cracked a hard-boiled egg and peeled it carefully. When he saw Qin Yuming
Looking at himself thoughtfully, he smiled and said: "Is there something on my face? Why are you looking at me!"
Qin Yuming asked with a half-smile: "I'm waiting for someone to confess, what good thing did he do last night!"
The smile on Fang Zhicheng's face stiffened. He realized that Qin Yuming found out what happened last night and said with a guilty conscience: "Last night? I waited all night in vain..."
Qin Yuming remained silent and looked at Fang Zhicheng with a smile, but it made him feel a little chilled. Fang Zhicheng coughed and simply told the truth, "Xu Jiao ran into my room for some reason last night, and then... I comforted him
She will..."
Qin Yuming sighed bitterly and said, "Your comfort method was a little too loud."
Fang Zhicheng felt guilty and embarrassed and said: "Sister, I really want to hold it back, but..."
Qin Yuming waved her hand and said calmly: "Men, they are all cats who like to steal sex, not to mention Xu Jiao took the initiative to send it to her, I can understand it!"
"You...can really understand?" Fang Zhicheng looked surprised, feeling a little uneasy for some reason.
If Qin Yuming scolded Fang Zhicheng angrily, this might be able to alleviate Fang Zhicheng's inner guilt.
Qin Yuming nodded solemnly and said softly: "Zhicheng, I am telling the truth. If you think Xu Jiao is good, then continue dating her. She is a good woman and a good match for you.
As for me... I will always be a harbor where you can dock. Whenever you are tired, just dock here for a while and you can..."
"Sister Ming!" Fang Zhicheng said apologetically with a heartbreaking feeling, "Don't do this, you will make me feel guilty!"
Qin Yuming shook his head and sighed with a smile: "Zhicheng, I speak from the bottom of my heart. We will not get married, but I will always guard you."
Fang Zhicheng put down the egg in his hand, walked to Qin Yuming, and hugged her tightly. Qin Yuming felt the strength and warmth from Fang Zhicheng's body, and she realized that her decision was
correct.
After experiencing a marriage, Qin Yuming gained a new perspective on love. Marriage does not mean love, and love does not necessarily end with marriage.
I like Fang Zhicheng, and Fang Zhicheng likes me, so why do they want to bind each other with marriage?