I reached out and turned off the light, plunging myself into darkness. I had just been rescued from the darkness. When I was in that secret room, I longed for light, an incomparable desire. But now, I like the night. Look,
The moonlight shines through the curtains and softly shines on my bed
My heart was in chaos, but everything was in order amidst the chaos. Smoking was not allowed in the ward, but Hei San left a pack for me when he left. Maybe he knew that in this situation, I had to smoke.
Soothe my own mind.
Finally, I pulled out the needle, walked to the bathroom, and saw my own face in the mirror.
I pulled it hard and scratched until my face was covered with blood. I looked up again and saw the same face in the mirror, but I really wanted to destroy it. I felt disgusted when I saw it, even though I thought,
It's still as handsome as before.
I have experienced a near-death experience this time. I feel that I have gained nothing, or the whole mystery makes me very irritated, because I seem to know something about many things, but after thinking about it carefully, I feel that
I didn't get anything, I was still in chaos.
However, Aza's letter tied together many of the things I had obtained before, forcing me to re-examine this issue. What exactly did I obtain and what did I know?
Finally, I came out of the bathroom, wiped off the blood on my face with a towel, and found a blue ballpoint pen in the drawer, but no paper. I opened the envelope Aza gave me and wrote on it deliberately.
On the one hand, let’s sort this out again.
After the famous mountain, there is an island in the middle of the lake. This is a very mysterious place. It can be said to be a parallel world. This is also the place where the first generation of ghosts disappeared. Therefore, there is the Aza tribe, guarding here. They
I don't know what I want to do, but I follow the last wish of the first generation Tubo and guard here for an unknown mission.
Aza had been to the island in the middle of the lake before, and successfully copied himself in front of the mud wall, which is the Aza we saw on the island. I have to say, if what the second uncle said,
That's right, then Aza is really the mastermind behind everything.
Perhaps our trip can be regarded as the story of Aza. This is a very strange boy and strange person.
In that village, Aza was the bridge between Mengchang's village and the outside world. He was the only one who could speak Mandarin, and the only one who had seen the outside world. A person's IQ, his thoughts, his
His words and deeds are all related to his own knowledge. How big the sky above your head is, how big your thoughts are.
Just like it is difficult for people who have never eaten forbidden fruit to take the first step, but once they let go and know the taste, they will most likely be out of control.
Aza is a person who has seen the wonders of the world. He is like a person who has tasted forbidden fruit. Don’t say that life in a mountain village is wonderful. After living in the city for a long time, you will want to go to the countryside. That is called trying new things. The real life is in the countryside.
Living in Aza's village for a year, a place without electricity, Internet and cosmetics, many people would not be able to bear. Aza is at least a person who yearns for city life and wants to get rid of the fate that is like a curse on his body.
Because of an unfounded fate, the entire tribe has been derailed from the world. This is really good. I think Aza was the one who had this idea at the time. However, ideas are ideas. He should know the importance of this fate. He was talking to Meng Chang Similarly, he was choosing between fate and freedom, but found that there was no way to make a good choice.
His experience on the island in the middle of the lake opened up a broad road for him, which made this smart man who had always been very troubled think that he had finally found a way to get the best of both worlds, that is, copying and copying a person, who is exactly like himself. people.
It took him a while, or even a few years. I don't know whether he cooperated with Meng Chang. I estimate that Meng Chang might have understood all this, but did not stop it. Otherwise, Meng Chang's last words would not be the same. He will be determined to let me lead their people out of the mountains. He should know what Aza has done in the past few years.
Copying, endless copying, it’s not enough to copy himself, he also has to copy people one by one, all the villagers including the leader. I can even imagine those scenes. Aza took the leader to the mud wall, Say, you have a prey in mind, dig around and find out.
The simple leader really took the shovel and dug out an antelope in the mud. He would say to Aza, this is a magical place, what a magical wall.
Then Aza said to him: You can only come to this place once. It is very magical, so you can't tell anyone.
The leader believed it. A simple person would be pious, and he might even think it was a gift from God. As a result, after the leader left, Aza would dig out the one he had unknowingly copied from the back of the antelope. The leader, a person who is exactly the same and has the same memories.
Of course, this may not be an antelope, but a hare. This is a hypothesis. Assume that Aza followed the same process of telling a white lie and copied the people of the entire village in a few years. And the people of these villages, I thought this was just a secret that belonged to Aza and myself. No one knew what this young man in their clan was doing. They didn’t even know that they had quietly stopped copying it.
After copying people, Aza used other methods. It was too easy to deceive these same simple replicas. They settled on this island in the middle of the lake. Only then did I understand why I was here. At that time, I saw such a strange scene, the same village, and the same people.
Because they are the same person. This is different from the fake monkey in the Monkey King. It is completely like Monkey accidentally changing into an uncontrollable version of himself. In this way, it is equivalent to having two villages.
The organizer Aza in the words of my second uncle may be such a person who arranges the situation. This is his plan. This is also his explanation to me.
Bring the people in the village I first met back to normal human life. Let them live the life they long for.
The copied themselves continue to guard, waiting for their mission to come.
This is a struggle for freedom. When many people are busy, they will say, it would be great if I could split up. One goes to work, the other does housework, and the other sleeps every day. Azata done.
I don't know what the disadvantages of doing this are, but I'm very afraid of it.
It’s still the same assumption as before, one you go to work, one you sleep, and one does housework, but this is when you can control the other two you, or to put it bluntly, those two are actually not you.
But if one day, you can’t tell which time is you, the you when you go to work, the you who does housework, or the you who sleeps is the real you.
This is actually the scariest thing. Thinking about it makes people feel like their whole body is hairy and cold.
Like suffocating.
This feeling made me feel even more strongly in Aza's words: I don't know which of you is receiving the letter now.
When I wrote this sentence, I couldn't help but close my eyes.
I was thinking carefully about the stone door I opened, and when I shined a flashlight inside, I saw a face that looked exactly like mine. I knew that Aza was referring to this, but when I thought of this, I would I felt like I was going crazy. It was a complete and icy madness. I even wanted to go back to the bathroom again to destroy my handsome face.
I was knocked unconscious after seeing that face.
When I woke up, I was in the secret room until I was rescued by Heisan.
Is the me who is writing this now the same me as before, or in other words, is the me now the same as before, or the same me that I saw behind the stone gate?
Could it be that there is another me who is also thinking about the same problem, and that me was actually taken away after being knocked unconscious, and is now undergoing eighteen kinds of hell.
This is really a logic that will drive people crazy, isn't it?