I prefer to smoke when my mood is messed up. I did just now, but I couldn't find it. The cigarettes on me may have been exhausted. That's because for fat people, this subjective choice may have ulterior motives for being around me from the beginning.
But this time, I urgently needed a cigarette to calm myself down. I walked to the soldiers and asked one of them for a cigarette that I didn't know I had never seen the brand of.
It was very strong and heavy. After I smoked three cigarettes in one go, I felt like I couldn’t stand firm. What does Lin Erdan have to do with me? He was my buddy who grew up with bare buttocks. His name is Lin.
, represents Linjiazhuang. If the hostility Lin Erdan feels is true, then this person's move on Lin Erdan is undoubtedly very clever.
Does grandpa know? I don't know.
Does Third Grandpa know? I don’t know either. Because of Lin Erdan’s words, I thought of too many things. Why did Third Grandpa, such a kind person, use his belt for the lives of those girls when he turned into a dragon in the end?
The blood dragon body hit the stone.
But I have not forgotten that I once saw the third grandfather in the ancestral hall. I once saw that the third grandfather was possessed by Lin Erdan, and he was a complete evil person.
I will never forget that Grandpa Seven, who also knew about what happened before, once saw Grandpa Third turning into a ghost and possessing Lin Erdan, he once cried and said: Third Grandpa, how could you become like this?
appearance
Grandpa Qi didn’t know what happened. It was something outside the chessboard. This matter was even hidden from my second uncle.
Everyone regards Lin Erdan's rise as my grandfather's handiwork.
I believe that that person knew that we would naturally think and think that way, so he deliberately chose Lin Erdan and made such a move. It was very simple to hide the truth from the sky, but it hid it from all of us, wasn't it?
Even the second uncle was deceived into saying such a sentence, but think about how exquisite this move was.
I am a person who can't hide things. Even if I don't say anything, my face will be full of my worries. When the soldiers saw my depressed look, they all came over to comfort me, saying that they couldn't afford it.
There are obstacles and so on, and there are also so-called sayings that since we are so powerful, we shouldn’t have worries.
Yes, we are all strange people. In the eyes of others, we may already be gods, but gods have no fucking worries.
These principles are all correct, but after listening to so many principles, can you live a good life?
I sighed and told the soldiers that I was fine. Even if I felt uncomfortable, I would not infect the soldiers who were confused now. Lin Erdan is actually the saddest person right now, isn't he?
I don't want him to stand against me one day.
How could he possibly want to become my enemy one day?
I walked over, patted Erdan's shoulder, and said: It's really okay. You didn't see clearly who that person was and you weren't a girl. What did you tell me about the sixth sense? Be careful, sister-in-law Pearl, go back and get it.
You can't get out of bed.
Erdan's head was buried in his knees. After I said these words, he raised his head and looked at me. I don't know when, Lin Erdan said with tears streaming down his face: Xiaofan, I
I'm not as smart as you, not even since I was a child. I don't know what our grandfathers are doing. I don't know what Uncle Yutang is doing. Your second uncle is also my second uncle. I don't know what he wants to do, but I can feel it.
, they are very tired and hardworking, and they are definitely not doing it for themselves. I admire them, from the bottom of my heart.
Growing up, I didn’t notice anything special about you. You were a damn crybaby, and you didn’t dare to fight back when someone hit you. When you were in junior high school, you had a crush on a girl and you didn’t dare to tell her that you had a crush for three years. Later, you even asked me to play pretend.
You go to rape people as a pervert, and then you come out and pretend to be a hero and beat me to pieces and run away. At that time, I knew you were not kind, really not kind. Why did you hit me so harshly when you promised to act?
We agreed to buy me a 50-cent popsicle later. Did you buy it? I am your brother. I am very aggressive. I pinched my nose and admitted it even though I didn’t buy anything. But you caught up with that girl. How many people are there now?
A fucking child
I don’t know what to say. I’ve been feeling so damn uncomfortable these past few years, so I just want to tell you about your performance in the past few years. I’ve seen it all. To be honest, it’s very uncomfortable.
You are scared, you are so scared, but this is the real you. If you stop being scared one day, will you still be Lin Xiaofan?
At that time, you have to rise up, and you have to be worthy of the appreciation and cultivation of our grandfathers, worthy of your uncle Qiyu, worthy of your second uncle, and even worthy of my aunt who has never spoken to you.
Erdan suddenly opened his heart and said a lot of things to me, leaving me stunned with mixed feelings in my heart.
I kicked him up and cursed in a choked voice: Lin Erdan, when did I allow you to explain your funeral arrangements?
Erdan smiled and dodged my kick, stood up, hugged me, and whispered in my ear: Xiaofan, if one day we really want to, kill me.
The tears couldn't be held back any longer, and I punched Lin Erdan's back in a circle and cursed: Get out of here.
I'm serious, kill me, help your sister-in-law Pearl find a good family, follow me, you won't even get a fucking day's blessings. Lin Erdan said.
After saying that, he let go of me, grabbed an engineering shovel and jumped into the pool.
I stood on the shore and looked at him. There was one thing I didn't say to Lin Erdan: Even if I die, I won't let you die. I live just for the corner of the future that I have seen in my dream. There will be no real future.
It came on such a day.
I didn't say it because I knew Lin Erdan would say to me: You are different.
I used to be very happy to hear it, but now it is the sentence I dislike the most.
Lin Erdan jumped into the pool. Maybe it was because he finally let out the words he had been holding in his heart for several years after explaining the funeral arrangements. He felt particularly relaxed.
The shovel danced in his hand like a peerless sword.
He held the shovel in one hand and danced around the pool.
The movements are elegant and have a different kind of beauty.
Like Xiang Zhuang dancing with his sword.
Like Wang Xizhi splashing ink.
It gives me the feeling that he is Yue Fei, holding that long spear and inscribing the inscription on the wall, "The river is red."
His actions and his indifferent expression made those of us standing on the shore almost intoxicated. We knew what he was going to do, he was going to clear away the cement covering the sculptures.
We didn't go to help.
This is Lin Erdan's stage alone, a place he has been to before.
Lin Erdan danced very fast, spinning gracefully around the edge of the pool for a long time, and the dust was flying. Finally, he leaned the shovel on his back, waved to us, and shouted: Come here, look.
Look at the secrets in this painting that was deliberately hidden.
We followed these soldiers and jumped into the pool.
There is only a small part of the mural and it does not occupy the entire pool. Maybe the Japanese built a whole circle in order to hide it from others.
At the beginning of the mural, the red sun is shining, there are birds, insects, fish, ancient giant beasts, people, and flying people in the sky.
This is a very peaceful picture.
It is also very common on bronzes, including birds, insects, fish, and ancient ancestors. I heard someone say it, I don’t know if it was the fat man or the second uncle. He said that this picture has mysterious power.
Simple, atmospheric and natural.
At least our hearts did calm down when we saw this picture.
The next picture.
But it makes people feel dizzy.
This is a wall sculpture that clearly describes the life of ancient ancestors and mythical times.
I saw a modern high-rise building.
This seems to be as disharmonious as possible.
I don’t know why, but I suddenly thought of the Japanese.