Chapter 34 Going down the mountain is like a dream
I went down Longhu Mountain with Hei San and Ma Zhenren. How was Lin Erdan's battle with that man? Hei San couldn't explain why. Anyway, the black clouds dispersed and Lin Erdan disappeared.
Where I went, no one knew. Heisan asked me on the road where I went and what I had experienced in the mountains and rivers. I smiled bitterly and said: I had a dream, and in the dream, I was back to where I started. iyouge.
He might still be a little dazed and asked me: Which origin point?
Linjiazhuang. I can't express my feelings in words now. Wu Miaoke is the white tiger who is destined to be the white tiger. According to previous experience, if we want to collect this white tiger like stamp collecting, we have to let Wu Miaoke follow him.
The same as Jiu Liang, it turned into a tattoo like a totem. The Jiu Liang on my body is a lesson for Wu Miaoke. Is she going to die too? What should Lin Dengke do at such a young age? He finally found happiness, found it.
What to do if you have a goal in life?
From a man's perspective, from a pure man's perspective, do I have any obsession with Wu Miaoke? Yes. But because of this woman's rough life experience, I can't bear to impose my obsession on her.
But fate really wants to make two people who have crossed paths in the past, and now have turned into two calm straight lines, cross each other at the same time.
To put it bluntly, if I go to find Wu Miaoke now, it would be better for me to just grit my teeth and have sex with her a few years ago. No matter what the secular world, no matter what the opinions of the people, it is better to just go and die.
Don't bother her again after she comes out.
When I thought about this, I suddenly remembered what Shi Nu said to me. Zhang Daoling gave her a wrong time to give birth to me before she gave birth to me. I still can't explain to her in this life, but why Zhang Daoling was at his bedside?
Hang this woman's portrait. I don't feel Zhang Daoling is ruthless, I just feel his helplessness. The same as Jiu Liang did to me.
The trip to Longhu Mountain was the fastest and most dreamlike I have ever experienced. It also allowed us to gain the most. After coming out from here, we didn’t even have anything to do next.
Direction, without my second uncle, I don’t even know where to go next. After Longhu, I went to Zifu, and now I met Liu Tianci, the real person of Zifu Mountain, directly at Longhu Mountain. Then, we don’t need to go there next.
A trip to Longhu Mountain.
Lin Erdan has become an immortal.
A fat man needs a furnace to raise hundreds of scriptures.
No one knows where my second uncle is now.
Nine taels will never appear again.
Our initial lineup has basically fallen apart. In my entire family, except for Lin Xiaoyao and Lin Jiadi, my grandma is the only one left.
Where to go next?
We returned to Linjiazhuang. What Lin Erdan told me was right. In fact, just after we went out last time, Lin Erdan's mother hanged herself at the door of her home. When the villagers found out, it was already too late.
, within a few days, all their family members except Lin Erdan died. For a while, Linjiazhuang was in turmoil. I just happened to leave again. On the day we returned home, all the villagers in Linjiazhuang gathered money to do something.
The person I invited was actually Xu Lin, the Feng Shui master I had come into contact with for the first time in my life.
When I saw him at that time, I already regarded him as an indomitable person. Now that I see him, I respect him equally. He has plastered yellow talismans all over Lin Erdan's house, with paper figures and horses, which is considered a tribute to this person.
When the family was saving the souls of the dead and saw me, Xu Lin exchanged greetings with me and said: "Have you disposed of the red coffin?"
It's been taken care of, I said.
Please invite an expert, Xu Lin asked me.
I nodded and said: It's okay, in short, it has stopped.
I wasn't sure at first, but after checking a lot of things, I found that the coffin was really the work of Zhang Daoling of Longhushan, he said.
Well, maybe. I said, Zhang Daoling's handwriting, that coffin was used by Zhang Daoling to seal Tubo. That period of history is destined to be blank. Who can say clearly?
Let me tell you, when I first came here, there was a lot of resentment in this house. But it has subsided in the past two days. Xu Lin told me.
When he said this, my heart twitched.
Lin Erdan wanted to become an immortal and sent his loved ones away with his own hands.
His close relatives forgave him. In the final analysis, wasn’t it because I forgave Lin Erdan? Wasn’t it because he forgave me?
Mr. Busy, please give it to you. You must give them a blessing. In the next life, you must not be named Lin. People named Lin are too tired to live. After saying this, I went home.
That night, I saw Bai Zhenzhu and three others in front of their graves.
A man was kneeling there, sobbing silently.
I didn't bother him.
Who gave you the last name Lin? Who gave me the last name Lin?
Who allowed the Lin family to have the youngest Lin, saying that the Lin family dared to be the first in the world and to make peace for the world?
I got the black leather ancient book, but I didn’t rush to practice. Without my second uncle and others urging me, I even wanted to escape from the world. What I didn’t expect was that my peace this time actually lasted more than four months. , I have been avoiding Wu Miaoke for more than four months. The scroll I brought back was not a picture of mountains and rivers, but a portrait of Wu Miaoke. I know what the stone girl wants me to do, but I want What should I do? Do you want me to take this picture to Wu Miaoke and tell her, Aunt Miaoke, please give me a break because I am Zhang Daoling and you are the woman who has been in love with me for thousands of years in my previous life.
Whether she will give it or not, I don't know.
Even if I know how it will end, I don't even know.
Now Lin Xiaoyao feels inexplicable hostility toward the Suzaku tattoo on my body at night, which already makes me feel guilty and uneasy, let alone provoking my calm mother-in-law.
Tao follows nature, let nature take its course.
If Wu Miaoke's White Tiger fate is really fate, everything still needs chance and opportunity. All I have to do is wait.
Grandma's health became worse and worse after an illness after the Spring Festival, and she finally couldn't bear it anymore at the beginning of spring. When she was dying, she called me to the bedside and said to me: Xiaofan, actually, if you don't tell me, I also know that Yutang may be gone. Otherwise, I won’t be able to survive. No matter how bad things happen, he will come back. Grandma is not educated. There is one thing I must tell you before she dies. In fact, in my life, The person I feel most sorry for is your mother. I know that her background is not right. When she was a child, she wanted to hug you, but I didn’t want her to. Later, when she really left, I realized that she was also a mother.
Your grandpa sleeps for a few days from time to time. He is not an ordinary person. I knew it early on, but I had to hide it from him. Pretend that I don’t know. He is such a smart person. How could he not know that I am obviously I knew but pretended not to know for the rest of my life, and lived a makeshift life. When I was young, I knew that he was thinking about other people, and when he couldn't get angry, he just acted like a tigress. Later, he couldn't change even if he tried. In the end, he was beaten by me. Bazi was whipped to death. I know he didn’t die. He just chose that way to die. He was atonement. I thought he was beaten to death by me. He has wronged me in this life, so I can forgive him.
Don’t forget, I picked your grandfather’s graveyard. In fact, I just told him that I knew he had an old lover there, but so what? He was thinking of her instead of her.
Since he has been like this all his life with me, I will give him to her in the next life. I can't control someone like your grandfather, and I'm not worthy of him.
Regarding the little demon, I know that you have always regarded her as your sister, just because this little girl has a deep affection for you, and you are a kind child, and you can't bear to let her down. Later, the police girl fell in love with you, and I saw it too.
Come out, you also have her in your heart, but people, just make do, life is over, how can you care about it? That's really not the case
Grandma is dying. I know it, so don’t try to persuade me. After I die, bury me at the entrance of the village. After your second uncle came back these years, I will be waiting for them at the entrance of the village because of the people who died because of your grandfather, the old fox.
When you come back, you went away to do errands, and when you come back, grandma can see you first, that's all.
People, don’t wrong yourself. For the rest of your life, you won’t be willing to wrong yourself, let alone others. No matter who you are, you are Xiaofan. On this point, your father and I thought about it together. Your grandfather is that person.
, No, I want to be a hero, but I have no ability, so I blame you. If I see him again, I will slap him with a shoehorn.
After grandma said this, she closed her eyes with tears in her eyes.
I didn't cry.
Grandma, just walk well. I said silently.
In fact, I have always been afraid that grandma is also a pawn of grandpa.
I finally understood.
Maybe grandpa can't bear the thought of this smart, silly woman living too tiringly.
This is the first person around me to die well, isn't it?