I put the several planning forms I listed on the table into the drawer and looked at my watch. It was already past twelve o'clock.
"Why aren't you sleeping yet?" I asked strangely, looking at Xia Jing who was sitting beside the bed in a daze.
Xia Jing lowered her head, her face so red that it almost dripped water. After a long time, she whispered: "Can you go out first? I need to take off my clothes."
"Aren't you going to sleep in the same bed with me? Are you still afraid that I will see you?" I asked.
"That - that's not okay, you go out first anyway." Xia Jing pushed me out the door.
Alas, what is this woman doing!. I walked out of my room reluctantly, if only there was a hole in my door.
After a while, Xia Jing shouted from inside: "Okay, come in."
I opened the door excitedly and ran to my bed. Huh? What kind of posture was she in? She actually rolled herself in with the quilt, like a big spring roll.
"You don't want to sleep like this, do you?" I asked unwillingly.
"Of course! Although I know you are a good person, but you see, for the sake of my safety, it is better for me to roll myself up." Xia Jing said slyly.
"Fuck! If you're afraid of being unsafe, don't sleep on the same bed as me! What kind of plane are you doing!" I shouted angrily. I felt like I was being tricked.
"But, I still hope that you can protect me by my side!" Xia Jing said aggrievedly.
"It's inexplicable." I turned off the light angrily, got on the bed, pulled another quilt over me, turned my back to Xia Jing, and ignored her.
But I couldn't fall asleep no matter how hard I slept, and instead became more and more energetic.
A voice sounded behind me: "Brother, are you angry?"
It turns out that the little beauty Xia Jing didn't sleep either. I thought she had fallen asleep a long time ago.
"No!" I replied coldly: "Also, don't always call me big brother, I'm not older than you!"
"What are you doing! Big brother, you must be angry. Are you unhappy because I rolled myself up?" Xia Jing asked aggrievedly.
"If I don't tell you, I won't. Why do you have so many things to do?" I said impatiently.
"You have it!" Xia Jing said angrily.
I didn't say anything. I was too lazy to argue with her on this unreasonable issue. I already had Zhao Yanyan, and yet I was still interested in Xia Jing. Alas, where did my steadfastness in love go in my previous life? Why am I like this in this life?
What a failure, a complete bad guy.
After a while, seeing that I stopped paying attention to her, Xia Jing whispered: "Brother, I'm scared, can you turn around?"
"I have evil intentions, you should continue to make spring rolls." I still feel resentful about her behavior.
"Hey!" Xia Jing sighed softly and said in a twisted voice: "How about I open the quilt, but you are not allowed to do that to me!"
Suddenly, I felt like a bad guy. It is normal for girls to roll themselves up. Why am I so angry? Are they born to be touched by you? I smiled bitterly and shook my head.
She shook her head and turned around. I was just about to apologize to Xia Jing, but I didn't expect that Xia Jing actually let go of the quilt wrapped around her. Under the moonlight, I could even see the shy expression on Xia Jing's face.
"Brother, this is okay." Xia Jing whispered.
"Go to bed. It was my fault just now. My elder brother did have evil intentions." I said with shame. I am a man in my thirties and I am still playing tricks with a girl who is seventeen or eighteen years old.
"I believe in big brother." Xia Jing said with a smile. Suddenly she said shyly: "Actually, even if you really want to do something to me, big brother, I won't blame you..."
Is this a hint? No? Why does God favor me so much?
But I didn't take any action in the end. After all, my big brother's image is relatively positive. I couldn't bear to leave any shadow on the heart of this little flower in the greenhouse.
Thinking of this, I felt a lot calmer and gradually fell asleep.
I woke up once in the middle of the night and ran out to use the toilet.
I was startled and quickly retracted my hand. After staring at Xia Jing for a long time, I found that she still had her eyes closed and her breathing was even. It turned out that this little beauty was talking in her sleep!
I stretched out my hand again, and Xia Jing spoke again: "Brother, I've already opened my bed, you can do whatever you want to me, just don't let me go!"
I looked at my hands hanging in the air, and finally gave up. Listening to Xia Jing's innocent talk in her sleep, I felt that it would be too despicable for me to do something while she was sleeping.
One night, Xia Jing and I didn't have any contact. Although I wanted to, every time I raised my head and looked at Xia Jing's smiling face, I couldn't bear to extend my sinful hand.
Hey, it’s so hard to be a good person. I’ve been enduring it, and I feel like I’m about to turn into a Ninja Turtle. It’s not a big deal if this goes on. It’s okay to live in my house for a day or two, but it takes time.
Once it grows, what should I do?
Although it is very refreshing to have a little beauty by your side, it is unbearable to only look at her but not touch her, and not to have any inappropriate thoughts.
It seems that I have to find time to talk to Xia Jing. If this continues, it will definitely not work. If we really want to live here, I think it’s better to sleep in separate beds. Otherwise, I won’t be able to sleep well. I will suffer every day.
It requires a mental breakdown.
Even good people were tortured by her into perverts with evil intentions.
Thinking about these messy things, I gradually became sleepy and fell asleep in a daze. (To be continued)