Is there really any misunderstanding between this?
Zhao Yanyan in her previous life actually always had that kind of interest in me, but I was just too numb to feel it?
Thinking of this possibility, I suddenly broke into a cold sweat!
Although there is no way to verify this guess of mine, and I don’t know whether it is true or not. After all, it happened in the previous life, but once this idea was formed, it formed a lingering obsession in my mind.
Now that I think about it carefully, Zhao Yanyan was also a proud girl at the time, and she was able to remain unmarried until she was in her thirties. This does seem a bit unusual!
Although it is said that many men are unmarried in their thirties, after all, many successful people marry late, there are very few women who are unmarried in their thirties.
It can’t be said that there are none, but at least not many! But even so, those women who are not married are not married, but they also have boyfriends! A girl like Zhao Yanyan who has not had a boyfriend in her thirties, if she is not psychologically
The problem is that there are other reasons!
Thinking about everything between him and Zhao Yanyan in his previous life, although he didn't speak much during school, he always looked at Zhao Yanyan with awe and admiration.
The inferiority complex made me in my previous life feel that I was not worthy of Zhao Yanyan at all. Even if I tried hard to catch up, I still felt that there was still a certain gap between me and her. This gap could not be bridged by simple hard work.
It was only after I started working that I gradually became more prominent, and even my position in the company gradually surpassed that of Zhao Yanyan. It was only at this time that I regained my confidence.
But on the day when she was about to confess her love to Zhao Yanyan, she received the news that Zhao Yanyan was getting married!
This drastic change was like a thunderbolt, and it suddenly plunged my whole body into an ice cellar. At that time, my mind was blank and filled with deep reluctance.
But he had no other thoughts. Until he attended the wedding and died of drunkenness, he was still in a muddle and didn't think carefully about whether there was anything wrong in the process.
After being reborn, I also deliberately avoided this period of history, not wanting to touch this sad past, so I didn't think about those details anymore.
But today, since I have already mentioned this in a hurry, I once again carefully considered the events of my previous life, and finally discovered something unusual!
Even if Zhao Yanyan and my deputy Xu Qingwei got married, why didn't I know any news before? And I didn't see any clues about it?
Zhao Yanyan is the person she is paying attention to silently. She has a boyfriend. Maybe she can't find any clues about her?
As his deputy, Xu Qingwei is also the person around him. He has a relationship with Zhao Yanyan, but he doesn't notice it? Could it be that he was blind in his previous life?
I secretly shook my head, mentally denying this possibility. After all, although I was a little unconfident in my previous life, I was not a fool. On the contrary, it was impossible to achieve the position of regional president of the company without ability.
And what is the reason for the sudden engagement between Zhao Yanyan and Xu Qingwei?
This is what makes me puzzled, but in my heart, I thought of a possibility that made me tremble! Maybe, as Zhao Yanyan said, she did have that kind of meaning for me in her previous life,
It's just that she is a girl, and it's not easy to express herself. She has been waiting for her to take the initiative, but she... except for chasing and chasing after her low self-esteem, she didn't even give a hint... This made the frustrated Zhao Yanyan, maybe casually.
Choose a marriage partner.
After all, she is not young anymore. In her thirties, a woman is no longer young and cannot delay it any longer! Even if she wants to delay it, her family will not agree.
However, all of this is just my conjecture. Although I have some regrets, luckily God is still very kind to me and allowed me to go back to 1994, my high school days, and let me start my life again.
In this life, you are destined to have no regrets!
However, maybe, all this is just my illusion. Just as Zhao Yanyan said, there may be a similar parallel world outside this world, in which she and I are also included, as well as other people.
It's just that the stories between these people are different. Maybe Zhao Yanyan and I in that world were in love, and what Zhao Yanyan sensed was her thoughts in another world.
Of course, it is also possible that Zhao Yanyan simply confused dreams and reality, mixed thoughts of this life into dreams, and influenced her own dreams.
Thinking of this, my heart calmed down... I'm so mediocre! Why do I think so much? No matter what the past life was like, this life is the most important.
Drowsily, with sleepiness, I gradually fell asleep...
"Ring - ring - ring -" A soft phone ring rang, waking me up from my sleep.
Who was calling at this noon time? I quickly got up and ran to the living room to pick up the phone.
"Hi, hello, who are you looking for?" I said habitually.
"Leilei, it turns out you are at home! Your dad and I will be home soon. Open the door for us in a moment. There are too many things in our hands!" My mother's voice came from the phone receiver.
Why is my mom back? Didn't he and my dad go to my grandma's house? I remember that on New Year's Day in my previous life, the two of them stayed at my grandma's house in the countryside for three full days, and this was only the second day.
"Mom, why are you back so soon?" I asked immediately.
"Yes, your dad said that he was afraid that you would be bored at home and no one would cook for you, so we came back early after discussing it. No, your dad said that you studied hard, and we just went to Caishikou.
I bought you some fish from the farmer’s market and will cook you something delicious!” my mother said happily.
Can't you? Is it because my studies have improved in this life, and my parents have treated me better than before? But you don't have to come back early, isn't this a bad thing for me?
Seeing that I was silent, my mother quickly asked: "What's wrong, Leilei, don't you want your dad and me to go home early?"
"No way, hope, hope! I was just too happy to react!" I quickly came back to my senses and said.
"Okay, I'll hang up! Although your dad's mobile phone is reimbursed by the factory, it can't be wasted." My mother said and hung up the phone.
I hurriedly ran back to my bedroom, and while getting dressed, I pushed Zhao Yanyan awake with my hands: "Get up quickly and get dressed!" I shouted urgently.
"What are you doing? Is it dark?" Zhao Yanyan was suddenly woken up by me. She stupidly opened her sleepy eyes and looked at me inexplicably.
Zhao Yanyan, who had just woken up, was really cute, but I didn't have time to appreciate it carefully, so I said to her hurriedly: "My mother is downstairs, she will be up soon!"
"What?! Your mother is back?" Zhao Yanyan suddenly jumped up from the bed and hurriedly found her clothes: "Why didn't you tell me earlier? Oh... what should I do?"
"I just received the call too!" I said with a wry smile: "What else can I do? Quickly pack up to welcome them!"
At this moment, the two of us were so busy that we quickly tidied up the bedroom and then simply tidied up the living room. We were relieved when there were no suspicious signs.
At this time, the doorbell also rang. Zhao Yanyan and I looked at each other. Fortunately, it was just right, otherwise it would have been a disaster.
I asked Zhao Yanyan to pretend to be a guest and went back to my room first. Then I got up and opened the door. (To be continued)