Liu Yu opened the book, found the line of text, clicked on it, and handed the book to Shi Ran.
[Victory on the battlefield is often directly linked to "killing". 】
This sentence answered the "why" that lingered in Shi Ran's mind - there is no reason, they are just victims of killing. On this battlefield without gunpowder smoke, Lao Zhang, as the winner, is qualified to list anyone
Put on the kill list.
Have the doubts been answered? But Shi Ran still felt very uncomfortable.
Liu Yu asked Shi Ran if he had been thinking about the project bonus.
Shi Ran looked at this line of text repeatedly and shook his head, "No, that's far away from me. I'll be satisfied if I can get my monthly salary and overtime pay."
"You think we all worked very hard, but in the end we didn't end up happy, and we felt aggrieved."
Shi Ran was silent for a moment and nodded.
"It depends on what kind of recognition you want to get through your efforts. If you want to get a reason from Lao Zhang, then you are too naive." Liu Yu smiled and sighed softly, "I have never been there from the beginning to the end.
I thought that he would approve of me, and this final result was one of the countless possibilities I had imagined. I didn't want this idea to really happen, but it just happened. I can't just hang myself by my neck, right?
At any rate, I have completed this game, and I have proved it to myself."
Shi Ran couldn't help but smile bitterly and thought to himself: But you have never expressed these assumptions.
"Each of us has proven it to ourselves, what else do you have to be sad about?"
Shi Ran raised her eyes to look at Liu Yu again, her eyes a little red. She was a newcomer who had just been a game planner for half a year. Many times she felt that Liu Yu regarded her as an old planner with many years of experience.
In terms of skills, most of the graduates of 211 universities like Shi Ran will make full use of their four years in college to pave the way for future employment. She has strong learning ability and very clear ideas for practice.
Her accumulation. But those accumulations did not include what Liu Yu called such a solid self-confidence, which allowed her to say to herself after such a huge setback: You are the best.
Liu Yu's tone was already a little impatient when he asked Shi Ran in return, but seeing Shi Ran's solemn expression, he still put away his emotions and scratched his head, "Where is your heart knot? You have to tell me.
Can I enlighten you? If I don't smooth things out for you today, Zheng Cun will definitely nag me endlessly. According to him, you are almost depressed and autistic. He asked me to be responsible for you.
Brother."
Shi Ran sniffed, opened her mouth, and the corners of her lips were trembling. She held back the sourness that kept pouring into her eyes, and asked in a hoarse voice: "Am I holding back the project?"
Shi Ran would always look at herself when something happened, and it was only at this moment that she realized that she actually needed Liu Yu to tell her the answer to this question.
Liu Yu was stunned. That night, Cheng Xiuyan, on behalf of Lao Zhang, asked him to endure the humiliation and resign. His first thought at the time was also: Did I fail to take "Heroes" well, and did I harm the entire team?
After several days and nights of self-adjustment, Liu Yu came out of this self-denial and confirmed that Lao Zhang was just a fool who tried to burn bridges by crossing the river.
Lao Zhang, Liu Yu shouldn't take the blame.
It turns out that Shi Ran is also trapped in self-doubt like him. The difference is that Liu Yu has experienced some setbacks and he has been able to overcome them. Shi Ran is still too immature and simple, and she cannot digest the malice of the world on her own.
Liu Yu's eyes became complicated and deep. He stood up on his knees, stretched out his arms, put his hand on Shi Ran's forehead and flicked it, "Don't think so, everything you do for the project is very meaningful."
.You are a good planner, the best one I have ever seen in my career.”
Shi Ran blinked, and tears flowed out uncontrollably, flowing down his cheeks to his chin and dripping on his pants.
Liu Yu moved to Shi Ran's side, tilted his head and scolded Shi Ran in a dumbfounded voice, "You had told me earlier, I could praise you for three days and three nights, and I didn't even say anything serious."
Shi Ran shook her head repeatedly. Her throat was so clogged that she could not speak, but she knew in her heart that the person who suffered the greatest impact among them was Liu Yu. When the project was successful, he was cut off, and Wu Qian left him shortly after. Shi Ran
Ran even thought that she should come to comfort Liu Yu, instead of showing her fragile side so wantonly and adding another layer of helplessness to Liu Yu.
But she couldn't control it, and the tears came so unexpectedly that even she was surprised.
Cheng Xiuyan folded his arms and leaned against the door frame of Shi Ran's room. He turned around and told Zheng Cun to call Lin Huan to comfort her little sister.
The doors to both rooms were open. Zheng Cun was so gossipy, so he was naturally concerned about what Liu Yu and Shi Ran said, and his ears were always perked. When he saw that Cheng Xiuyan was no longer pretending to be quiet, he stopped holding it in his mouth and cursed loudly.
After saying "Lao Zhang is such an idiot", he ran into Lin Huan's room.
Lin Huan came to Shi Ran with a tissue box, hugged her silently, and wiped away her tears. Lin Huan's eyes were also a little moist.
The doorbell rang suddenly, and Zheng Cun shouted: "The birthday cake is here!"
Only then did Shi Ran learn that today is Liu Yu's twenty-seventh birthday.
After turning off the lights, lighting birthday candles, and singing happy birthday to Liu Yu, he wore a fake crown made of colored paper on his head, and his eyes narrowed into two slits when he smiled.
Shi Ran finally came out of the haze and his breathing became easier.
In order to make this housewarming and birthday celebration more in-depth, Zheng Cun specially arranged a candlelight night talk session.
A few people were still sitting around the coffee table, with a long red candle lit in the middle, sharing cakes and cheese, complaining that Riesling tasted like kerosene mixed with fruity flavors, and slowly drank it one cup at a time.
Everyone else in the R&D Department 2 seemed to have plans or whereabouts. The remaining one, Shi Ran, made Liu Yu uneasy. He asked her if she wanted to go to Guangzhou too.
Shi Ran had an impulse for a moment. Since she still had a lot to learn, it might be most appropriate to stay with Liu Yu, but then she hesitated. She had been in Shanghai since she was a child, even going to university, and she had never gone there.
After traveling so far away, not to mention that she and Lin Huan had just rented together, she couldn't bear to part with the good best friend she had made for the first time in her life.
"I'm helping her find new projects and good producers." Cheng Xiuyan raised his glass and went over to clink it with Liu Yu. "Shanghai's stage is broad enough. She doesn't need to accompany you to suffer the hardship of being in an unfamiliar place."
Although Shi Ran's heart knot had been opened by Liu Yu, her crisis of trust in Cheng Xiuyan had not been lifted. She said calmly: "Mr. Cheng, I can find a job on my own."
"You can consider the opportunity I provide as an option." Cheng Xiuyan said sincerely, "I feel sorry for you all. Only by doing something for you can I alleviate my guilt."
Shi Ran wanted to say it was not necessary, but Liu Yu answered, "He has a lot of connections in Shanghai. You'd better listen to his advice more, so as to avoid detours."
"What Shi Ran cares about is that I didn't stand with you at the critical moment." Cheng Xiuyan smiled bitterly and punished himself with a glass of wine.
Liu Yu had a drink with Cheng Xiuyan and said for Shi Ran: "She's not that ignorant."