In Zhu Mei's house, Kong Sang began to read the diary left by Xu Yiyang.
"The handwriting is very handsome. It seems that Xu Yiyang is also a thoughtful person..."
…
"In my original class, my grades were pretty good."
"However, when I arrived in this experimental class, my grades began to have problems."
"My new head teacher is called Zhou Zhigang. He is said to be very famous in Jinling."
"But... he is too fierce, and when he is in class, he doesn't like to use textbooks. Instead, he asks us to buy extra textbooks."
"Just go to a specific bookstore to buy it, it's just a little more expensive..."
"However, I really can't keep up with this teaching method that doesn't even care about the basics and just focuses on thinking questions."
"Today, because I can't do the last big question, I can only sit there."
"When the teacher was in class, he hit me directly on the back of the head and made me stand in the back."
"But to be honest, I feel relieved."
"Because... as long as I stand still, he won't ask me questions. Then I won't get beaten again."
"Other students will also be beaten if they answer wrongly."
"well……"
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"The first exam is out."
"My grades have indeed improved."
"However, I started to fear going to class."
"Because as long as you go to class, you may be beaten by the teacher for various reasons."
"I never knew...that attending classes would make me feel scared."
"And...even if my grades get better, so what?"
"Mom never cares about me."
"Even dad..."
"However, his mood is getting better and better. I don't know if it's because his career is booming or what."
"He often asked me if the teacher would do anything."
"After I told the truth, he felt better, as if... he was expecting something..."
…
Seeing this, Kong Sang frowned.
Obviously, the current situation is somewhat different from the intelligence they received at the beginning.
Xu Yiyang spent three years in junior high school and transferred to three classes.
If parents weren't very concerned about grades, they probably wouldn't do this.
However, neither Zhu Mei nor Xu Xiao, whose body was taken away from her, are obviously not such parents.
So...their reasons...
After seeing this page, these last few words of Xu Yiyang...
On the side, Zhao Xiaocheng couldn't help but said:
"This is almost like... deliberately sending your child into the hands of a violent teacher."
"However, teachers like this seem to be common in junior high schools and high schools."
"There are many teachers who like to hit others, but their teaching quality is not bad."
"That's pretty damned."
Zhao Yuecheng suddenly said:
"He is cultivating hatred for Xu Yiyang!"
Kong Sang was stunned.
It suddenly dawned on me.
Yes!
Hatred!
Young children have vague values.
At this time, with a little guidance, you can basically determine whether it is good or evil.
Xu Yiyang went from a stable first-year junior high school to a second-year junior high school teacher who liked to hit people.
And, I developed a fear of going to class.
Zhu Mei is another irresponsible mother.
In this way, as long as the deprived Xu Xiao gives a little guidance, as the seeds of hatred gradually sprout, Xu Yiyang will go from hating the teacher to hating the school, from hating the school to hating the teaching system.
In fact, there are many people on the Internet today who criticize or praise the teaching models of other countries.
This method may not be sincere to the children, but it attracts traffic very quickly!
Zhao Yuecheng said:
"We probably all know a little bit about Japan's sorcery."
"If Xu Yiyang's resentment reaches a certain level, then..."
"Use evil magic to turn into a demon?"
"Or, betray your own country and work for Japan?"
"This is all possible!"
Kong Sang sighed, couldn't help but nodded, and began to read the next content.
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"Unknowingly, I have been here for a year..."
"hehe……"
"Now even in my dreams, I start to wonder if I will be beaten by the teacher."
"But...fortunately, dad said for the first time that he would transfer me to another class."
"This class is also very good. It is a branch school."
…
"On the first day of the third year of junior high school, the teacher was indeed very kind, but those classmates were..."
"I don't know what I did wrong. Is it just because I am a transfer student?"
"The classmates behind me started throwing paper balls into my hat."
"My deskmate also had a vicious laugh and started mocking me and gave me many unpleasant nicknames."
"Even when I was doing gymnastics on the radio, my classmates would hide behind me, laugh at my clumsy movements, and even call me a fat guy."
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"Today's physical education class, the teacher asked us to do sprints."
"My speed is very slow, so the students just laugh at me. Even the teacher covers his mouth and laughs at me."
"I don't understand, is it because I'm clumsy?"
"But I don't want to either..."
"I became so fat because I was sick and took some hormone drugs when I was in the second grade of junior high school..."
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"When I got home today, my parents were quarreling."
"I hid in my room and listened for a long time, and then I realized that it was my father who was bankrupt."
"But it's strange. My father didn't seem to be that broken or uncomfortable. He just said he needed to live a hard life."
"My mother couldn't accept that."
"Because... this flaw directly caused problems in my grandfather's business."
"Finally, my father suddenly said that if he had any acquaintances in Lanxi Town, he could introduce some better business and asked my mother and I to follow him."
…
As the contents of each page were fully visible, Kong Sang sighed.
Although the language in each picture is very simple, and there is not much description of how uncomfortable I am.
But just words like this made Kong Sang feel panicked.
At this moment, Kong Sang thought of Zhou Hui.
However, unlike Zhou Hui, Xu Yiyang's kind of bullying can be avoided.
Discrimination against transfer students by classmates.
The teacher tramples on the self-esteem of the students.
There are also teachers who only look at grades but ignore mental health and only beat students.
All I know is my alcoholic mother.
In the eyes of his son, he is a father who behaves strangely and is scary.
Such a family, such a learning environment...
No one is a Bodhisattva. In such a messy life, who would not have resentment in their hearts?
Even the so-called bankruptcy may have been intentional by Xu Xiao.
Maybe, just to further stimulate Xu Yiyang!
After all, what Xu Yiyang suffered during the three years of junior high school was mostly physical bullying.
However, the actions of the high school teachers and Song Chenyu's parents alone were enough to make Xu Yiyang feel disillusioned with learning.
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"Today, I met a classmate. He was very nice to me."
"It's called Wang Shuizhi."
"He said that when he first saw me, he felt that I was very friendly and had an indescribable feeling."
"Hmm... I feel like this might be fate."
"Actually... I also really want to have a friend."
"Because I have basically lost contact with my classmates in elementary school. In the three years and three classes of junior high school, I don't have any close friends."
"And surprisingly, Wang Shui and I had a very good conversation."
"I just don't know why, but the way my father looked at me started to look bad again."
"He seemed very agitated and started to beat me with the belt again as before."
…
Kong Sang rubbed the yellowed paper in the diary and couldn't help but say:
"It seems that because of Wang Zhi's presence, the resentment in Xu Yiyang's heart has gradually weakened."
"And this is what Xu Xiao, who was deprived of his body, doesn't want to see."
"He tried to use physical pain to awaken the hatred in Xu Yiyang's heart."
Afterwards, Kong Sang kept reading the rest of the diary.
Literally, Xu Yiyang has indeed been trapped in two emotions.
However, because of Wang Shuizhi's presence, Xu Yiyang's writing began to become more dynamic.
But when the last page comes...
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"Tomorrow is my birthday, and my scores in this exam are also very good."
"Although I didn't get the quota for recommended students, I can work hard and it will be fine."
"Originally, I made an appointment with Wang Shuizhi to have a meal with me tomorrow."
"But...in the room, I heard my parents arguing again."
"They didn't seem to know that I was back. My father actually called me a bastard during the quarrel."
"Then...then I knew..."
"It turns out that my parents are so chaotic."
"It turns out that I was just a tool born by my mother who wanted to take revenge on my father."
"No wonder...my mother never looks at me without any emotion."
"It turns out...they don't like me..."
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The diary has come to an end here.
And on the last page, there are a lot of mottled marks.
It is not difficult to see that Xu Yiyang was really heartbroken and must have been crying before he finished writing the contents of this diary.
So much so that even the handsome fonts have become crooked.
"So... there must have been something wrong with Xu Yiyang the night he found out about his life experience!"
Zhao Xiaocheng couldn't help but said:
"Considering the cause of Xu Yiyang's death, there were many bruises and ruptured internal organs. Could it be...domestic violence?"
Kong Sang frowned.
This possibility is not impossible.
But...even if Zhu Mei is really crazy and would do such a thing, Xu Xiao probably wouldn't either.
Because Xu Xiao’s purpose is to make Xu Yiyang resentful.
If Xu Yiyang was killed directly, everything would be meaningless.
At this moment, the doorbell rang.
People from the Jinling branch are here.
After checking, they found a bottle of poison from Zhu Mei's room.
When he saw the empty bottle falling on the table, Kong Sang couldn't help but sneered.
"I remember, just now Zhu Mei said she wanted to go down to accompany him. Are you going to accompany Xu Yiyang?"
"How does she deserve it?"
Kong Sang stood up coldly and raised the gong:
"Now that we know that that night is the key..."
"Then let's summon Zhu Mei's soul and take a look!"